Saw a hawk outside my window one day! It doesn't look like much here but it was so pretty!!!  

Failed to get a photo of it in flight

This is my all-time favourite guitar cover on youtube. It's AMAZING, amazing, ahhmazing. 

Went out to town to mug with Lianne. Wasn't very productive haha

Surprised Tania around 10pm at her house hahah. "You should have told me you all were gonna surprise me." <-- Tania's moment

Yummyz. Tania baked it

The haze period was just terrible. Hope it never comes back. My nose bled nearly every day, my skin itched and I had a mild cough. The nosebleeds were the worst ugh. 

Cousin was bringing her daughters and maids to the airport with my mom and she was gonna pick her up so my mom asked if I wanted a lift to the airport. Was so happy to be out of the house and away from the haze till I got there and realised there was even haze inside the building -__- 

Lianne bought a top for me from Bangkok! Ehek #like

Us in sec4 LOL (the nerd look was on purpose fyi) 

Merch arrived!!!! Felt really bad when I saw Ivan carrying one huge bag of merch because he helped all of us to buy. Thanks a lot bruh!!! (though he prolly wont see this) 

Cap is prettyyy but tank wasn't as nice as I expected oh well

Mom was like "how much, 20?" me: "Yeah." thinking: pls don't ask if it's USD or SGD and don't ask about shipping fees

Today was a good day, mugged at town with Lianne again and it was ok-ish though I only managed to get half my work done hahah

Good night x

Hellooooooo pictures

Tried to cover It's Still Rock N Roll To Me by Billy Joel one day after school but failed ahaha

Loled at this

Prata with my dad one morning before school

I warmed up beehoon on my own yayyyyy so proud of myself

Went over to T's house one day and she cooked for me it was yummy

Dinner at Nakhon with Jiams

"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who has said it, not even if I said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense. Those who can make you believe absurdities, can make you commit atrocities." 

Probably my favourite thing Oli Sykes ever said

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Hi 

Got my honey lemon drink today since my nose has been bleeding on-and-off the past few days. I love honey lemon

Also got a new pen. Personally i think one of the best feelings in the world is buying a brand-new pen. Nuffin beats having something good to write with especially if you have to do an essay

Merch should be coming anytime now, yay I can't wait. Also discovered a place with good coffee the other day. Love it when coffee isn't sickeningly sweet like the kinds at starbucks or cbtl

Shitty headache is also much less shitty today than it was yesterday. Yesterday it was so bad I couldn't concentrate, and I whacked my head on impulse and it hurt like a bitch after that :( damn haze

I wish we could somehow shoot every government official that is corrupted in this world and then the world would be a better place. End of story x

Count to seventeen and close your eyes

"Blow a kiss at the methane skies

See the rust through your playground eyes

We're all in love tonight

Leave a dream where the fallout lies

Watch it grow where the tearstain dries

To keep you safe tonight

He burns my skin

Nevermind about the shape I'm in 

I'll keep you safe tonight" 

We are the orphans of the american dream

Hello

Not much time to blog recently. Revision taking up all my time and making me feel unbelievably dumb because I'm so bad at everything

Meeting Tania later for dinner. It's kinda funny because before the holidays I was lagging behind in all my tutorials and was like ok when the June holidays come I'm gonna stay at home 24/7 and have absolutely no life at all and mug like crazy ok I'm gonna do it

It's June 13 today and thinking back now, im like... LOL.

And I've been going out every single day. Monday we had extra gp class (10 people out of 22 turned up) and after that I went home and showered and went to Tania's house to study. She cooked pasta for me for dinner too yayyyy it was yumz

Tuesday I met Jiams for dinner at Nakhon, some Thai eatery. Food's not bad but it made me really thirsty afterwards so I guess they spammed MSG, bleh. Had ice-cream at Bedok Point and studied awhile there too. Went to say hi to Yiying at the Starbucks downstairs before we left. The Starbucks looks so cosy at night! Shall study there soon

Wednesday I woke up at an ungodly hour to play basketball with the bulletproof pigs. Been forever since we met, I guess it's hard since there's 6 of us from 4 different schools. Only played two matches yesterday haha spent a lot of time in the now-4L classroom lepaking. Had a very... interesting convo

Went home and did some work and then my cousin came over with her three lovely daughters. Lent Ally a book (I was a huge bookworm when I was her age too, it's so cute to see her following in my footsteps. Though I won't approve if she starts listening to the music I listen to) and taught Fi some guitar. And my 8-month-old niece Eme is so so so adorable ermahgerdddd if I ever have a baby girl I'd want her to look just like Eme <3 nbsp="" p="">
So yep there's half my week in a nutshell.

Also wish I could be friends with Frank Iero. Was reading his blog earlier today and he seems like such an amazing person.

