i'm positively obssessed with Joey Diamond <:

anyway, yy and zhenying came over today.
supposed to do up both eng and lit projects,
but we spent the morning doing eng,
went to Eighteen Chefs' for lunch,
came back up to my house
and went to slack.
me on my com, yy on my ipod,
zhenying on her lappy.
mt and lifang shall do the rest of our work (;

hai, a beautiful afternoon wasted away
just like that, spent glued to bright screens.
well actually, i'm still glued to the bright screen.

anywayyy,
later going to andrew lim's house
with sarah lianne.
drummer's sick and tania can't make it ):
andrew so open siol, invite girls to his house.
-suspicious- haha.
but i really don't like his keyboard T.T
so sticky and yellow and old!
ohwell, i shall slack most later.

Korea in 2 days :D
sadly my father's not going,
due to his work. hai.
wonder if the tour will be fun.
wonder if Korean guys shuai not <:
wonder if my tour group got cute guys. heh.

~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzrHu5pzdvc&feature=channelhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzrHu5pzdvc&feature=channel

omg?? guy on the left (Joey Diamond)
is FREAKING CUTE. <:
minus the geek specs,
which is starting from 2:27 min.
omg ((;

but,,.
i think he's gay.
-.-

as in, seriously gay.
inferred from the comments.
and apparently he said so,
in one of his videos or something.
DAMNIT, why are all the hot guys gay D:
like Adam Lambert. sigh.

aaaaaah.

Joey Diamond is so cute ^^
he even has almost the same name as me! :D
hahaha i'm nuts man.
but i like his smile.

~

[edit]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRfUBySWYSg&feature=related

ohmyyyy, just look at him.
he's mad cute <3
and he kinda looks like Jay Sean!
but he's cuter and he has a beautiful smile
and a beautiful voice (:

WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE GAY.

AAAAAAAAAAH. (:

~

So Cold by Chris Brown is ♥
i wonder if he wrote it himself.
apparently it's for Rihanna.
kind of sad.
hmm. is he really sorry?
he does make good music
and he's a badass dancer,
but character does matter.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-QeeKN_Sao

song's here (;

~

i'm bored home alone ):
brother's at school,
parents are at work.
Korea in 3 days :D
i'm excitedddd.

i think i shouldn't be listening to Chris now,
because the song's really sad. :L
but i love it. haha. sadistic much?

ohno, Cassie's becoming another Beyonce.
those revealing pictures of herself...
urgh. what's with people these days?
you don't need to show flesh
just to be famous!
Cassie has a beautiful voice ):

anyways, i realised today that Bom
actually has a really amazing voice too.
just that her whole plastic surgery thing
gave her a bad reputation.
it also made me think little of her,
because after her plastic surgery
she looked like a bitch :/

natural beauty like Dara, Minzy and CL's was better.
that's why i like them. and Daesung too (:
cause even though people say his eyes aren't nice,
like CL's, and he was nicknamed 'Un-pretty boy'
on some variety show that showcased
all the potential Big Bang members,
he never got plastic surgery (;

yay for Daesung.
and all the other Big Bang members.
except Seungri.

i like Sooyoung and Hyoyeon from snsd.
and Ryeowook from Suju.
Ryeowook so cute! babyface (;

hai, so bored now.

this morning i woke up at 10am,
discovered i was home alone.
went downstairs, ate spaghetti alone
for lunch. felt so lonely.
reminds me of Simple Plan's I'm Just A Kid.

i woke up it was 7,
i waited till 11 just to
figure out that no one would come.

haha but of course not that bad.

~

SHINee's Amigo has been stuck in my head
since like, yesterday.
so every now and then i hear Key
screaming 'AMIGO!' in my head,
or Minho whispering 'cold heart, baby'.
o_o Minho + Onew = :D

k so this morning i had a weird dream,
then i woke up at 7.30am.
ate breakfast, iPod-ed,
at 12pm i was about to step out of house,
decided to call lianne to ask
if she was reaching simei mrt yet.

our conver:

lianne: hello...?
me: hi, you reaching yet?
lianne: er, no... i still at home.
me: huh why?
lianne: er... i still in bed...
me: HUH! don't tell me you just woke up.
lianne: yeah i just woke up, sorry!
meet at 12.45 instead?
me: okay...

hai, lianne ah.
her bed more important than me ):

so at 12.45 i met her at simei mrt platform.

