Walk yourself out the door

Realized recently that i have a hard time talking to introverts, and most of my close friends or the people i identify with as 'same frequency', ironically, are extroverts. 

I guess it's true that opposites attract. 

Chemicals

We are made from chemicals

But what holds us together

Is much more than this

And you are strong

So much stronger than me

All along

Cause you are everything

And I am nothing

We spend our summer writing songs

About how we'd never make it on our own

But here we are

And I surrender

I'm running thin 

You were right

Cause you are everything

And I am nothing

Random feels for Tigers Jaw

Their songs are like the soundtrack to a really nice road trip with friends that's losing its charm. 

And this is them romanticizing about the long summer. 

In other news, on my way to school for actual first day of summer school, yay. 

I checked my e-mail before I left my house, just in case. 

Stay awake through summer like we own the heat

so today was day 1 of summer school. headed to school early to grab lunch at utown. at kent ridge mrt i decided to check my mail, and lo and behold- class was cancelled because the lecturer was unwell. e-mail was sent four hours before lecture was supposed to start.

felt so asdfghjkl.

since i was already at kent ridge and starving, i decided to just lunch at utown. went home after that and bought a big cup of teh si siew dai to make myself feel better.

ugh, what a wasted trip. maybe i'll just spend today cleaning my room instead.

Oh dear can't you see / it's them it's not me

• bullet form again cos i'm too lazy to try to link everything up hehe
• it is 19 june today which means we're slightly more than halfway through the summer break :O sometimes thinking about stuff like this really makes me sad- soon i'll be done with the next sem, then i'll be in germany, and the next month i'll be graduating, next year i'll be a jaded 40-year-old and in five years i'll be a grandmother of six. 
• still so many things on my summer 2016 to-do list that i have not done. i downloaded scott pilgrim in 1020dp (omg) and still haven't gotten my ass round to watch it even though it's in my hard disk which is literally right in front of me as i type. 
• i didn't manage to find an internship this summer sadly but hopefully it won't affect my future that much haha. i'm pretty much living the nua life this break, enjoying it while i still can since it will be my last uni summer break ever :((( fell asleep yesterday on the couch while watching tv, with a finished ice-cream stick in my right hand cos i ate potong ice-cream right before i fell asleep. the potato life is the good life. 
• but i can't stand being 100% nua, so i started signing myself up for commitments. this coming week is packed with gym time and jam sessions for 3 different gigs. and most likely going for all 3 days of baybeats the coming weekend. eggcited! hehe. also joined youth.sg as a correspondent and may be attending an event, not sure yet. 
• summer school also commences tomorrow. i think i am really a potato because i only recently realized that i can't s/u the module. the class venue was also changed to audi3 which is probably the most inconvenient venue in utown... and timing is 2-5pm which is quite :( but ah wells. 
• yesterday was the last workshop for baybeats. after the workshop, the 8 of us stayed back to print and put together 250 copies of our zine, to be handed out at baybeats festival. was quite the accomplishment. most of us are around the same age, like 21-24, but tbh i find it quite hard to talk to them, while everyone else seems to have made fast friends with one another :( they laugh at stuff i don't really laugh at, and i laugh at stuff when no one else does which is awkward. i think it's probably cos of our very different backgrounds? i come from jc science stream --> uni while everyone else is from lasalle / sota / poly / ite. almost all of them have jazz music backgrounds and/or experience in design, marketing and writing, while my most relevant experience consists of watching movies like scott pilgrim and almost famous. they all seem very mature and full of life experience :/ 
• lastly, i've been spending a lot of time on youtube, and yesterday i watched postmodern jukebox's cover of creep by radiohead featuring haley reinhart. omg it was the best cover i've watched in a while. i loved haley reinhart on AI, and that cover did her voice sooo much justice. went to watch the live acoustic version she did with casey abrams and somehow it was even better *-* i've always loved raw stuff, i've gone through fangirl phases with old demos from saosin, brand new and mcr. sooo good. 
• sorry for the long, wordy post heh. i've kinda given up on uploading photos alr cos i have wayy too many. maybe sometime in the future, when i am a grandmother of six.