I told him I couldn't lie; he was the only one for me

This is another random post to review the week. LOL.
It's Week 8 already; damn fast can.
Term 1 is almost over. /nia
How come so fast, seriously.

Anywayz.
On Friday before zaocao, smth damn embarrassing happpened. After the national anthem, I sat down and heard my name from behind. It was my junior Zhiyang and he said with a very serious face "Zoey your pe pants wear wrong side, the 'ahs' is behind."

At first I thought he was being gl, but I looked down and true enough, my back pockets were staring back at me. Felt totally OMG and luckily Mr Heok was nearby so I asked him if I could go to the toilet.

Got Lifang to go with me, and I was trying to cover the "ahs" on my butt discreetly while I ran up the concourse steps. Damn embarrassing omg, somemore Zhiyang sits like 2m behind me, so all the people between us probably heard what he said. WALAO damn paisehhhhh. /nia

On Thurs, Yy had to go pass smth to Mrs Sng, and Lifang and I accompanied her to the staffroom. When Mrs Sng came out and saw me there she was like "Oh we were just talking about you." I was like o_____o And she said "Somebody said you look very blur in physics class."

Noooo. Mr Tam always says that. And I really felt very pekchek when she said that because it's not like I want to look blur lor, it's just that I always have this blur expression, and especially during Physics when you need to think to geddit. I said I can't help it that I look blur, and she just said "But I don't think you look blur in music what." Tsk, physics and music so different -______-

Another teacher who's not very happy with me is Mrs Lam. She keeps getting mad because I talk during her class. But most of the time, I'm talking about something related to her subject! Like there was this day when she yelled at me and Yy because Yy was telling me what slag molten was.

She also keeps saying that it's not a good thing if she knows our names, because that means we are not living up to her standards. And she knows my name very well, hai. Good thing is, it's not just my name. She knows more than half the names in our class. LOL.

Anyways, yesterday my mom and my cousin Janet were on the phone gossiping about our relatives, as well as me and my brother. I know they like to gossip, but can they not do it so openly? I was right there. -shakes head-

My mom later told me that Janet said I'm unhappy because she saw my facebook wall, which is actually, now that I think of it, full of song lyrics. I also talked a lot about American Idol. LOL. It's the only reason I turn on the television nowadays, other than for mtv or some random movie on cable.

But there's a difference between being emo and having emo quotes on your facebook -.- There's one quote like "Sometimes it's like only my ipod understands me" and a lot of other unusual but nice song lyrics, mostly Paramore and Mcr. I hope nobody else thinks I'm emo because of that. I'm NOT emo people, I'm as happy as a meatball. (Don't ask me why meatball; it was the first thing that popped into my head.)

But my point is that I feel quite invaded now that I know my relatives are stalking my facebook. My mother also said it was really mean of me to say my brother sings awfully on facebook, especially since he can't help it since he's on headphones. But I'm just kidding. Don't people know how to take a joke? -rolls eyes- As quoted from the graffiti wall; "Why so serious?"

I really feel like I can't post anything much these days on facebook, because everyone, and not just my friends and schoolmates, can see my posts. I can't use anything that's mildly offensive, like "shit" or "damn", because even my ten-year-old niece added me as a friend on fb, and I can't reject right?

I mean, what if I say "freaking" on fb and she asks her mom Janet, "What's freaking?" "Uh, where'd you get that word?" "Aunty Zoey's facebook wall." Mmmm, awkward much.

Even my mom stalks my facebook photos, to see how my friends look like. But if I delete all my relatives, it'll be very what once they find out right. Hai, I dunno what to do.

BYE

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I've been thinking about it but it hurts too much to say it

Airplanes was stuck in my head the entire day yesterday.

"Can we pretend that airplanes and night skies are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now"

And dumb, pop-oblivious me used to think it was called Wish Right Now,
and that Bruno Mars was the rapper HAHAHA.
Airplanes makes no sense but it's so annoyingly catchy.
Grenade makes too much sense, and makes Bruno Mars sound clingy.
As quoted from Youtube's famous Kingsley,
"The song is just... a decline of Bruno Mars' sanity."
LOLOL. I loooove Kingsley. Always so darn funnaye.

Anywayz.
TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF.
But okay lah, this week kinda passed quickly.
Chem common test was screwed up, for me.
Heard a lot of people failed but nearly everyone I asked got a higher mark than me. Dumb test made me feel so moody for awhile, but I got over it quickly as usual.

Oh and Im using my brothers laptop now and the punctuation and symbols are totally screwed. They are all jumbled up so I dont know where they are, which would explain why Im typing without punctuation today.

Also, the z and y are exchanged. LOL. I was sending an email just now and when I signed off with my name I kept typing Yoez and backspacing and retyping it again and again, thinking that I was making weird typo errors.

Well back to topic. Did I mention I lost my pencil case? Yes, my beloved black Myuk pencil case with Lynnie's Daesung badge on it. Both the pencil case and the badge were presents from her. (I hope she doesn't read this, but if she does, I'M SORRY LYN TT) There is a slim chance it's still in the pas, but I don't know for sure either. I left it there last week and when I went back to try finding it recently, it's goooooone. Sad ttm. Here is a classic example of not cherishing something until it's really gone.

