I LOVE PAULA DEANDA'S SONGS :D

was randomly bloghopping,
came to Daine's blog and found a sort-of quiz.
feels like so long since i did a quiz.
remember i used to do it like way back,
probably sec1 or something.
hai, good times, good times.

15 things that i love:

1. you! :D
2. Ne-Yo, Mitch Hewer, Chris Brown, and the list goes on and on.
3. my headphones. they're not technically mine, i mean they're my brother's, but well, siblings should share right. HAHA.
4. going out!
5. yummy food.
6. a good read. -nerdface-
7. surprises!
8. writing songs?
9. my bed
10. cold (but not wet) weather.
11. comfy clothes :D
12. camwhoring
13. Starbucks
14. the airport
15. singing!

10 things i hate:
1. you D: just kidding.
2. commercial artists. Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Miley Cyrus and whatnot.
3. cca
4. Autotune
5. AA people
6. hot weather
7. Chemistry. (just realised that's #9 on Daine's list)
8. horror movies (not exactly hate, more of scared LOL)
9. that time of the month
10. jeans

10 things you might not know:
1. i love ice-cream. hah, you probably already know that.
2. i love you /pam HAHA
3. i think i may be growing to like shopping. -gasp-
4. i like the smell of staircases. k that just sounds weird.
5. i cry easily. (it never used to be that way!)
6. my memory is improving!
7. i have no monehhhhh. damnit.
8. i like to play pranks.
9. i'm thinking of a way to cut up my long-sleeved shirt.
10. i'm glad this quiz has ended because i'm bored now.

HAHA. random much.

ehh, today was okay.
had oral, i got Mrs. J Koh.
i guess it was quite okay.
was a bit pissed that they made us wait
for like 1 whole hour in that classroom though.
i mean, if the teachers are gonna have lunch,
can't they at least tell us to come later or something? :/

anyway hilled down with Yy Lifang Kairong after oral.
well, actually sort of just Kairong.
the other two were lagging behind.
come to think of it, i don't remember saying bye o_o

Kairong and i went to Changi Airport
to meet Lianne, Tania, Zijun, Christine, Emily, Pam, Pinyi.
didn't really talk much to the others except Kairong
cause we sat at separate tables LOL.
Kr bought western food, i bought some Korean noodles thingum.
not bad leh, but a little bit spicy.

bought soya bean then when Emily and Kr
said they were leaving for church,
Christine said she was gonna go i think,
then Pam and Pinyi said they were gonna go too
and ended up the whole group left hahaha.

so the others left while me, Lianne, Tania, Zijun, Christine
went to Mac's. supposed to study, but ended up chatting o_o
talked about Wattpad mostly. and we talked for like 3 hours!
Tania and Lianne found out about my Wattpad account
and were kinda mad that i didn't tell them earlier HAHA.

then blablablah, Christine went home earlier.
the rest of us travelled to Tanahmerah Mrt
when we decided to go. Tania and Zijun went home,
Lianne and i decided to anyhow board bus again,
at Tamp Interchange. LOL.
got on a double-decker 28, somehow travelled to Joo Chiat (?)
some old old heartland place. there was nothing to do ):
so we got on a 115 that would bring us to Paya Lebar Mrt.

on the way, we saw City Plaza!
damn, if only we'd wandered to the other direction right?
so we got off at Paya Lebar Mrt and walked to CP.
and omgawd, the clothes there are like.. -droolz-
there's clothes that suit Lianne's taste,
there's clothes that also suit my taste!
hahaha but it kinda sucked cause we didn't have moneh.
we promised each other to go there one day after exams,
and to make sure we're loaded when we do. LOL.
i am so waiting for that day.

ahh, only the window shopping part today was actually fun. haha.
my first time finding a shopping trip fun /pam
you know, i may actually grow to like shopping!
and i like shopping with Lianne. /shy
Tania, don't be jealous, next time you two go out,
and i can be your "pet dog"/"lamppost". hmph.

haha abrupt end. imma listen to Se7en now <3

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Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
"I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself"
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
"Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more", "Daddy you're lying
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it wit'cha"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late"
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding",
"But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?"
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
"But baby wait", "It's too late Dad, you made the choice
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

