just only now looking at the lyrics for devotion & desire by bayside and realising they're actually quite deep :o
anyways, howdy LOL it's been a longass while.
i have so many photos and videos that i really wanna share but i'm just so lazy to upload everything. i think the last time i posted pictures was... before exchange?? and exchange was more than a year ago, holy crap.
i dunno about you all but i feel like i only just realised how much i did after i came back from exchange. a conversation with my mum recently made me remember that i've actually been to the loch ness and i was like oh wow, i've actually been to the loch ness. (it just looks like a rather standard lake, not a super pretty one too, and there was no monster sadly)
anyway i guess i'm here cos i'm feeling somewhat bittersweet now that my final gig with amplified (amplitube 2018) is over. it feels super weird, i don't know why? maybe i never realised how much my uni life revolved around my cca and my cca friends. it just feels very surreal that we, the graduating batch, are really, truly going off on our own ways now.
after we graduate, we will be reduced to meeting up for the occasional meal and the occasional local gig, and some of us like the current batch of alumni will come back every half a year to watch ampd gigs, while some of us (like z, one of my favourite seniors) will just disappear.
amplitube 2018 was definitely a great way to go out cos i got to play fun songs i liked with people i liked. but all the fun we had the past weeks just makes it harder to say farewell. i guess this is part and parcel of life, but it still is sad. having no more jams on monday nights feels weird.
well other than that, not much else has been going on in my life LOL
i've been doing the necessary sch stuff, going for interviews (it's damn hard to find a job shit), going for my dental appts (wait did i mention i'm wearing braces now), eating my meals, taking regular poops...
you get the point
have a nice week everyone, and thanks for being loyal hoes reading my blog