THERE'S A FREAKING HUGE INSECT IN MY HOUSE.
right above me.
looks like a ant/beetle?? o_o
i'm gonna freak out if it doesn't
keep a 1m boundary from me.

back to the topic.

met her, decided to go Vivo,
couldn't decided where to eat.
she wanted Carl's Junior or Long John's,
but i wanted foodcourt, being the healtheir one (;

after that i said okay lor,
go Carl's Junior.
then she say she feel bad,
let's go foodcourt instead.
and then my turn to feel bad :/

ate hokkien mee.
eat until very full.

walked past this beauty product promotions thing,
have a lot of angmohs promoting o_o
there was this angmoh guy who approached us,
asked to try some thingish on my hair.
apparently it's some kinda straightener.
funny, my hair already so straight,
still want to try straightener.
but he insisted so... :/

feel awkward leh,
sit there then got some stranger angmoh
touch my hair and straighten it
with my machine-like thing.
after that it looked like it got rebonded.
thanked him, he smiled,
said random stuffs about the product.
i cannot understand his accent.
sounds Irish [?]

anyway, bought ice lemon tea and headed for cinema,
watched Shrek 4. not bad bah.
i felt a bit sad at some parts haha.

after that went to toilet,
then took some jumpshots near the fountain thingy.
a bit fail cause very hot and got people stare.
one guy imitated us lol.

then sort of went shopping.
tried out clothes.
i liked this jacket but it's $50+ ):
the tank top was nice though.
sadly i had no moneh at that time.
lianne bought some stuffs including
a sexy tank top :O

walk walk walk,
then i bought cheese pancake,
she bought some fried chicken thing,
sat down to eat.
watched random passers-by.
she funny, eat the chicken,
then peel off all the fats and skin.
then what's the point of eating right? lol.

after that, mrt-ed home.
chatted on the mrt.
she read my messages.
haha i also nothing to hide (:
she kept saying she wanted to randomly sms
a guy from my contacts and say 'i love you'.
using my phone. tsk. hengfully,
we reached Simei fast,
so she had no chance (:

home sweet home!
pictures maybe later.

~

went to so-called job interview
with elaine today, to pei her
and not to audition initially.
cheh, gimmick please.

went to Aljunied with her
and we found the place.
and then the place so ulu,
i thought is scam one at first.
then we went in and it looked empty.
there was a China woman there
called Xinyu or Xinyi [?]

anyway, so she sort of interviewed elaine,
then she asked her to sing.
elaine thought it was sing together
and not solo. so she sort of freaked out then.
but anyway it was okay.
then i auditioned too for fun haha.
lucky she never interview me,
just ask me to sing on the spot.

we sang the same songs -
Cry by The Veronicas and Umbrella by Rihanna.
after that she gave us comments:
elaine's voice is quite 'hou',
according to her in chinese,
and she can sing okay,
but her range is not large
and she can sing 'middle' only.
then she said my voice is not so 'hou',
i can sing high and middle but not low.

and she not bad leh,
after i auditioned she asked
if i liked r&b.
i was like o_o how did you know?
scary siol.
she can actually tell what i like
just from the way i sing.

but anyway it was obviously a gimmick,
because after that she said what
if you want to join as a parttime singer,
you should take a 8-month course
which is $1800 and then you can
record a demo and album or something blablah.
tsk, cheat our feelings :/

and she said we're sort of too young,
so our voices are not very developed yet.
it's like, are we supposed to break voice or smth -.-
haha okay i'm being very bad.

anyway, we're supposed to contact her
after 2 days and tell her
our decisions about the offer,
because i said i need to go home ask my parents,
but obviously i'm not gonna call back haha.
not interested in a job anyway.
i got enough monehh.

poor elaine though,
she wanted a job so she
could buy a iPod Touch.
looks like she'll need to find another one.

hmm, my holidays are getting crowded.

