And dance with our hearts on fire, cause every song is ours tonight

Been a good weekend! Probably the slackest weekend I've had in the year. Usually I'll be rushing off somewhere to mug or something.

Wasted my day on Good Friday. Literally spent the whole day cooped up in a corner of my room and didn't go out except for meals and the occasional water or toilet break. This is what youtube has turned me into.

Saturday was spent at town with my best friends in tpj, Sj and Lum! Haha I had so much fun just walking around window-shopping and looking for food and laughing at all sorts of things. It was awesome :)

Today I went to the library with Lum after lunch and borrowed some books yay I'm actually almost done with my first book haha embarrassed to say that it's totally a cliched romance novel #sorrynotsorry

I want to find Saved By The Music again one day. It's really one of my favourite books I've ever read, though nothing beats Harry Potter. I'm a secret Potterhead, I think few people know this. Not that hardcore but I love the book series and the movie series and I'm totally gonna re-read after As.

And tomorrow it's class outing with 12S16! Yayyyy prolly gonna be the last class outing in quite a while hais so we should enjoy ourselves. And I hope the weather doesn't foil our plans! Please don't let it rain tomorrow

Plus I bought the bass! Yep the secondhand one that was selling for 150. It's not bad-looking but the first and last strings buzz so I need to get that fixed I guess but still it's a pretty good deal

Come with me friday, don't say maybe

mostly cui photos from pulau ubin

I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

SAS ARE OVERRRRERRTGOISKL LVLF

I feel so free now. So so happy

After physics paper yesterday me and wums went to Pulau Ubin. Yep, change of plans. We wanted to go explore Chek Jawa cause we thought there was a lot of cool stuff there... Well there wasn't sadly maybe cause we didn't go on a paid tour

Anyway we took a bus from tanahmerah to changi jetty and then a ferry to Pulau Ubin. Then we rented bikes ($6 until 6pm, so cheap!) and cycled to Chek Jawa.

Unknowingly took the way longer path and cycled for like 45min or more. I nearly died I swear. And there were so many steep slopes so we (ok just me actually) kept having to dismount to push our bikes. It's times like this when I regret not joining a sports cca haha #nostamina

Then we had to park our bikes so we walked the rest of the way up. While buying drinks at a vending machine along the way we saw 10 wild boars! There was a sign earlier telling visitors not to feed the
wild boars but I didn't think we'd actually see any, much less 10. There was a huge mom and a smaller one and eight tiny babies. Eight! They were ADORABLE.

Then we left around 3pm. The bike ride back was SO much easier. I guess overall it was fun cycling. Like wums said, we went out of our comfort zone :) #achievementunlocked

Dinner was at changi. Nasi lemak and bandung for her, hokkien mee and teh si bing for me

I'm going to make the most out of my weekend. I even have a to-do list! Last long break for quite a while :( Shopping and guitar and ice-cream and lepak-ing ahhhhhh here I come

I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby, like you

Why is Alex Gaskarth so perfect why? He is the sweetest person ever and he's so down-to-earth and friendly and funny and honest and genuine and playful and the best part is when he sings and his voice, I've heard so many songs but he has such an incredible voice and he's so talented at everything- singing, guitar-playing and writing- and he's grown so much as a singer and as an artiste over the years. And he's gorgeous and tall and I love the sound of his laugh and I used to hate his hair when I first started listening to ATL like what is up with this weird guy but now I love it Alex sometimes I really hate you for being so perfect. I really do. But at the same time I love you. Does that make sense? Well yes it does to me cause I'm in full fangirl mode right now so everything makes sense doesn't it

And it makes me really sad that I'll never get to know you. Or talk to you or get a hug from you or tell you what an amazing person you are and how much you inspire me. But well at least I've seen you live. And it was the best night ever. I think that's close enough.

I love you Alex

But these clouds won't leave

Sitting in front of the departures board waiting for lunch hour to tide over cause I want to go to the staff canteen to study.

I think I visit the airport on an average of twice of week. So often that I'm sick of studying at the staff canteen already but I don't really have a choice since the coffee places would chase me out. That and sometimes I don't really feel like having coffee.

4 papers dowwwwwnnnnnnnnn

I don't really see much of a difference now actually. I mean so what if SA1s are over, there's still CA2s and SA2s and Prelims and the real thing.

I guess one good thing is it takes the pressure off for now. For now. :(

I am so tired. All I really want to do is go jamming, have some sleep or lepak somewhere nice. Nowhere crowded though. I hate crowds.

Ok bye less than 24 hours to sentosa!

I think rock 'n' roll is really funny when it's serious

Sitting at CBTL by myself having cheesecake.

