You try to be cool; you look like a fool to me.

NOTE. THIS POST WAS MEANT TO BE POSTED ON SUNDAY, 300111.


I had yet another weird dream last night. -.-

I dreamt I was wandering through this very beautiful place, on a path next to sort of like a lake covered with flowers and greenery, and I wasn't myself, but instead I was looking through the eyes of a young man, not more than 25. There was a girl with me, maybe around 8.

At the edge of the lake, we saw this very lovely bird. It was fully black, with a bit of white, gleaming feathers, and it had a yellow crest-like thing on top of its head (forgot what that's called). It was very big, and somehow the first word that came to my mind was that it was a magpie. But later I searched it on Google and I can't find a bird that looks anything like that. On the contrary, magpies are small, crest-less birds. But they do have very nice, bright eyes, like the bird in my dream.

In the dream, I handed the little girl my camera, and she gleefully took it and started taking pictures of the bird, but it kept dodging her, and all the pictures somehow came out all dark and shadowy even though it was a very sunny day. Then suddenly the bird changed into this demented, snarling girl, the same size as the little girl with me, but very different from her in terms of personality and appearance.

The girl who was with me screamed when she saw her, and I told her to run away. Then I don't know how an electric guitar appeared, and the crazy girl began a tug-of-war with me over it. Even though she was very small, she had enormous strength, and she looked very demonic and crazed as we fought over the guitar. I have no idea why we both wanted the guitar so badly. LOL.

But finally I managed to tear it away from her, and I ran after the first little girl. The sky became very dark, and it started raining heavily, like in a thunderstorm. We ran and ran and didn't stop, through a field and a marsh-like swamp, and a lot of empty, muddy land.

Then my vision suddenly zoomed out, and I was sitting on a couch staring at a television screen, and it was an advertisement for True Blood. I was like WHAT THE SHIT. HAHAHA. Then the dream ended. For those of you who don't know, True Blood is an American drama verial about vampires.

What a weird dream right -____- When I woke up, the whole scene reminded me of Paramore's Brick by Boring Brick video. It's a lot like that.

Anywayz, went out to airport yesterday with Nia, intending to study. Wanted to go Subway's but only when we reached there did we realise the new Subway was actually for the people travelling. HAHAH. So dumb right! So we went to Aston's instead. I don't know why but I was super bloated after eating. I was really struggling to finish the potato salad I usually like so much.

Nia got teriyaki chicken with mashed potato and onion rings, I got chargrilled with potato salad and pasta salad (as usual). After that we went to Mac's to start studying. She got hot chocolate and I got (RANDOM: RAISE YOUR GLASS IS ON MTV! :D) iced mocha.

Ended up only doing homework instead of studying. I did amath and finished my sihan! (Y) Hopefully PZ doesn't give everybody green forms on Monday for handing up late.

BYE

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There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay, but that's not what gets me.

I recorded Storm! The name was suggested by my two lovely nieces Ally and Fiona who love my song. Come to think of it, it's actually quite a fitting name. It's soft yet angsty, depressing yet hopeful. Or maybe that's just the way it seems to me.

Anywayz. I had a totally bizarre dream last night. I dreamt Lianne and I had to meet this weird old man for i dunno what reason, and we were really scared as we stood outside his door. It was some creepy-looking rundown house. Then when Lianne was about to tell me what we'd do if something went wrong, the man opened the door and smiled scarily at us. We entered and Lianne asked to use the toilet, and the man said okay. I was scared cause she was leaving me alone with him.

Then we stood there awkwardly and made small talk for a few minutes, then Lianne suddenly came running out from the toilet heading towards the door, and my instincts told me to join her. Then we ran out and towards the lift and we kept pressing and pressing the button and being super scared. The old man came out, making us even more afraid, and he sighed and said it always happens. Then we realised he actually meant no harm, and we were so relieved. LOL. Stupid dream.

Well, I'm gonna meet Tania now to go airport and study.

BYE

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I'll always keep you inside, you healed my heart and my life

There are no tests tomorrow! And I made a list of what I do, including practising the piano which I always neglect. I either get super engrossed and play for two hours, or nothing at all. That day my piano teacher, who's a very nice guy but who always digresses (a bit waste my money right LOL), told me I wasn't at my best that day, and he asked me, "Are you tired?"

And I feel there's more to the words. Am I tired? Perhaps I am, but really, who isn't? It's part and parcel of almost everybody's life. How I wish I could be the one to break that cycle.

Anywayz. Like I said, there are no tests tomorrow, so I'm here listening to Shinedown and Ratatat, and blogging. Kekeke. Shall blog about the day. Sometimes school is really interesting, sometimes it's... meh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEYANEE.
YOU'RE SIXTEEN ALREADY. OHMYGOD.

Tania came to my class to pass me the card to write on. It's damn nice leh! LOL. While I was writing, Mrs Yeo kept calling my name and asking/scolding me to do my duty and I just "ah wait, 5min" or something like that. After all, the classroom won't explode if I don't sweep the floor for five minutes right? Then Tania who was outside, later said that I was very rude. In the serious way. Zzz where got.