tomorrow: going out with lianne,
not sure where we're going yet.
040610: projects at my place
050610: band meetup
060610: flying to Seoul :D
110610: back to Singapore
120610: movie with elaine wl yonghui
160610: outing with nicole :D
and then ALPs starts on 210610 ):

looks like holidays won't be as sian
as i thought.
Korea in 5 days! :D i can't wait.
/z

i'm starving.
off to dinner.
-waves the lifang wave-
'...got sweet?' ):

~

i'm bored.
i'm supposed to be sleeping now.
i realise that i have been going out less
ever since lianne and tania
flew to Japan :/
faster come back!
miss em already.

anywy, i know it's random,
but search 'take you down cover'
on Youtube and click on
the video by 'albuuuttt'.

damn joke.
haha but a bit gross.
guy in maroon is cute, though.
and he's the best dancer.

and i'm in love with Chris Brown's Lucky Me.
and i think he'd be a way better singer
if he backed off Autotune ):
Grafitti's a good album though.
too bad it got leaked early.

anywayz, yet another topless photo scandal
making its rounds on the Internet...
i mean, Miley Cyus, V Hudgens,
that doesn't sound so surprising.
but... Hayley? Hayley of Paramore?
oh man.

what is the world coming to?
do all American girls take nude photos
of themselves? D:
i thought Hayley was awesome.
why would she want to do such a thing?
sigh.

sometimes i really don't understand people at all.

~

for some weird reason,
it's 11pm but i feel like it's 8pm.
is that good or bad? hmm.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MgAxMO1KD0&feature=related

2NE1's I Don't Care mv.
i like CL's smile at 3:45 :D
and Sandara is so pretty!
hard to believe it's natural,
unlike Park Bom's :/

k off to watch Lollipop mv, haha.
bright colours ftw!

~

went out with elaine today.

our plan was to anyhow take a bus
anfd see where it goes.
a bit fail cause we hopped onto
a random bus 5 and
ended up at Thomson Road.
saw Thomson Medical Centre
which is where i was born :D

ate lunch at coffee shop there,
then we decided to go Far East Plaza.
neither of us had been there before.
it was okay bah.
nicely designed shops
but no foodstuffs, damn ):

went to eat dessert at some dessertplace.
the people there were overfriendly.
i got approached every 3min
by people asking kindly for my order.
so i quickly ordered some ice-cream thingish.

quite a lot of it came.
so shared with elaine.
not bad bah.
but nearby there was this irritating shop
replaying Lady Gaga's Love Game mv
over and over and over again.

walao, damn noisy.
Lady gaga sucks!
and she needs to wear something
that covers at least 50% of her body -.-

after walking around somemore
we went home. (:
bus-ed for super long,
almost fell asleep.
random: there was a dude in front
making out with his girlfriend.
people were staring.
get a room, please.

anyway, i am in love with Big Bang's
Koe Wo Kikasete :D
so nice! i think it's better than
Tell Me Goodbye which is a bit monotone
and is more emo.
Daesung looks awesome in both mvs (:
and somebody commented
'the dude with brown hair has the best voice.'

that's Daesung :D
yesyes i love his voice.
it's amazing, and he has a beautiful smile to match.
-recalls live performance when the crowd
went crazy when he paused and smiled-

but 2ne1 aka the Female BigBang
seems to be striking out
like their male counterparts (:
there was a video on youtube
comparing them and 4minute.
many of the cpmments were like
'2ne1 owns hands down.'

:D another said they're the best
girl group in Korea.
awesomez.

2NE1 & BigBang forever <3

~

thanks carmen, tania, xm, zhouyang, nicola, lifang
for wishing me to get well soon! :D
i really did not pon hor.
you know how i suffered from boredom
the past two days at home? T.T
haha i know you're jealous.

korea in 11 days! Aaaaah i can't wait (:

and from now on,
i resolve to eat fast food only
once every 3 weeks! hmph.
all the fried stuff gave me a
horrible throat infection amd fever.

although i have to admit that
living on apples, bread, porridge, milk
is rather tough, just like today and yesterday,
i am sure that i can make it :D

anyway the thought of fast food
makes me feel sick now,
and i must be a health freak now
to prevent pimples and future health problems!

muahahaha,
imma outlive you all.