Not really my idea of a proper dinner but. Can't be arsed to get proper food and I don't know what to eat anyway. All this cake is also making me crave some coffee but nooo I can't stay up late tonight

Left with H2 math and H1 physics for SAs! I am so so happy that econs and gp and chem are over. I think I might have screwed up for econs but I don't think I screwed any of the papers that badly to land in STAR programme. I THINK.

Ok gotta study for math now yessah 2 more papers in about 42 more hours and I can go to sentosa with wumsyy and stroll and lie on the ground and camwhore and laze and get dark(er)

Anthem of our dying day

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
This is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

Pretend that it's a song, cause forever is yours and we can sing this on the way home

Zoey:

1. Would really like SAs to be over rn
2. Is aware that she has been as productive as a snail over the march holidays
3. Just had dinner and is extremely full
4. Thinks some ice-cream right now would be really nice
5. Has not been listening to any music since she woke up and hence is feeling cranky
6. Is really excited for sentosa on thurs with wums
7. Knows that she shouldn't be going jamming tomorrow but still is
8. Would really like to go home right now

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If you were me you'd do the same

Just realised I didn't start out liking any of my favourite bands.

I wrote Mayday Parade and All Time Low off as just some sellout bands when I first listened to them. First song I ever heard from Mayday Parade was Jersey, back in 2011. I didn't like it, I thought there was nothing special about it, but then I went back and listened to it some time later and I fell in love.

And then I'd heard of All Time Low since I was way younger, but I'd never gone to check them out. Till one day when I heard I Feel Like Dancin' on radio, and went to listen to them. Heard Six Feet Under The Stars acoustic on youtube, but again thought it was nothing special, kinda bland. Man what was I thinking then haha.

Got into Pierce The Veil last year. Listened to Caraphernelia but it didn't appeal to me. I thought Vic sounded awfully screechy, like he was straining his throat too much. But they're like my favourite band now, and I cannot express how much I love his voice. Haha

Oh best example yet would definitely be My Chemical Romance. I really owe a lot to them. They were the first real band I ever, ever listened to. (Unless you consider the Jonas Brothers a band, but hey, I still like them)

I hated MCR with a passion, because my brother was going through an MCR phase at the time and singing all their songs. I didn't appreciate Gerard's screamy vocals, wasn't into rock music at all at that time. So I hated them for about half a year, called them a lame emo band and all.

Yeah, I probably would've hated the thirteen-year-old me.

Anyways I have to go do some work SA1s in 4 days I should be stressed but no, here I am watching "All Time Low funny moments part 1"

BYE

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what's wrong, are you at the wrong concert?

HI EVERYONE HOW WAS YOUR WEEK

I think I've been pms-ing recently. Mood fluctuates a lot. Like a lot. I don't have random crying episodes like L but I do feel very angsty sometimes

Oh and I'm blogging using my dad's laptop yay it's so much easier to type everything out here!

Read a few old blog posts today and realised how my writing style has changed so much. I used to blog in this very weird way back in sec3. Perfect punctuation, some dramatics here and there... but I've gotten lazy these days so you'll just have to put up with... this

Past few days have mostly been spent mugging alone, perhaps that explains the melancholy in me these days :( I think I spent saturday mugging with wums though. She likes to study at the library and I don't, especially not at bedok library. Yes wums I know you're reading this.

And today was spent mugging with Tania. I've missed her :( been ages since me, L and her went out together (I think the last time was christmas if I'm not wrong, or maybe once this year), much less just me and her.

Wasn't very productive haha but s'okay

I think this week will prolly fly by since I'll be busy mugging. SA1s take place in Term 2 Week 1. Some holiday haha. Downsides of being asian

Only interesting thing that happened this week was that my ex-bandmate contacted me (after about half a year of non-communication) to ask if I'm interested in joining an experimental rock band. Hmm quite a drift from the core music I like but anyway I'm meeting them this weekend, just out of curiosity.

Also found someone online who has a bass, case and amp for sale for like $180 wow should I?? I really really want my own bass, don't mind if it's secondhand as long as it's still in good condition.

K anyway I'm going to crash soon haha

BYE

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Welcome to oblivion

Pictures!

My PTV concert outfit (felt underdresed but nvm it was so comfortable), pictures from PTV, random pics from class, one of my favourite things in the whole world (teh si), last shot of eastpoint before it closed down :'(, screenshot from a sleeping with sirens acoustic video because I love it so much, School of Rock quote, pics from college road run, random pics from our break in class, pics from ATL, cake for our class' March babies (ended up having a cake smash, dirtying the cafe area, attracting a lot of unnecessary attention, and finally, having to mop up the place ourselves lolol), Lianne while studying with me last sat, meme that I just found out some classmates made of me like one year ago.

To be fair, I found it funny. And come to think of it, I remember them saying that they made a meme of me but they refused to show it to me. Mystery solved

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