I miss all my ballpoint pens, my awesome easy-to-use eraser, my big red stapler, my ruler, my highlighter, even the faded old 'Z' dangling on the zip. Now I go around carrying a pencil and a pen and eraser -__________- How sad. I pray my pencil case comes back to me soon. Momma misses you very much (Walao can't even put exclamation mark to express my misery, damn this keyboard)

Gotta go now.

BYE (I nearly typed BZE)

---- (Cannot find the usual squiggle so I shall end with this. I officially dislikes my brother's laptop.)

I've got a piece of paper, but it's empty.

WHAT THE HELL. I JUST SPENT FOREVER ON A POST, AND THEN I DUNNO HOW I CLICKED SOMETHING AND THE WHOLE SHITLOAD DISAPPEARED. WALAO EH. Hate Blogger.

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Even angels have their wicked schemes, and you take that to new extremes

Where is my girlfriend, I've been calling
She ain't picked up
Something's fishy; she won't hear me
Now I'm sitting here like what the fuck?
This is too unusual, she never did it like this before
She usually calls me back within the hour
I bet she's out with what's-her-name
The girl that doesn't have a man
Assumptions in my mind got me confused girl

Sometimes she can't keep her pretty hands off me
But when she's with her girlfriend she don't even speak
She could spot a pretty girl faster than I can
Tells me that she loves me but I'm tryna understand

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You gotta read it!
Guess what's the title of this song?
I Think My Girl Is Bi by Omarion.
Hahaha damn cute song; I've never heard anything like it before.
Most guys write about their girlfriends cheating on them,
but... with another girl? Mm, that's something new.

I haven't written in a while. I'd like to, but there's nothing new.
There's a little tune that's been playing in my head,
but it's... meh. Nothing much at all.
I recorded myself playing Storm and I'll post it up here soon, maybe.
Sad for you, there's no singing HAHA it's just the piano.

Well today I stayed home since Nia cmi for our usual study date.
My brother figured out how to hook up the electric guitar and I had a good time fooling around with it.
The highlight of my day was watching American Idol which nearly made me cry when I saw all the tension the contestants were going through.
I'm all behind Brett Loewenstern, James, Paris and someone else, I forgot who.
They're the ones who've made the greatest impact on me.
I also like Chris Medina.
Looks like Idol 10 is gonna be interesting.

If only I was born in America.
The parents there scream and go crazy when their kids get through the auditions.
Down here if you tell your momma you want to become a singer, she'll probably ask God what she ever did to deserve a kid like you.
Heh okay I'm exaggerating. She'll just get really horrified and tell you there's no future for a musician in Singapore.
Which is true, really. No one ever makes it big here.
We're all straight-up nerds (:

So, nothing much else.
School starts tomorrow again, nooooo.
Monday blues. I probably have cca too. Hai.
OH I nearly forgot it was Valentines' Day.

Happy early Valentines Day to every one of you tards out there <3
Yes you! Even if you're a stalker reading my blog or whatever,
Happy Valentines' :D
Should I go around hugging people tomorrow? JAJAJA

BYE ♥

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They try to tell me I'm only a kid, and that I can't be in love; I don't know what it is

I like songs with looong instrumentals! Like When You Were Mine by Vfc and Mcr's Headfirst with Halos. Mcr's first album Bullets is actually really good. I like (Y) Ohoh know what's my current favourite instrumental? The Narnia theme song HAHA. Seriously it's damn nice.

Also, Love The Way You Lie part 2 is probably the most meaningful Rihanna has ever sung, aside from Take A Bow (ah duh, written by Ne-Yo lehh HAHAHA). It's about an abusive couple, and there's a lot of emotion. (LOL no link) I loooove the lyrics, especially Eminem's rap verse at the bridge.

Anyway, went to watch Shaolin after school on Tuesday with L and T, after having lunch at foodcourt. Er it's a bit bloody, but I think overall it wasn't too bad. I just kinda didn't like the idea of monks killing so many people, regardless of whether those people are good or bad.

Had cca on Wednesday, which ended at like 530pm. That's probably the latest time we've been released this year. Went to Simei's Men Men Don Don to eat with Daine, then went to lim teh at foodfare.

Stayed back on Thurs for chem remedial. It wasn't too bad; it actually passed pretty quickly. Then went to music room to try out duets with Lifang. Zhenying and Jz were there too. I expected Debussy duets to sound really good, but they're kind of awful.

After that we hilled down and I managed to chiong home and get ready for music concert. Rushed to Bugis mrt, then met Yy, Chawit and Jz outside Kfc. In the end we went to eat at Yakun, and Lifang reached too. She spilt coffee on the back of Jz's shirt HAHAH. His whole face was like -____- damn funny.

Trained to Clementi where we met Faith, and boarded the same bus as Mrs Sng, Janice and our four music juniors. They're one guy and three girls. The guy's called PC (Yy calls him computer) and the girls... well, I dunno, didn't talk to them at all. LOL. I don't even know their names.

