It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing.

Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls
Everytime that you lose it sing it for the world
Sing it from the heart, sing it til you're nuts
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts
Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind
Sing about everyone that you left behind
Sing it for the world, sing it for the world
♥

i'm starting to hate my voice.
i wish i had strong vocals like T.Keli or something,
not some Taylor Swift-ish voice. sigh

this past week was spent attending music workshops,
surfing Youtube, getting high on MCR & VFC,
checking out new songs, sleeping in,
leading a pretty boring life.
but i guess it's good.
i don't want this year to end.
funny how kids can't wait to grow up,
then as the years go by they want to turn back time.

i'm losing my love for kpop.
it's been weeks since i last searched
Big Bang or 2NE1 on Youtube.
i am such a kwave fan, URGH.
to think i used to be so crazy about them.
but some fans are really crazy.
everybody used to love SE7EN and Jonghyun,
but when they revealed their secret girlfriends,
half their fans turned against them
and even started anti groups.
like, what the hell? that's so immature please.

yeah, so i'm sick of seeing jealous kpop fans
splashed all over Youtube.
some metal lovers are not much better, either.
they're very sensitive and if you say one bad thing
about a metal band on Youtube,
you get flamed with lots of spam comments,
simple as that.

"nice song but he can't sing live"
"what are you talking about?
he ROCKS live. are you -censored- deaf?"
"what the -censored-? i was just being honest.
if you don't like it, you can -censored-"
and there grows a fan war,
as more people start to join in as well.
Youtubers are such... kids.
(i know i know, i'm a Youtuber as well)

but anyway, i digressed so much! LOL
yesterday we had yet another music workshop in the morning,
and it was about Balinese music.
wasn't too bad, but i kept yawning. lack of sleep.
we got to choose what instruments we wanted to play.
there were gongs, bonang panerus, bonang something,
and a lot of xylophone-like instruments,
which i cannot remember what their names are right now
(omg, my memory sucks)

i played the slenthem!
don't ask me what that is,
because i have no idea.
it's one of the xylophone-like things.
you hit it with a big mallet,
and it has this soft 'pong' sound,
with different pitches for every note (ah duh).
and then the Balinese guy gave us some simple notes to read,
taught some people what to do, and tada, you get a
very simple Balinese gamelan.

honestly, i think the song we played
was the same standard as playing Twinkle2 Little Star
one handed, on the piano.
but it was pretty entertaining.
the teacher was really patient and all,
and he even noticed when i played wrongly.
observant much?

then after that Faith, Angelina, Lifang and i
went to Simei to eat at 18 Chefs'.
i ate really fast that day cause i was starving.
then we went all the way up to AHS
to hand in last-minute stuffs.
for me, i had to hand in my Edusave form,
buy books and return my properly-filed chem spa file.
Mr Goh actually thanked me for returning it.
i suspect this means some people don't bother returning. haha.

then we travelled home again.
i was deadbeat by the time i got back.
listened to a bit of MCR, watched tv,
then went to bed.

tell me why's my life so boring.
i feel like a computer geek, you know.
MCR's my only solace.

BUY DANGER DAYSSSSSS.
IT'S COMING OUT 22ND NOVEMBER,
987 SAID IT'S "ONE OF SG'S MOST HIGHLY ANTICIPATED ALBUMS".

:D

~

This time I'm mistaken, for handing you a heart worth breaking.

the thing about MCR songs is that they always have a message,
and you gotta listen hard before you finally get it.
and for those who think that MCR's emo, i got one word.
POSER.

today was spent reading HP & the Deathly Hallows.
i don't mean to sound like a bookworm,
(alright maybe i am) but JK Rowling is one freaking genius.
she's up on my non-existent list of Talented People of the World,
together with Eminem and whoever else.
the more i think about it, the more i dislike D. Radcliffe.
i mean, the dude can't act. and he's so short.
someone as amazing as Harry Potter at least
deserves to be taller.
i guess Rupert Grint is a nice actor for Ron,
but i don't think Emma Watson suits Hermione too.
there's just something about Emma that irks me,
even if she does have one extremely cute brother.

in any case, i love the HP series!
also, i watched "16 and Pregnant", just cause i was curious.
wow, seriously made me tear up. those girls are so brave.
and i can't believe how fine their parents are with it.
i thought they'd totally flip out.
there was this one girl, Macy i think, that i like,
who told her mother the big news via text message.

she took out her phone during class and was like
"mom, i've got something big to tell you.
please don't get mad."
"what?"
"i'm pregnant."
"if you are joking, that's not funny.
if you are serious, then we are not having this conversation,
via text message."

yeah, it was hilarious.

i love Macy! her boyfriend Ryan is a jerk though.
i also like Cathleen (or was it Caitlyn?)
and Tyler. they are such a sweet couple,
and the adoptive parents have this worried look,
like they're scared C and Tyler will change their minds last minute.
and both of them cry so freaking much, it's so cute.
ahhhh, and Tyler has green eyes to die for.
i hope baby Carly gets his awesome eyes.

i'm so gonna watch Season 2!
although the finale for Season 1 was awkward,
like really awkward. i hate Dr Drew. psh.

tomorrow will just be another lame day spent at home. sigh.
i'll probably finish up HP & Deathly Hallows.
8 more days till Danger Days comes out. SQUEEEEE.