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if anyone asks,
Mitch Hewer is my latest imaginary boyfriend.
HAHAHA. i'm just kidding.
ladies, i know you're hyperventilating.
it's okay, you're not the only one.
-points to yours truly excitedly-
i don't usually dig British blonde dudes,
but what can i say?
DAYUMMMMMM. :D

so i'm pretty glad that i didn't go for mooncake festival,
because somebody said it sucked,
and lianne and tania went for their class outing in the end.
and come to think of it, the moon ain't that bright tonight.
psh, what a disappointment. ohwell.
EOYs are coming up! -inserts complaints here-
are you feeling the heat? /pam

mmmm i don't know what else to say.
heh. MITCH HEWER <3

(edit)
that reminds me,
today i told yy i saw a nude picture
of Mitch Hewer on the Net before
(but nothing was revealed)
and i expected her to be totally disgusted,
but shockingly she actually gave me the O_O face
and looked like she was gonna die hyperventilating.

LOLOL.
now who's the boy crazy one, cheh

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can't believe i haven't posted for so long!
exams are in... approximately 3 weeks,
and i can't believe i'm a secthree already,
having my end-years in 3 weeks!
shocking much D:
i wish time would slow down.
i don't wanna grow up!

ahhhh.
i promise myself i will at least
read something that's not Wattpad over the weekend.
but now, i will enjoy myself :D
Mooncake Festival tomorrow!
get prepared for a beautiful big bright moon(:

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back from Tania's sort-of-early birthday celeb,
but only lianne & i were invited (aww)

woke up at 630am,
went for dimsum for parents & brother.
don't ask why; i know it's really random.
anyway it was quite nice,
not say excellent until
can have like tens of people
queueing up outside the restaurant,
so i don't know why there were so many people.

then dad fetched me to Paya Lebar mrt.
met Lianne at 1025am,
waited for Nia & her mom.
they came and we went to Kallang.
awkward train ride LOL.

Random:
I LOVE EMINEM NOW HAHA

then we got to Kallang Leisure Centre,
went Kbox first.
the room was quite comfy haha.
some awkwardness with Nia's mom there. :/
but okay lah. chose lots of songs,
sing sing sing.
don't know why but when i listened to
Love The Way You Lie,
i somehow really like Eminem's rapping.
-surprised-

Kbox-ed till like 2pm.
the food there is bleh.
then we went to ice-skate.
stood outside the ice skating place for like,
several uncomfortable minutes,
because i really really didn't wanna ice-skate.
was scared i'll regret; $16.50 somemore! D:

finally i gave in to peer pressure
(as usual) and we went in.
i got really scared when we put on the skaters,
because it's super hard to walk in them!
could barely balance.
it was about ten times worse,
when we stepped into the ice-skating rink.
it was a struggle to even keep my balance. -sob-

i felt really really horrible,
because i was a total noob.
and Nia & Lianne were like holding my hand
and totally leading me through the rink.
and every few seconds i'll lose my balance and stumble.
but thankfully i only fell once.
saw a lot of people who fell too,
felt so sorry for them LOL.

there were a lot of nooby skaters like me (no offense),
so whenever i was holding up the people clutching
to the side barriers for dear life,
i would offer them my hand and guide them across
with a paiseh smile ): really very... $*!&()%&*)(
so i was just relieved to find people worse/same as me LOL.
of course, i only offered females/lil kids my hand /pam

ah, at the end of two hours it was finally over.
got a blister on my left ankle
and a wet ass from the fall earlier,
but that was all the injuries i had.
no muscle aches some more! :D

k then went to Starbucks,
Nia & Lianne bought drinks.
then went to KFC for dinner.

(Tania peeling fats off her chicken.)

chatted, walked around the mall,
then Lianne went to meet her parents,
Tania and i went home.
quite fun (:






aw don't be shy /pam

Lianne: "how did that (Tania) come out from that (her mom) ?"