Anyway, there are a lot of double periods on thursday. Started off with one period music. We're doing japanese music now and it's kind of interesting. If you've seen Memoirs of a Geisha and you think the music is like that, well Jap theatre isn't. There's two kinds which is Ngoh and Kabuki, and Ngoh is more high-class and difficult to understand. Most Westerners would probably find it hilariously dumb. LOL. Kabuki is more interesting.

Double physics next. Had the test first, which was quite okay I think. Last minute studying helps! Hahaha. Lab was horrible. Whatshername is super niao about me and Yy's experiment. We used the first half of the lesson to play with the marbles provided and didn't do the experiment LOL. Then she came over and started monitoring us closely + helping us with the experiment. Umm.

Recess! I'm always super hungry before recess nowadays. Double chinese was holymama. Damn boring as usual. So guess how I used the time? I drew a "Music is my life" in the centre of one of my sketchbook pages, and filled up the rest of the space with random artists/band names. Crazy right, I know. There's like super a lot. Credits to Yy, Lifang and Mt for contributing. At the bottom of the page, I wrote in me and Yy's names, at her request. HAHA. So boliao please. Spent like an hour on that, including during English.

Double english; Mrs Yeo went through summary and then gave us a free period. Yay. Yy and I went to the toilet and heard a sec3 girl fart while she was peeing. Omg. So embarrassing for her please. LOL. But we still laughed once we left the toilet.

After school T, L and I went to the toilet and I helped them hold their doors. Ahs so cheapskate lor, almost all the door lock spoil already, don't want ask people to repair. I was like o__o when I saw Tyanwei standing on the basin and looking into the first cubicle, talking to Candice I think. Was wondering if she can see Tania and Lianne. LOL. So I said "Lianne, look up." And Tyan immediately jumped off and protested.

And when Lianne said she was done I intended to let go of her door but accidentally let go of Tania's instead, who screamed. Luckily we saw nothing.

Went to tamp to eat at Wendy's which is some fast food place located at an ulu corner. It's okay. Not really fantastic, just average. When we left, Tania stole my wallet and hp and as we walked through Tm, I touched my bag to see if they were there and jumped when I realised it was an empty space. Told the other two, who somehow weren't as shocked as I expected, and then ran all the way back to Wendy's.

The auntie cleaner told me she didn't see any personal belongings, and I was like AHHHHH. Then I looked through the door and saw Tania waving my stuff at me. WTS LAH SERIOUSLY. Gave her the finger but she didn't see. LOL. Tried looking for a present for Zt but couldn't find anything suitable. So many January babies!

Tania left to take bus for her tuition, and Lianne and I walked around Tampines. I finally bought a new year shirt! It's just a plain white tee to match my jeans. hahaha. I love simplicity! Then we had an impromptu plan to go Ikea. Took a few pictures, bought ice-cream, yeah the usual. I soooo want a house of my own ): I'd decorate it until it's damn nice. Hai.

Off to surf Youtube now. I love Youtube!

BYE

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I'm like a stranger on this road

It's official. I LOVE RATATAT. I'm listening to Breaking Away now and it's like... OHMYGOD. No joke. There is something about instrumentals that makes you unable to put it into words. It's like when you sing "I PUT MY HANDS UP IN THE AIR SOMETIMES", people will immediately catch on and say "heyyyy I know that song".

But there is no way to describe an instrumental as beautiful as Ratatat's Breaking Away. I first watched a Poreotics video when I heard this song and then I fell in love. It's like listening to an Eminem rap without the rapping, but not quite. It's sooooo lovely. There's nothing quite like an amazing instrumental in the world. You probably won't understand what I'm talking about unless you listen to instrumentals as well. :D

Anyway. I have a physics test on three chapters tomorrow and I'm not supposed to be here, but heck. Random: I like Raise Your Glass by Pink!

Oh, my story is in the Falcon. I nearly screamed when I saw it, not because of joy or anything positive, but because it's damn embarrassing. I wrote about falling in and out of love. Wts, why did they have to pick mine, and of all compos, that one? Also, some asshole, probably the editor or something, tried to be funny and changed my lead guy's name from Ben to Edward. To whoever that is, DAMN YOUUUUU. I swear I didn't write Edward. I have never used "Edward" in any of my compos.

Er, I dunno what to write about now. LOL.
Cny is coming up. Sighhh.

BYE

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Blow a kiss at the methane skies, see the rust through your playground eyes

School starts tomorrow, once again. Hai. It's already Week 4! Every day passes so quick.

Lianne and I met Nexen yesterday. Well I guess he's nice, and Lianne agrees that he's cute in the xiaoboyboy way. LOL. Met at Bras Basah mrt, which like kinda far, and I never even knew there was a Bras Basah mrt! It's kind of near Bugis. Then we walked to the studio.

It sucks. Nobody came in to help us set up, I think they sorta assumed we know how to, and it's bad enough that there's no piano. But they don't even have a pedal for their pathetic keyboard! -facepalm- the other Bugis studio is way better can. I wanna go jam there with the band sometime soon.

But thankfully Nexen knew how to set up everything. Did I mention his friend has a personal studio? What the shittttt. I'm so jealous. When I grow up and get a house of my own, Imma build in a personal studio.