~

walao the weather damn scary today.
hot like dunno what.
now is approximately 4:34pm.
and it's burning outside.

global warming is terrible.
people, please help save Mama Earth ):
i don't want to die so early!

~

So Sick - Ne-Yo

was sick today so i stayed home.

but heard gems project was fun.
hmm. this morning,
sectwos had cip i think.
then got two boys ring my doorbell.
and i didn't open :x

cause i scared they recognise me.
later they think i pon.
plus my hair was uncombed
and i was in an old tshirt and shorts.
unglam! cannot let myself get discovered!

i spent the morning stoning at my balcony.
watching sunrise. so random right.
then i ate a slice of bread.
throat hurt a lot so i was practically
enduring my breakfast :/

after that i drank a lot of water
while swallowing my medicine.
totally wasted water, cause after that,
i felt weird, like nauseous (<--- how to spell)

then went to toilet and vommitted.
it was... watery, hahaha.
wow, i felt way better after that.

afternoon spent with my beloved iPoddy.
felt so sad cause i couldn't enjoy my lunch.
had a blocked nose, so my yummy soupy noodles
tasted bland ):

but i could feel myself recovering, yay.
evening was spent crying over Chinese Cinderella.
crazy much. but i really feel that Adeline's stepmother
is a bitch x 1 million. and the suffering of her grandfather
was extremely sad.

well, i get emotional when i'm sick.

had cereal with milk for dinner
cause i didn't feel like eating.
i love cereal with milk!

well, now i'm watching History Channel haha.
quite interesting. so, that's my day in a peanut shell.

bbye.

~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOUNGBAE!

you're 21 already :D
to me, in Big Bang you are 2nd to none
but Daesung <3
heh, love you & Big Bang!
Hwaiting!

~

Varsity's music is love.

~

was listening to Simple Plan
when sarah called today,
asked if can meet up earlier.
apparently she reached already o_o
super early!

so i went down, reached tamp
in 6min after stepping outta my house O:

after lianne and tania came,
we walked to andrew lim's house.
ehh.. he late by 20min,
haha we had a bad impression.
no lah.

realised this is not my first time meeting him.

then we went up to his house,
lianne kept whispering that it was awkward.
got 4 of us girls leh, he only guy.
then he first time meet 3 of us
then invite us over. haha,
lianne think too much?

then we stepped in,
stoned there a bit, awkward silence.

then he asked 'you want to do it here or in my room?'

walao.

my first thought was to think sick.
then i turned away and starting laughing with no sound.
then lianne tania sarah look at me,
i repeated what he said
when he went to his room to take out keyboard.
then we all started laughing.

his keyboard a bit spoil one leh,
keys damn sticky + sound very weird.
haha but nevermind.

then tried to do Obvious by Hey Monday.
he elec, sarah acoustic, me keyboard,
tania sing, lianne just sit there
cause she never bring her guitar for bass haha.

sarah's description of the drummer dude
a bit... emm. makes me think he very act cool.
hope he ain't luh.
but anyway andrew lim very nice (:
haha now i know 4 andrews.

then we left at 5.30pm.
not bad, quite a success?

tania and sarah went off first,
then me and lianne went to tamp.
had dinner, then walked around.
walk walk walk,
then on the way to mrt,
i forgot what happened,
then we started twitting,
and i said 'sowwwieee...'

then got this lady in front who turned around,
looked at lianne and gave the disgusted look.
lmao! so funny. then we were like damn paiseh
and started lol-ing. aaaah.

so i took mrt to simei,
went home and at the door,
i saw this humongous (<--- how to spell?)
lizard above the door.
then i called my brother
and he never pick up ):

called home instead,
asked mum help open door cause i scared.
then she opened, the lizard
scared the shit out of me.
it started crawling at high speed toward me.

my mum started laughing T.T
so i managed to get into the house finally.

~

omg, i love cwalk.
wonder if singapore got any pro cwalkers.