HAHA so bad

so loving

sorry but the next few photos are random.

i have no idea how to switch the order of photos! D:

i don't think you'll be interested to know what i scribbled anyway HAHA

ah, i want this top from Forever 21!

chio jacket

if i buy this, this would be my second shirt with 'Brooklyn' on it

lyrics for 'Bullet', aka the unfinished result of me & Lianne's three-hour long hard work at Starbucks

contrasting picture: Dwayne & Nigel emo-ing behind, Zhenying & Cherie... well, you can see

Mt & Chawit, /pam

my mother being obssessed with Lee Minho (watching one of his dramas. -rolls eyes)

really wonder how Lee Minho would feel,
if he knew a 15-year-old girl isn't interested in him,
but her 50-year-old mother is.

scar that Yy gave to me using her pen (it was an accident hor)

accidental printout from my ppt slide at the library, also Yy's mistake HAHA

okay the rest of the pics are from today!

apparently this is act sexy, but i don't know what Lianne & Tania are doing

act cool

Avril Lavigne's eyes look scary here

i got Cold Teh Tarik

Tania's pants drying up from the fall.
Tania, is Lianne take one, not me hor

oh, and our falls were because of Lianne.
she fell down and pulled me along with her!
and i pulled Tania along with me LOL.
yet after that, Lianne kept saying:
"if you fall you must let me go first hor!"

CHEH

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Youtubers vs Wattpaders

ahhh, why are Youtube and Wattpad users so different?
i mean just now i was watching this Steve Irwin video,
on how he died and whatever.
and on the comments page,
you do get the nice comments, like

"Dude i loved this guy. I always watched his show. When i was little like 7 i would go out looking for snakes and stuff just like Steve. When I heard this news i thought my parents were trying to play a horrible joke on my but it was true :( I feel bad for his family. R.I.P. Steve Irwin :(
Ashleighaatwood"

and

"I miss that man.
jiggerlicious"

or

"Omg i feel so sorry for his little daughter
LightBlueDiamondz"

but then you also get comments like

"Fucker had it coming....."

or

"Good for the ray against this nature molester"

i mean, i wasn't a big fan of Steve Irwin either,
but hello-oh. the dude's dead.
at least play nice, like seriously.

and on Wattpad you get people crying
their hearts out for fictional deaths.
(okay fine i'll admit i cried hard
when Riannan's little brother Max died)
and hey, these people don't even exist,
but you get a whole pageful of comments
about how sorry everyone is,
and how many tissues they used.

yet Youtubers laugh at a dead Australian man
they never even got to know.
i mean, what did he ever do to you?
nobody should be allowed to verbally assault
anybody they don't know, especially people
they've never even met in their lives.
(Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift
and the Jonas Brothers are exceptions.)

sigh, what is this world coming to?

but anyway, moving on.
I LOVE MITCH HEWER.
ahhhhh hot hot hot hot hot.

k i'm done.

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Dayumm, mrs sng's on the phone with mom now.

must be about that music test i flunked.
psh, things are never good when teachers call.
'yes, i saw a slight improvement in her results.
she did badly for music and chemistry..
-silence- mmm, yes you know teenagers these days,
she's all into kpop and r&b and all that,
not much interest in classical music...'
can totally hear the professional mom tone.
-rolls eyes- LOL

'i borrowed a book from my colleague,
it's very good but when i asked her
if she wanted to buy it, she didn't want to.'
meh. i told her i didn't mind.
sigh. teachers.

now she hung up.
complaining to my father in hokkien on the phone.
professional tone totally gone.
hai. off to read wattpad.
random post LOL

bye!

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There can be miracles when you believe.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOtQJ9Gutk0

Vanessa Cruz singing When You Believe.
dayumm, i'd kill to have her voice D:

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Empty trains that go nowhere.

Note: from now on,
i have decided to capitalise all names!
that is, if i don't forget or smth.

hello! :D

went out with Lianne again today.
original plan was to go Ben & Jerry's Chunk Fest,
but decided not to in the end,
when we found out it was the admission,
and not the ice-cream, that was free.
psh, horrible misleading websites.

so we train-ed to Vivo!
went to Starbucks, intended to buy
another buy-1-get-1-free coffee,
but found out the offer was after 3pm.
so we went to look around for Nia's present first.
(HAHA so aunty)

finally bought something /pam
went back to Starbucks and bought
Caramel Coffee Jelly something Latte.
forgot already, all i remember is
the name was super long.
then we finished writing the song
+ edited the chorus,
although still not very complete yet.