Arrived at NUS Department of Music, which is a super chio building. The concert was awesome ttm. There was Wagner, Shostakovich and I can't remember the first one. There were a few cute cellists!

Waited super long at the bus stop, during which Yy and I started waving to random cars passing by. Their faces were epic, but then we stopped cause it was kinda distracting.

Boarded a 96 with Yy, Lifang, Chawit, Yixuan, then roamed at the Clementi mall while waiting for the rest to come in another bus. Trained home all together after that. I think there were fifteen of us altogether.

Today is Friday. TGIF! Week passed kinda quickly I think. Maybe cause we're busy. Went for cca orientation today but I just hung around. Left with Lianne and we ATB-ed to East Coast Rd. The houses there are superrrrr chio. AHHHH. I want. Had dinner at an Aston's there, which is... meh. Airport Aston's is a lot better, and I think the Aston's at East Coast has a lot of msg because I felt very thirsty after that. Also, they charged 30 cents for water, but the one at airport just gives it free. Tsk. Took train home after that.

Abrupt end.

BYE

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So tell me what am I supposed to do?

I'd write you a song but I can't find the words to say
To tell you what's on my mind
Cause even a symphony can't say what you mean to me
So how can I, how can I give you all of me
When all I get is half of you

Awww. By the one and only VFC.
Their songs never get old.
Sweetest lyrics ever.

Anywayzz. Tuition in like 10min, hai. Not that I don't like tuition or anything, just that sometimes it's a bit boring. Yesterday I was sniffing and sniffing while I attempted to study with Tania. I got a flu bug ): And anyway the studying was quite fail. We ended up going to her house where she cooked me maggi mee and her parents gave me an angbao HAHA. Then we watched American Idol together. I love AI auditions. LOL.

So I was kinda sick today, but yet not quite. Fangfang didn't believe I was sick. Tsk. Best parts of today were going to the old tower hall staircase to hide and chitchat during pe with Yy, Kr, Lf, and the ending part of SS when Ms Noriff showed us the group videos. The last group was totally hilarious, not to mention the dog is damnnnn cute. Everyone laughed like krazy.

I wanted to reach home earlier today so I could listen to Danger Days while doing my homework, you know, kill two birds with stone. But in the end I went with Lianne to airport, after stopping by my place to get some books. Thought of going Coffee Bean but it's overpriced. So, McCafe. The 5 dollar cheesecake made me so depressed. Waste my moneh, next time don't buy already.

Sat there and I managed to finish my english and chinese homework! (Y) Lianne ah Lianne, couldn't concentrate at all and kept doodling on her work. Then after that we went to staff canteen and she had some disgusting-looking dessert while I ate noodles. My cough is getting annoying now; I can't stop. Zhek.

BYE

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i heart tania

Tania is probably the best person i've ever met. I didn't regret meeting you TANIA!
Touched right?? /pam i know :)

You are beautiful, no matter what they say.

As you can see, the post made earlier today was obviously not by me.
I've changed my password Tania, neh neh ni poo poo.

My cousin Janet said that when she went to Super Junior's show, Kyuhyun waved at her! -gasp- Apparently she was sitting at the top, too lazy to go down and wave at them like all the other fans. Then she became high and decided to stand up and jump around and wave her arms like crazy. And Kyuhyun happened to look up and see her. He actually stood up and jumped and waved back at her like crazy! In the exact same way! LOOOOOL. I'd call her a lucky bitch, if I didn't know her. Yonghwa only smiled and waved politely at me ):

Anywayz. I used to think Ryeowook was my favourite Suju member. When there's such a big group, naturally you tend to pick favourites. I liked a specific few, namely Ryeowook, Donghae, Siwon, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk and Hangeng. But Hangeng left, sob. And after watching Oh My Lady, I think I've changed my mind. I'm in love with Siwonnnn. Heh heh heh heh heh he's so cute.

Also a short post today. Nothing much to blog about.
Oh cny wasn't too bad actually.
Though Jackie wouldn't stop camwhoring.
I got 230 bucktards this year! It's lower than last year.
But well, one should be satisfied with what one has.
-strokes imaginary beard-
I get to keep 30! (Y) Probs gonna spend it on a jacket.
I want a jacket jacket jacket.

BYE

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To stand outside your virtue, no one can ever hurt you, or so they say.

From left: My mom, cousin Janet, Jackie, aunt, ahma.



Jeanette, Janet, niece Ally, Jackie, niece Fiona, me, my brother.



Clockwise from left: My aunt, mom, cousin Jaime, Joyce, Jackie, uncle's wife, uncle, ahma


From furthest away: dad, youngest uncle, Ally, Fiona, ahma, mom, cousin-in-law Herman (Janet's husband), cousin-in-law Ben (Jaime's husband)

For like five years, I thought Ben's name was Glen. LOL. Until yesterday when I heard Jackie call him Ben. Lucky I didn't greet him.


I love Her Name Is Alice! Amazing song.
Haha short post today.
Happy cny everybody!
Eat eat eat and get fat.

BYE

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