~

R&B ♥

i love The League! ;D
Mic, Allan and Hype.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1854KqefOk&feature=related

My L.O.V.E by them (:
hearts! haha love this song.
but Babysteps by Varsity
is still #1 on my list ^^
yay, r&b fan forever <3

here's some of my fav r&b songs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W181ZUACwhU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkE5uHIBddU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEjk5WCNvt0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6xZ19Q2iaY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3shTR7IoCEc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GIZvyZNd5A

respectively:
Favourite Ex - Lil Eddie
Babysteps - Varsity
Let Her Go - Varsity
Adore You - Lil Rain
The Last Song - Martin Kember
If It Was Me - Sentury

and no, Lil Rain and Lil Eddie
are not brothers, haha (:
i'm currently obssessed with The League.
but nahh, Ne-Yo will always be my #1 <3

but man, i swear Babysteps is beautiful.
i love it x 1 million.
Drew's voice is :D
if only he didn't use Autotune.
but well, i still love Varsity (:

i love sad r&b songs like Babysteps,
even if they make me cry sometimes.
the words, the melody,
they're like instruments
pulling on your heartstrings,
and every note is the sound
of a heart breaking.

needless to say,
i'm listening to Babysteps now.
i don't know how to describe,
but there's just smth about the song
that makes me feel so... intrigued.

omg, i'm dying.
Varsity's music is amazing.
omg... ): feel like crying. lmao.
what's wrong with me man.
THOMAS IS SINGING NOW. :DD
my fav Varsity member.
well, ex-fav.

he left to sing alternative & rock :/
eyer. i liked him so much eh.
now got some blonde pk called TC Carter.
heard he's cute but i ain't gonna find his pictures.
scared i like him more than Thomas.
k now Jayk's singing.
and it's Thomas again. aaah. (:
i'm crazy over boybands,
especially r&b ones.

listening to Adore YOu by Lil Rain now.
walao, damn nice.
this is my favourite line.

if you don't love me,
why do you raise my hopes?

now listening to The Last Song.
Martin Kember's voice is so sweet.
sounds a bit like Robin Thicke,
but not so gay ^^

If It Was Me is the least emo song.
in fact it sounds pretty upbeat.
love the beat :DD
and the synthesizer haha.
but damn Autotune.

argh,
the feelings i feel
when i listen to r&b like this is hard to put into words.
ahwell, i'll let it remain inexpressible then. (:

i heart r&b.

~

exams are finally over :D

friday:

screwed up my music paper :/
damn happy when it ended.
then janice, yy and i
were high-ing at concourse.
yy laughed very loud
then got one sec4 girl glare.

stare what stare;
never see people laugh before?
-.-

then lifang me yy
went to Subway at t1 to eat.
my $8.50 fly away );
but Subway food rocks (:
chicken teriyaki especially.
yy first time there;
so amazing.

laughed a lot,
then the people opposite
also kept staring
because our tables
were quite close together.

then we walked round tamp,
and i left earlier
when i realised i was late!
rushed home,
changed and went to simei mrt
to meet lianne. sorry ah :/

then we went to Plaza Sing.
she kept seeing a lot of hot guys
according to her,
but everytime i was late to react,
so i kept missing them. hai.

then went to watch movie.
couldn't decide what to watch at first.
in the end chose Robin Hood.
bought drinks and went in.

the show not bad,
but no shuai people sadly.
Robin Hood very old and beardy.
and Marianne also not chio.
spoil my impression
of the novel because
when i read, they described
them until very goodlooking.
):

show was very long.
2hours plus.
then came out,
walked around,
Mos Burgers for dinner.

haha a newbie girl
attended to us;
took very very long.

lianne said we should write
on their feedback form:
'TRAIN YOUR NEWBIES
BEFORE LETTING THEM WORK.'

k then went home.
mrt home was surprisingly fast.

saturday:

bball-ed with dionne and elaine
in the afternoon.
i've become rusty. ):
haiiii. dionne owned me
in 1 on 1.

today:

lunched with carmen
at Yoshinoya.
wa, that time lost my ic there,
today almost lost my
wallet + handphone there.
is that place cursed for me?

thankyou auntie cleaner
who shouted after me
to return me my stuffs!