The whole one and a half hours was... an epic phail. HAHAHA. There was only a keyboard, a voice, drums and a bass, since none of us can play the guitar that well. So the sound was... meh. Sounded very empty. Where's Sarah and Andrew when we need them? OH, and later Sarah Twitted she actually could've come because her church band went to have supper. T____T Sigh.

So there went my eight bucks. Then Lianne jokingly invited Nexen to come shop with us and he nearly agreed. o_____o In the end he went off to mrt. He reminds me of Zhitao leh! Like he eats a lot and is still super skinny for a guy, his complexion is quite fair and he's kind of gangly. HAHA.

Anyway so Lianne and I went Saturday night shopping! It was sooo packed. All the CO2 floating in the air made it super warm even though it's only late January. I can already imagine the April to June heat. -swoons-

I wanted to find a top for cny, but I want the oversized jersey-ish kind, like the Game On shirt I saw at Topshop the other day. (Scroll down to one of my previous posts to see a picture of it) Budden cannot find. I would've thought Bugis was full of those kind of shirts. Cheh.

Ended up buying a sweatshirt instead, from this Korean shop that a lot of nice clothes. I simply adore grey things. LOL. It's super comfy too! Even though I didn't try it on. After that when I went home, my mom had a mini spazz because apparently it looks too informal for cny. Haiyah whatever lah, she just wants her kids to look good in front of relatives, like all moms do.

Lianne bought a lot of stuffs -shakes head- as usual, including black flats from Dorothy Perkins, and I also saw some pretty high-tops at Bugis Street! Ahhhh.

Went home around 10pm. Tired max.

Cny is coming up! D: Feels like not too long ago when I was complaining about cny last year. Psh. Sure, it's nice to wear new clothes, but the whole visit-relatives thing is mainly depressing for me because I'm not close at all to any of my cousins, and I just have to sit there and watch tv and feel awkward while the adults interact.

Every year, my 2nd uncle writes my name on my angbao as "Zowee". Every year, the aunts and my grandma tell me I'm really tall and I need to eat more meat. Every year, I find an sms buddy to chat with so I won't die of boredom. And I can't even look forward to getting angbaos because my mom takes the money (Yes, ALL the money) and stores it in my bank account for me.

Only my dad gives me a hundred that I can spend. (Y)
Maybe I'll use it to buy green/yellow hts! Or a pair of Converse.
Haha I've developed a shoe craze. I feel like a Carmen!

LOL.

Oh and there's no cca tomorrow, yeshhhh.

BYE

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You're never gonna fit in much, kid.

Just now I was youtube-ing and I put my head on the keyboard and accidentally pressed the space bar, and this Mcr song came blasting out my speakers, which happened to be right next me. HAHA random

Anyway, TGIF! This week actually passed quite fast I think. Feels like just yesterday that it was Sunday. When you're having fun, time flies. When you're stressed out and all busy, times also flies. Chinese test this week was killer. Very scared I go remedial leh. I don't wanna go remedial! Already in chem remedial D: But 19 out of 29 people in my class are in chem remedial. LOL

Today we had chem double period, physics, amath and music double period. We did chords for The Wonders' That Thing You Do! It's this super old but nice song hahaha.

After school some of the sec4s, me included, wanted to watch the sec1 auditions, but Rebeckah only allowed some people to go. Whyyyyyyy. I really wanted to see it lor. Hai. Daine left earlier, so I hilled down with Anna, Vanessa and Jinghui. Tania didn't tell me she wasn't going for cca, chek.

Went home and spent the entire afternoon using com. (No life) Such a waste of an afternoon. But I liked it! (sings Enrique Iglesias' song) Only time I stopped using was to go play Happy on the piano, and then try recording Happy, voice only. Went into a coughing fit after that when I choked on air.

Question of the day. Is my voice very act cute?! Cause I found that my voice sounded very T___T after listening to Leona Lewis and then listening to my own recording. And I looked at my Youtube account today and saw this super old cover of Complicated, which is really quite horrible since I was feeling down that day and put a lot of emotion into my singing. So I went off quite a lot.

Comment number 1: "wow u sound like a little avril lavigne, your voice is sooo cute :)"

Comment number 2: "i like it too :) its really cute u girl have a very nice voice :) but i want a video of your singing :)^^"

Comment number 3: "i like a lot !!!! i'll want to know your face!!!!! good luck !!!!cute"

Cute my ass, my voice is not cute! AHHHHH.
Hai.

OH HAHAHAHA omg.

There's a comment on one of my covers. Seriously I have no idea why I sound so bad on recording. It's like, did I really sound that awful two years ago? Anyway the comment is "the text ist wrong and you can't sing."

And Tania replied that comment: "fag u"

Awwww.

And I'm considering deleting all my Youtube videos. Can't stand my own voice. I sound like a whiny little kid!

BYE

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This broken city sky, like butane on my skin, stolen from my eyes.

Game On tee from Topshop that I want.



I realise it was only just a dream :D

The video quality is just like the movie kind! Omg I totally want a camera like that ): I love the piano melody at the beginning. It's sooooo nice. I also like the singers! Ahhh I like everything about this video.