left and walked around,
walkwalkwalk, then go Subway for dinner.
Subway already, go home.
on the train back, got this guy
who was playing his ipod i think.
then he stood very close to me,
intruding my personal circle,
probably too engrossed in his game
to realise that there was a lot
of empty space in front of him -.-

so throughout the ride,
i kicked him two times
without saying sorry,
to politely hint that he was too damn close.
first time, he had no reaction.
second time, he shifted about one inch away.

finally when i got off the train,
i accidentally (this time it really wasn't on purpose)
touched his butt. and guess what,
he finally had a reaction.
he looked blankly at me when i walked out.
turned back, saw his face for the first time
and, don't know if i saw properly,
but from my angle he looked not bad leh.
HAHA.

abrupt end once again.

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555th post! (meant to be posted on 030910)

yes, as my title says,
this is my 555th post! :D

okay uhhh let me recall what i did
after school, for the past week.

Monday, had cca as usual.
just the same old acting.
got grouped with vanessa and phuaygeok,
and our skits mainly involved bimbotic girls,
HAHA.

oh, didn't go school on Tues,
watched Step Up 3 (AWESOME).
refer to previous post :D

Wednesday, holiday, yay.
however, i think i spent my entire day at home D:
watched HBO, saw that HSM3 was on, so i watched it.
then i watched Big Bang's latest short variety,
1 Day 2 Nights. superduperuber funny!
the soya sauce and coke part was totally killer.

Thurs: walked home with lianne tania,
didn't go for cca as i wasn't feeling well.
i'm always falling sick these days,
must be all the fast food.
went to pei tania to get her medicine,
then we ate at a coffee shop.
omg, something super funny happened.

tania spotted a red ant crawling on the table!
it was unusually huge, and quite scary.
and lianne and tania started going crazy,
trying to flick it away!
lianne looked very, very insane,
using her piece of paper and trying to
unsuccessfully smack the ant onto the nearby grass.
tania was using her metal spoon
and also trying unsuccessfully to hit it away,
while i just stood up and stared and laughed my ass off.

i can tell you,
we attracted quite a few curious and amused stares.
the tables around us were all like o_o
and smiling in our direction.
it was totally embarrassing.
and guess what, despite the red ant
only crawling towards lianne and tania
and despite them two being the only ones
trying to divert it away,
in the end i was the one who killed it -.-

the red ant crawled towards tania's tray,
and i 趁机会 to lift up her tray
and put it on top of the red ant.
i even used my finger and pressed down hard
on the part where the tray landed on the red ant!
i know it's sadistic, but desperate needs
call for desperate measures.

i hope it rests in peace.

and after that, i bought iced tea,
and tania went home
while lianne and i walked around with our drinks.
went to tamp1 and walked around.
we even saw pam and quite a few random ahs people.

ah, today was probably the most fun.
had amath extra lessons till 3.
felt quite sad when mr yong said
he definitely won't be teaching us next year.
after all, he's probably the most fun teacher.
it's nice to have a young teacher for a change,
instead of some old, grumpy, too-experienced person.

anyway, hilled down with lianne at 3.
went to airport, wanted to eat Subway,
but realised there was no Subway.
hence, we went to Killiney Kopitiam.
i had sub-standard chicken noodles D:
i thought the food there is supposed to be nice!
the wanton mee was so good last time.
lianne had meesiam.
then we went to Starbucks,
found out about the Caramel Latte/Frapuccino
buy-1-get-1-free offer :D
had a Venti Caramel Coffee Jelly Frapuccino,
$3.90 for one, so worth it for a Starbucks drink!

then we sat there and started writing our song.
the lyrics were very impromptu.
told lianne like a thousand times:
"it doesn't have to make sense!"
but she kept insisting that the song
has no storyline whatsoever/too emo (?)
psh, first time write not-so-cheerful song mah.
amteur works. ahem.

told ourselves we'd leave at 6pm.
then 630pm. and we finally left at 7pm.
HAHA. i love Starbucks' environment!
the people there are quite weird though.
-shrug-

and okay abrupt end HAHA.
oh and it's the holidays already,
yet it totally doesn't feel like lor.
don't have the relaxed holiday mood.
still got piano, extra lessons and whatever. sigh.

DD:

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