then we walked round t1 and tamp.
she was finding presents for sammyface.
in the end she bought a sign
from this cool shop in t1
that said something like
'freeze, this is CIA.
(cute incredible attractive)'

that shop very nice.
if it wasn't so vulgar i think
i would like it better.

then we went to the 3rd floor
open plaza swing to play.
haha very funny and fun.
she took a vid of me ._.

after that we got a bit high
and decided to try this:
walk right up to people
until you're about
to bang into them,
then turn and walk away.
lmao, damn fun.

tried on adults, flyer distributors,
kiddies, teenagers, old folk.
all of their expressions:
surprised, suspicious, annoyed,
confused. XD

at the bus interchange,
i dared her to walk over,
hug a pole and lemme take picture,
then come back.
so lame right.
i was supposed to do it too
but the bus came, aww.

she started to take unglams
of me on the bus D:
and one was very very funny XD
the bus people must have thought
we were crazy.

then she alighted earlier,
and i reached home around 2.
had fun (:

going library later with elaine jiejie.
i want to borrow Jodi Picoults (:
k blog soon, bye :D

~

so try your best now, baby
try your best to break me.
you can't break a broken heart;
no damage you can do now,
i'm immune to you now.
you can't break what broke apart.
there's nothing you can do to me, no more,
you can't break a broken heart.

~

sian, 2 down, 7 up ):

exams are a waste of paper.
at this rate, people can stop talking
about global warming
and start talking about Armageddon
instead. hoho ;D

can't wait for it.

will it be a flood?
a nuclear strike?
a massive meteorite?
it's so fun to speculate.

Hmmm.
i wonder how it feels like to die.
for once, the world will be 'bonded' :D

world's not bonded in being green,
world's not bonded in caring bout Mama Earth.
so world finally bonds when we all die together (:
life is only fair.

ah, why am i talking so much crap.
off to amaths!
hai, studies.
just another something to preoccupy you
till our friendly Mr. Grim Reaper
turns round the corner down your street.

~

DEDICATED TO ALL 1F-IANS'08. (:

this was actually made quite a long time ago,

when dionne and i were missing 1F'08 very much );

so we decided to make a video!

she supplied all the photos; i compiled them.

so here's to the best class ever;

1F'08, love you all very much, will never forget you guys

and all the fun and laughter and memories we shared.

~

was listening to Chris Brown's Throwed,
then dad came and wanted to use the new headphones
cause apparently he hadn't used it yet
and wanted to see if the sound quality was better.

and the part of the song i was then listening to:

'Been sitting here for an hour talking
But we ain't saying nothing
I ain't even tripping mama that's cool
No better way to waste time then to with you
Ain't that a trip 'cause usually I do my thing and I dip (oh)
But she got me wanna stick around for the second show
Have her do her thing on the stage for me once more'

and it was a lyric video.
my dad looked and listened was like
'uhhh. what kind of song is this?'
LOL. cause it's sick :s

omgomg.
i just re-found my fav video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzpXEOBRNcQ

the best songs of 2009, i swear.
<3 <3 <3.
i love all of them.
and i miss Varsity ):
such cute boys who actually sound good live!
ohmy, i don't know which song is my fav haha.

i feel so sian; exams start in 5 days ):
today for once nobody smsed me! wow.
is everybody mugging away?
hai, i should start pia-ing tomorrow too.
but so sian lor. i hate chem D:
everytime mr goh comes in
i have no idea what he's going on about.

k i should enjoy tonight while i can.
devote myself to r&b :s

bye!

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if Ne-Yo ever dares start Autotune-ing,
i will hate him for life D:

cause he shows me that
while the whole world is doing one thing,
you don't have to go with the crowd (:

i mean, he actually relies on
his own natural talent
instead of a dumb machine
to make people love him.
that's really awesome (:

somebody on Youtube
said Taeyang is the korean Ne-Yo.
omg, so truuuuuuuuue.
i never really thought of them like that.
come to think of it,
they're actually quite similar.
they both have unique ways of dancing,
look up to MJ as an influence
and they actually sing amazing.

only diff?
Ne-Yo doesn't live without his hat. haha.
love Ne-Yo TTM.

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