Lessons today weren't too bad. I still strongly dislike Amath. I don't get Furthur Trig Identities and it's killing me. HELPPPPPP.

Went to chem remedial, then music room after school and then hilled down with Lf and Zy, and had dinner with Zy at foodcourt.

I wish I had a friend like Sam Tsui (the guy in the video above). It would be soooo awesome to go jamming with a voice like that. Hai, sadly I'm born in SE Asia.

Very short post today.

BYE

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You sing a sad song just to turn it around

Listening to 987 now! I used to love 987 (back when I was in sec1 and loved Jonas Brothers [omg please don't laugh, I WAS SEC1 OKAY] and loved anything to do with pop) but now I don't really like it anymore.

Anyway, I've been blogging less and less these days, and it's all thanks to our busy school schedule. From now on, I have chem tutorial after school on Thurs. And Amath tuition every Monday from 730 to 9pm starting next week. It's this guy who's going to university.

I'm like cursed with male teachers. Majority of my schoolteachers are male, my piano teacher is male, my ex-piano teacher is male, my old amath tutor is male, and now my new amath tutor will be male. (I mean, he is male, but well you get what I mean)

I've been slacking too much these days ):

Wanted to go lim teh with Lianne and Nia after school yesterday, but ended up deciding to eat instead. And we alighted at simei intending to have prata, but it was really exp so we couldn't decide between Kfc or Eighteen Chefs'. I didn't want Kfc, Nia didn't want 18 Chefs'.

So in the end we went to the coffeeshop below her block to eat. I bought nasi lemak, they had nasi ayam. And I treated Tania to iced bandung cause she helped me with my amath. She almost dropped this egg yolk thing she wanted from me into my iced milo.

Omg then the scary thing happened. We were sitting and talking after finishing, and suddenly Lianne saw this red ant in my hair, and she started hyperventilating and pointing to my head, and all she said was "FLICK IT OFF FLICK IT OFF FLICK IT OFF"

And we all stood up. Tania actually took out her phone and started taking photos. I wanted Lianne to help me flick it off since I had no idea where the damn red ant was, and Tania passed her tissue. But all she could do was run away from me. HAHAHAHA. In the end she managed to pick it off my hair with the tissue, and we were all laughing hysterically. Half the coffeeshop was staring at us. Ohmymama. Paiseh ttm.

But seriously, thank god it wasn't Lianne. I can imagine her totally freaking out and screaming and running around like mad. Tania and Lianne said it was the revenge of the red ant, since the previous time we were there, I helped them squash this red ant that was crawling around their side of the table. See lah, lian lei wo

Anyway, after that Tania left and Lianne and I walked around since we didn't feel like going home yet. It made me feel like going shopping! Hai. I actually saw quite a few things that I like and wanna buy. Like a few tops at New Look and Topshop, jeans and Converse high-tops. Oh and the Cotton On jacket, but it's like 40 and the only place it'll probably turn out useful in (since it's damn thick) is airport.

Oh and I also want a new bag. LOL I feel so... demanding? Anyway we walked round Tm, Century and T1. Went home around 6pm. I was super tired after that.

BYE

(edit)

I was reading Carmen's blog and I saw this sentence that I think is very true.

"You never know whose day you just fucked up even more by being mean."

Yeah.

(/edit)

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But you don't like me; you just like the chase

Dayummm, just realised we have three tests next week.
So much for being happy that there's no homework and only one test next week. Psh.

Anyway, TGIF! I'm damn tired right now but I'm still blogging and playing Minesweeper and watching Youtube. Minesweeper and Popstar are probably the only games I play, and they're not even real games. LOL. Like DotA (don't understand the boys' craze over it) or Sims (outdated) or whatever.

I liked today's lessons. First was chemlab, quite easy lah, just pour stuff here pour stuff there. Our chem teacher (Mrs Lam) is seriously damn cute! Haha. She 'shh-es' people even when no one is talking.

Then Physics, Mr Tam only taught a bit. Recess! Did very little for Amath too. For music, Mrs Sng decided to spring a surprise orchestral works test on us, and it's counted. AHHHHH there goes my hopes of improving in music. Then we went to lab to do some bassline thing on Sibelius.

And dismissal! Went to 4J to find Lianne. Oh, she left her guitar at my class cause apparently it'll be "less awkward to have a guitar in my class" and during recess Dwayne and Hongjie went to take it and play, thinking it was Yy's. But they also tuned it properly. YAY.

Stayed in 4J till 2, then Lianne went to her classroom again and I used her phone to read Wattpad for an hour. The cca showcase seemed nice from afar, but I didn't watch. Heard a lot of screaming though. And there was this weird lower sec guy who was dancing/moonwalking randomly around concourse. Like really for nothing, just standing around and dancing. Errrr.

Then Lianne came out at 3 and we saw this cab that was leaving ahs. To save time, we took it. Exactly 4 dollars. The uncle was veh friendly. He thanked me like 4 times when we alighted. Haha not like I tip him or anything lor.

Went up to my place and my brother was home. Left Lianne standing around feeling awkward while I packed my guitar. LOL.