That's all for now bye

You won't find the beat until you lose yourself in it

We'll sneak out while they sleep
And sail off in the night
We'll come clean and start over the rest of our lives
When we're gone we'll stay gone
Out of sight, out of mind
It's not too late
We have the rest of our lives

NO MORE SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT 23 DAYS WOOHOOOOOOO

about 3 more months of school I can do it YES I CAN

This ain't a party, get off the dance floor

Hi. 

Woke up early and tried to do some work but I was listening to my albums American Idiot and Hold Me Down so I was distracted

Met Sj for lunch at tamp and ended up having mos burgers again haha. Oh yes we skipped school cause I was too lazy to sit for the GP timed assignment and I felt really guilty actually because mrs chew is a nice teacher

Anyways then we took a bus to school and spotted our class playing ball at the track awh it was a really nice sight somehow

The afternoon was spent playing captain's ball, dodgeball, handball and frisbee. My legs are dying. #cries

Went to weihern's condo near school around 6 i think, and we got the bbq started. Glad to say I helped set up/cook for like the first time attending a bbq ehek

Night was spent sitting around having bbq and chatting. Didn't get to eat a lot haha I'm hungry now

Then we played Murderer in the function room. It was epic. 

Left the condo around 10pm. It was a great day and we really have to thank weihern's mom because she did a lot for us.

Ahkay I'm gonna find some bread to eat. 

There's lessons from 8am to 12pm tomorrow which is like in 8 hours haha I'm so terribly shagged. No idea how I can drag myself to school tomorrow when I can barely walk. 

Wish me luck

No vacancy

Ermahgerd I just found this random girl on youtube who has the most AHHHmazing tone ever but her tempo is all wrong and her notes are all over the place and she's singing through her nose so it's terribly nasal but oh gosh what an amazing tone how I wish I had her voice because no matter how hard I train I can never sound like that :'(

So unfaaaaair. I would put in so much more effort with a voice like that. 

And she had this video of her just jumping around to a bunch of songs and it was really funny because I do like 80% of what she did in that video LOL she was singing to a toothbrush and headbanged to Tally It Up, Settle The Score omg I do that all the time but that's because it's a song that's impossible not to headbang to.

How I wish I could meet someone like her. We'd have so much fun dancing to all our favourite songs. 

Anyway it's the end of hump day hooray just two more days of lectures and we have 3 weeks off. 

Need to spend that time on revision sigh but I guess it's loads better than school. 

I'm so nervous that the big As are approaching so quickly. Once I said that and Lianne replied that she's more excited than nervous WHAT

Thinking of skipping school tomorrow trololol because there's only chem lecture from 8-9am and then GP lecture but it's 3 hours long and we have to do a timed assignment and they'll be going through it after and I'll just be super shagged then. 

Gonna pray super hard tonight that it doesn't rain tomorrow or all our plans will be ruined! Other than the 22 of us in the class now, Elysia and Zhiyong and Khaliesah are coming too YAY I miss them all like hell can't wait to see em especially Khaliesah, I think I last saw her 6 months ago in fact so I'm gonna bear hug and tackle her to the ground tomorrow

Week's getting better, methinks. 

These sleeping dogs won't lie

Do I look like Adam Elmakias now 

Anyways. 

School totally gets in the way. I want to study for SAs but I've no time at all. Lectures, lectures everyday. Feels worse than the normal school timetable, at least we actually had breaks and there was pe so we could play gamez.

This week is dragging by. 3 more days to fridayy

And there's class outing on thurs at weihern's condo. Hope it doesn't rain plsplspls I want bbq food :( and hope a miracle happens and Lum magically recovers from her sore throat so she can join us!!! 

Good night x

I'm very tired of trying to choose the right thing to do and being afraid of doing the wrong thing. I want to be irrational and abandon all logic and run out and scream and cry until I can't breathe. 

I need a hug but there's no one around to give me a hug and no one who will stick around long enough. I just want to lie on the ground and sleep my worries and my frustration and my anger and my sadness away. 

I just realised the quality of the pictures is really bad :(((( whyyyyy

Random pics 3

Bak kut teh at katong road with my fam some weekend it was awesome

Card for Maria!

And chipped in for this super cute onesie for her :) 

I swear this was from our lecture notes but i'm too lazy to go check again

New ship

Tea freaks

At katong i12 with our class girls on friday after school. Sadly I had to rush back to school so I missed black ball dessert (there's a pic of it in the previous previous post I think. it's YUMMY) 

Storm brewing last friday evening

So this is what backstage of the hall looks like

Concert on friday night at school. It's a long story but I was forced to perform. Guess bright side is I got to skip the $10 ticket fee

Got home with 1% batt woohoo

I wear this every saturday if I'm not going out. It's my favourite t-shirt

Storm brewing yesterday afternoon