Mrt-ed to Tamp and it was still early so we bought bbtea and sat on the steps leading to T1. Chatted till Vinc said he reached, and we met outside Three Cheers. Err he like dress until quite pai leh. Got people look at us one, even Lianne said so to me in Chinese. Like, two schoolgirls walking with this smoking guy in a leather jacket. :/

Found an ulu spot at a void deck to prac guitar. There was this cute old lady, like you know, typical lao popo who will hang around void decks, who walked past and stared at us, and I smiled at her. And she actually smiled back happily and said " Chi bao le mei you?" (Have you eaten?) Hahaha. Then I said yeah and she went and asked Lianne who just said "ah" cause she didn't understand what she was saying. -shakes head-

Then as she walked away, I waved and said byebye and she turned and grinned again and said "Ah, byebye, guai ah". Which really made me feel very touched, cause nobody has ever called me that (without being sarcastic) for a very long time. And she has a really sweet smile, like that kind of old people smile that can make you feel happy. Ahh, she totally made my day. Wish she was my grandmother. LOL

Vincent was like "err who's that." HAHA. Not used to Chinese ways.

And so we sat there and played guitar/chatted till around 6. He knows how to play Disenchanted and it sounds damnnnn nice! T.T

After that, we went to Tamp foodcourt to eat. Ate hokkien mee with Lianne, and he ate some rice thing. Oh, and we bought movie tickets for Burlesque. At first we went and the ticket guy said it was 10 dollars each, and then Lianne and I looked at each other with the :/ face and after that, Lianne said the guy looked like he was gonna laugh. Cheh.

So we went back and borrowed 5 from Vinc. We actually only needed 5, but he fished out 20 o___o then I said "huh it's 5" and he gave me 10. Said we would give him back next week and he said "nevermind" -.- Can he not be so nice? Well but of course we're still gonna return it to him. OH and we talked about music artists. Glad to know he's anti-Bieber, and he likes Chris Brown and not Rihanna. BUT HE DISLIKES NE-YO.

Me: "You like r&b?"
Vinc: "It's okay. Depends."
Me: "Ne-Yo?"
Vinc: -straightforward face- "I don't like him."
-jaw drops, Lianne laughs-

Sighhhh. Nexen's still the best, aside from Carmen. He likes rock, hiphop, a bit of metal, and not much of others. YAY. Today he just said he likes Dead! ♥ HAHAHA

Said bye after dinner, then went in to Burlesque. It's totally awesome! I wish Singapore had a burlesque club, but then it's kinda like live porn. LOL. There's this Youtube comment: "How does a 64-year-old Cher look like that?" And yes, I seriously agree. She looks barely 45! Haha must be all the Botox.

Christina Aguilera looked damn pretty! And Cam Gigandet = first class Habanero pepper. HOTDAMN. Overall, the movie had great songs (I really liked "Last of Me" by Cher) but storyline a bit phail. Ending was nice though. I rate it a 7 out of 10! (A bit biased though, cause Claude Kelly wrote 3 songs from the movie) :D (He's the writer of My Life Would Suck Without You, Party in the USA and Circus (Britney Spears)).

Anyway, can't take it anymore. I'm damn sleepy.

BYE

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But I don't wanna leave if my heart's got to lose.

I've been blogging a lot these few days.
School life... :/
I'd be a lot happier if the uniform was more comfortable.
It's so starchy and poofy, I feel like a pumpkin.
My old shirt from sec1 is still wayyyy more comfortable.
Shows how much the quality has went down -.-

Today was a usual day. I don't like routine. It's like everyday is the same thing at school. Rush to school, assembly, classes, recess, classes, bell ring, go eat lunch, maybe hang around, go home, watch tv, eat, sleep. -shakes head-

So, music was first period. Holy mama, Mrs Sng chose to show my composition to the class out of all ten. She said my composition is "interesting" and that it'll do "moderately well as a pop piece" but it has quite a few flaws if it's classical music.

Well of course it sounds pop-ish, since I picked one of my lame pop songs and tried to adapt it to a classical. And she said it sounded "interesting" but she only gave me a 31/50. WHY WHY WHYYY. And then we did orchestral scores, which sucked the life outta me.

After music was double physics lab. Our physics teacher is Mr Than. YAY. He seems pretty nice. I was playing with Yy's pen and he walked over and smiled and said I looked bored. LOL.

Then recess, then double chinese. Peng Zhi is damnnnnnnn boring. It's either I fall asleep or I end up talking non-stop. So he kept saying "those three students keep talking" in chinese and making Lifang and Yy stand up and read things (though he didn't call me, heh heh heh).

Double english. So many double periods; is the school trying to kill us? We have double chem and double music tomorrow. -_______- But english isn't as bad I guess.

After school L, T and I went to canteen to eat. Then we rented lockers. I'm locker number 1! :D How come nobody in 4L wants to rent lockers ah

Hilled down with them after that. Reached home and felt like sleeping, so I did.

BYE

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We used to say that you only hear the music when your heart begins to break

My brother is suffering from lagness. He's only recently begun to fall in love with Danger Days. LOL. He likes Na Na Na and Sing and Vampire Money (but when he sings Sing it's like omg cause the poor boy can't hit the high notes)

REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE A MADMAN
THOUGHT YOU WAS BATMAN
AND HIT THE PARTY WITH A GAS CAN ♥

Sooooo. We had our first official school day today! It was okay I guess, since there were no lessons at all, and tomorrow there's no school thanks to our lovely graduands! (Awesome max, the whole school screamed when the principal announced it)

First period was English, and I was pretty frazzled when I heard cause I thought I was the only one who didn't do Eng homework at all until I asked Kairong. But in the end Mrs Yeo just did practically nothing for English -____- (<-- big mouth according to Tania) She didn't change most of our seats though, so I got to sit with Yy, and there's Rachel and Kr in front, and Tmt and Zhenying behind. Yay.

Then we had Chinese. I got a B3 ): Tmd, oral get distinction, paper 2 cannot be that bad. Must be my compo lah. DAMNIT. I failed all my hcl compos since secthree, don't ask why cause I don't know either. But I think I'll continue taking Hcl. Oh and our teacher is Peng Zhi. AHMYHOLY. He's like damn boring. He checked our attire for no good reason and made Yy stand up cause of her untidy hair. Errrr.

Amath- Mr Yong pretty much chatted with us for the whole period. Damn funny, he and Mr Wee both were like "So I get to take your class for another year T____T" when they came in. "Talk to the class, not the board," hahaha.

Recess, told Tania about Nexen. Oh yes, another guy answered my ad and said he's 16 this year, from Greenridge Sec, and he drums.

Emath. Mr Wheeeee!

Pe double period. Mr Tan Meng Tong seems nice enough. I found out I can so far only minus one point from 'O's for cca. Dayummm. And that was when the principal announced we get the day off tomorrow cause the sec4s did well for Os. YAY! Entire class was like :DDD

Then the music students went for a lunch break before going to hall and we watched the sec4s results thing. Wah, this year people really damn zai. That guy 10 A1s, wts! And even Keith got 8 A1s. Holymama. I always thought he seemed like the kind to fail his studies. HAHA.

Then we left early and went to lab to do our Sibelius assignments. Lifang's composition is damn nice (abit simple though) and she cried over it. Walao. My composition is like so repetitive and weird. Sigh.

Went to the remaining ten minutes of cca after that. Oh and Cola gave me her Danger Days poster! Ahhh, it's nice but not as nice as I expected. Heh. Mcr looks kinda crappy there actually.

Went to Simei foodcourt to have noodles after cca. The rain is so depressing. And I burnt my tongue. Then we bought bubble tea and went up to 6th floor to slack. I saw this whole group of Bedok View guys, three of which used to take the same bus as me. They're so rowdy. And they kept looking at us. Uh. I thought it was just me but when I asked Daine she was like omg yeah.

Well. LOL

BYE

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We can steal this car if your folks don't mind.

Is it just me, or is Ben Stiller hot? LOL. I feel like such a perv, but really!

Anyway, Adam Khoo workshop is over! Honestly, I did feel motivated by the workshop. I think what they're saying is true and that if we don't study hard now, we'll probably regret later, like when we grow up. But the thought of mugging... :/ Hai. This is one of the times I wish I wasn't born in Asia. But when I watch Jabba and Quest crew and Poreotics, I thank God I was born in Asia :D

Overall I think I actually liked the workshop. 4L was with 4E and 4F and our trainers were Amin, Melvin and Lawrence. Imo, Amin and Melvin were more interesting than Lawrence. First thing I thought of was Lawrence Devera when I heard his name, but turns out he's nothing like Law. The workshop was damn long though.

A lot of people cried during the part where Melvin scolded us. And then again yesterday, when we were allowed to go up to stage and say sorry for whatever we've done. But before that, Yy and I had fun turning around and waving and grinning widely and randomly to the parents sitting behind us. I swear, their faces were priceless.

The crying part was pretty scary. And touching and sweet, all at the same time. LOL. And then a lot of the parents cried too. I wonder what mine would say if they were present. And Rachel was damn funny. "4L, we must not lose out to 4H." HAHA. Cause last year, Mrs Yeo kept comparing us to then-3H. Then she made us stand and say thank you to Mrs Yeo. The applause drowned out our thanks to Mr Heok :D

And later while people went to talk and cry with their parents, we went to find Mrs Yeo (Yy's idea) to say thanks to her. I find it quite hard to believe that Yy would want to thank Mrs Yeo, I mean she's not exactly a model student. LOL. And Mrs Yeo went to hug her, me, Lifang and Zhenying! Uhhh. Was wondering if that was the right moment to ask for my earstick back. She wanted us to hug the vp (Mrs Maureen Lee?) too who was standing right there, but Mrs Lee was like oh no it's okay. Cheh, what does she mean by that

Yeah well so when the whole thing ended at 9+, I guess everybody can say it was a pretty emotional night. -raises eyebrow- Hilled down with Tania, Lianne, Christine and Zijun, and went home straight.

Today I had my piano and I got back my theory results! The previous time, I got a 58, which is considered a Fail since passing mark is 66 out of 100. (Wts!) This time, I got a 78! 2 more marks to a Merit D: Dayummmmm it.

Piano seems to get harder and harder every lesson. Hai. And then I tried to read San Guo Yan Yi in the afternoon but I fell asleep after 3 pages -_____- My momma got me to go to my bedroom and I slept until about 5. Then I got up and managed to survive one chapter. Guan Yu and Zhang Fei and Cao Cao died. Nooooo.

As much as I dislike the book, I must say I have grown to become affectionate of them, excluding that meanie bikini Cao Cao, and their deaths were a great blow to Liu Bei ): I totally went O___O when I scanned through and realised Guan Yu died. But I'm happy that Cao Cao died, kekeke. If you haven't read it, please don't be decieved by the cute name; he's actually a major asshole.

Anywayz. I listened to Danger Days just now and went a bit high so my back kinda hurts. If you haven't seen my fb, I screamed "You'll be my detonator" out the window and people stared up at me. HAHAHA.

Oh oh just now I also went to Din Tai Fung with my family and after that I got a water bottle and my high-cuts from Topshop. YAY! Next item to check off: the gray hoodie from Foxx! (Zhenying has it, tmd)

BYE

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I am not the singer that you wanted, but a dancer.

I'M BACK FROM FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

Well, all I can say is, it feels reaaaaally weird to be a senior. Like, sec4. Damn weird I tell you. It's like now I can't even differentiate the sec1s, sec2s and sec3s. I'll be like, is that a sec1? Is that a sec2 or sec3? :/ being the oldest of the oldest feels kinda good in a way, but kinda bad in a way. It's like suddenly realising, HOLY MAMA, I'M A SEC4.

Got our timetable and I think it's not bad leh. Except tuesdays and weds of course, when we end at 245 D: At least not thursdays I guess. Cca's been switched to mondays and wednesdays. OH, 4L form teacher this year... Mrs June Yeo. Uhhhh. Co-form? We've lost our cute CZH, and gained Mr. Heok. T________T

The assembly today was damnnnn boring. I wanted to sleep so many times, but Mr Heok kept coming over and tapping those who were sleeping. I don't understand why we must listen to the person drone on and on about the new year and new progress, blah blah. Sure, it's good for us, but how many people actually listen attentively? The teachers only pretend to listen, don't think we don't know. -shakes finger- I've got a teacher in the house.

Was so glad when we finally got dismissed at 130. Went to 4J (which is now conveniently situated two doors away; omg did I mention I love my class location, 3rd floor 1st classroom now, (Y)) and waited with Lianne for Tania to be done with her council meeting, then we hilled down together.

After two months of not hilling down that damn hill, I've forgotten how hot and totally annoying it is. Anyway we went to Tamp to buy Koi. Guess who we saw? Karmei and... /pam some random guy who's, according to Tania, alumni from ahs. LOL help her carry bag, still say friend only. Chek chek chek.

Koi milk tea is... meh. Not worth the moneh. Went to buy Xm's present, then sat down outside Cold Storage and drank our milk tea. Then we went to this shop (forgot the name) and they got card paper. Then Tania went home and Lianne and I, not feeling like going home, decided to walk around Tamp mall.

Made an impromptu decision (once again) to watch The Tourist. Ehh... not that bad lah. I'd rate it 6 out of 10. Cliched; I kinda suspected Johnny Depp's character was Alexander Pearce/Pierce/whatever, but didn't think much of it. Angelina Jolie's character like very boring leh. Her face throughout the movie is almost totally the same.

And so today, I spent 16 dollars. AHHHHH.
2 + 3.5 + 7.5 + 3 = 16. Hai.
To think I told myself I'd start spending money wisely.
How does my brother do it?!
-shakes head-

Uh, abrupt end.

BYE

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I'd encourage your smiles; I'll expect you won't cry

My brother bought a Black Sabbath shirt and only discovered after getting home that it's way too small for him, HAHAHA. He also bought 3 other shirts, 2 of which are from Topman, and a pair of pants o____o He's damn zai, he spends way less than me on food (and he doesn't go to cinemas) so he can spend all his money on clothes. ): I should learn from him. He saved like a hundred in 3 months, wts.

Anyway.

In 2010,
I made new friends in 3L!
I camwhored during classes
I got a third ear piercing
I camwhored at the school graffiti wall
I was introduced to Aston's
I saw CN Blue live
I got sacked from council (Not many people can say that LOL)
I became obsessed with My Chem
I met my same-brain twin! (yy)
I cried during music class
I cried while doing my english paper (the House Rules story)
I started a band <3
I stayed demerit-free
I grew 1cm
I put on 2kg T__T
I gave a stranger in KFC the finger (because he did it first hor)
I celebrated in a hotel suite the night exams ended (Y)
I bought my very first album ever
I ponned school /pam
I learnt how to play monopoly deal

I think that's about it? Well confirm got more lah, but I can't think of anything else. I know this is like 3 days late, but well... -shrug-

I'm still not done with holiday homework! ): Music is the worst for me; I have no inspiration. I can write simple songs but not like both hands kinda thing. I actually thought of something already, but it sounds a bit like Apologize -____- My first inspiration was worse, it sounded like the first Maria song from A Sound Of Music, HAHAHA

I don't know why I'm blogging when I'm supposed to blog AFTER finishing my homework. Yes, despite my whole day of chionging homework at Airport's Mac's with L & T (FREAKING COLD LEH) I only managed to do a bit of Math, Elit which I gave up on since my hand was too numb to write, Chem which I totally struggled through then gave up, and read Tuesdays with Morrie. Couldn't find Freedom Writers anywhere ): Whyyy. The movie was awesome!

So, I'm left with music. Intending to do broken chords on left hand, put random notes on right hand, thanks to Yy and her ideas. LOL. Was telling her that later Mrs Sng thinks we copied each other, but she says won't, since hers is Cpop style and mine is Eng pop style. hahaha. I hope nobody thinks I ripped off One Republic :/

Welllll. First day of school tomorrow :/
The only thing I'm looking forward to look at is my timetable.
Hopefully it won't be as what as last year's.
I want pe to be on any day's last period, so I can play to my heart's content instead of worrying about sitting through lessons later feeling all sticky and disgusting. I would also like Chem to be right before recess so during it while I'm falling asleep, I can tell myself to hang on cause recess is next period (Y)

I feel sad just thinking about waking up at 6am tomorrow and putting on my white uniform ): I tied my hair today and yesterday because I haven't done it in a month and I don't want to feel weird doing it tomorrow morning. And I really felt weird with all my hair away from my face. LOL.

Hai, I'm dreading this year, just like all the sec4s this year. Imma be 16. WO DE MA YA. Only good thing is I'm looking forward to seeing all my friends again whom I haven't seen for so long. Yes, I've missed you, have you missed me? :D (don't answer that)

Soooo. Off to do my homework now ):
BYE. SEE YOU ALL TOMORROW <3

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If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it's like to be me.

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR
(Not very happy seeing as it's sec4 year, but still...)

Omg, we're gonna become sec4s in 3 days. -screams-
I feel so old! ): And I don't want to be sec4.
I want to be sec1 again.

Well anyway. So yesterday was New Year Eve's, and guess who I spent it with? My papa! As in my fake papa, not my real papa. LOL. Momma couldn't come cause her parents didn't allow, hai.

Yeah so I went to Orchard with Leeyanee. Train-ed to Pasir Ris to meet her there so we could get seats for the long train ride.

There were these three ahbengs who sat opposite us and it was really awkward because there was nowhere to look. LOL. Ended up pretending to look at my phone and talking to Lianne constantly to avoid looking opposite. Usually I'm not affected by people sitting opposite but somehow it was really awkward this time. And none of them talked to each other at all so they just sat and stared in our direction :/

Reached Orchard and walked around Ion window-shopping. Didn't see anything I liked. After that we went to the foodcourt and it was fully packed, so we went to the Taka one. No seats either. There was this Malay couple finishing their food and they noticed us waiting for them so when they stood up the woman smiled at Lianne, and I think the man nodded at me, like they wanted us to have the seats. Then wts, these four ahlians came and took our seats. Somemore there only can seat two people, they come qiang for what -_____-

So we went to just dabao omelettes and sit at the fountain to eat. After eating we walked around again, and she said she wanted to go Knights' Bridge (?) and she bought a greentea bottle along the way. It's 3 bucks, omg daylight robbery.

The TopShop there is huge and the staff kept following me and Lianne around. Tsk, do we look that suspicious?
Lianne bought smth but I can't remember what, then we left for Marina Bay I think. The train ride there + getting out of the totally packed station was T___T Couldn't walk at normal speed at all. Felt so relieved when we finally got out.

Wandered around and went to a 7/11 to buy Mentos and 1.5litre ice lemon tea to pei us while we camped. Then we went to a big open space and camwhored. Ahhhh, super a lot of unglams. Self-jumpshots = fail. There was this one when only got my big face, and another one that had my head cut off. LOL then this manager (?) in a suit came and offered to help us take a pic. Means he saw us self-jumpshot-ing HAHAHA embarrassing much.

Then we offered to help this Caucasian couple take a picture, to do a good deed since it was nearing the end of 2010 :D

Found this ulu corner to camp at after that, and initially it wasn't crowded at all, then a few more people came. But still, it's not as crowded as me and Lianne expected. Camwhored and chatted there. People kept coming out from this unknown barricaded corridor next to us.

Saw this weird guy who came out with a group of guys from there and when he came out he saw me and Lianne and he just stood there and stared at me for a while. Then I was like thinking uhhh why's this guy staring at me? Then I realised he's my primary school classmate and was like OH HI. LOL. Lianne said he's cute and she thought he was gonna ask me for my number HAHA

And blah blah blah, FIREWORKS ARE AWESOME! ♥
There's something very surreal about just sitting there at the bottom of a building, watching fireworks. Felt so shuang, until I saw all the disgusting smoke marring our view of MBS. But it's damn pretty!

So, went home after that. Was damnnnn tired.
Felt totally relived when I reached home, around 1am. LOL.
Poor Lianne, her bus only came at 1.35am and she was super pekchek.

So... new year already :/
Not looking forward to it. At all. Hai.
My homework... -faints-
I tried doing a summary of San Guo Yan Yi and gave up after Chap 3.
Damn horrijible, my father say until like so nice liddat, cheh

BYE

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