~

Crash and burn, young and loaded.

EESH,
i just spent like half an hour listening to Na Na Na,
and then it comes out on the freaking radio.
i managed not to scream HAHAHAH

the 987 DJ:
"Yep, and that was My Chemical Romance with Na Na Na,
do look out for their new album titled
Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys.
And you know how My Chemical Romance
is always wearing black, red and white right?
Yeah well lead singer Gerard Way
has dyed his hair... pink! Yes, pink!
Just imagine it, you can Google it up right now,
he looks pretty cute actually.
According to him, he has said that he wanted
to look more rebellious, he didn't want
to keep wearing black and all."

wow, they must be really intent on changing their Black Parade image.
even though the Black Parade was seriously awesome,
i guess they have to change their look for their new album.
heard a lot of fans already gave up on them,
because they've "become more on the pop-rock side now".
huh really meh. i don't see it! but whatever.
i'm going to love their new album, i know it :D

soo... GO BUY THEIR NEW ALBUM. /pam
so when SG buys a lot, MCR can come here HEH HEH
as for VFC, i guess i'll have to wait a long time.
down here, nobody else i know has even heard of VFC!
-rolls eyes- damn SG. LOL

so today i got my mom to sign my report book.
she was happy because
1) i didn't fail anything this time
2) i improved from 309 to 266 in level
dad, of course, wasn't so happy.
psh, he's never happy with my results.
(although i admit i get shitty results)

FRIDAY (121110):

1) worst last day of school ever.
i was rushing last-minute work,
alongside a lot of people. sigh.

2) got back report books last period.
was quite okay with my results,
since i improved.

3) went with Lianne to watch Unstoppable.
it was awesome! you should go watch it, if you haven't.
it's generally about trains. hahaha.
Lianne found it boring; she finds every movie boring lah.

4) after that, we went home.

today, i basically listened to 987,
MCR, watched VFC's homemade videos,
missed Thomas Fiss, missed Bob Bryar,
(it's the Chris Trousdale dilemma all over again;
to love or to hate)
and went out to eat earlier.

random: Hedley's Perfect is on 987 now o_o

i'm off to read Wattpad!
and i'm looking forward to the hols :D
i miss basketball, maybe i'll meetup with the oldies soon.

~

These five words in my head scream 'Are we having fun yet?'

my brother's an ass,
he wants a laptop even though our desktop's working fine.
doesn't the ass know money is hard to come by!
mom keeps asking what's the point of buying him a laptop
when the desktop's okay + he will only use it to play games?
for once i agree with her, why is he so inconsiderate!
but of course my parents gave in to him
and promised him they'll give him my dad's laptop,
and my dad tried to joke and say that he's always
wanted an Apple and now he can finally buy it anyway.
BROTHERS ARE ASSHOLES

okay, so 2nd last day of ALPS! WHOOOOOO
but seriously, imma miss a lot of my teachers T.T
they're all so nice! later get a new batch of lkk teachers next year, hai

after school we had to go support art people,
compulsory for 3L & 3E classes.
went to canteen with Kairong, Den & Pohyi.
Den & Pohyi got the coffee shop kind of hot milo,
looked so funny haha.
was late waiting for the pig to finish her food,
but we were nothing compared to the 3E people,
who just finished their classes o_o

on the bus, Kairong suddenly rushed out last minute,
saying she realised she has to go training, hai.
make me so disappointed T.T
so i sat in the bus alone,
counting the number of 'Na's in MCR's Na Na Na
with Den & Pohyi. they got 47, i got 38 LOL

reached Sengkang Pri (?) later.
the whole fashion thing was not bad i guess.
the other schools, some of them,
really didn't look like they put much effort in their costumes :/
our school's costumes are awesome!
Rachel said the others put a lot of effort in, esp Zhenying.
haha yay i'm proud of my kpop sis :D really super nice!
and they got 1st, omg!
it was hilarious when they announced the 2nd prize winners,
and then immediately our school started cheering like crazy,
cause we knew we were 1st prize already LOL

screamed like mad when they announced we were 1st.
turned round and saw Zhenying doing a little dance in the back HAHA
felt so proud of the art people at that moment.

after the thing, we took bus back to school.
arrived at school and hilled down by myself, sigh.
bought a Subway sandwich to make myself happy.
the guy was a little annoyed cause i kept 'huh'ing him LOL

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW.
that marks the official end of my sec3 year :/
honestly, i don't know how i feel.
mixed feelings i guess.
i feel so old now T.T
report books tomorrow, O*T( PV&^)@(RITO :J
die lah.

on the other hand, it's 11 more days
to the release of Danger Days: The Fabulous Life of The Killjoys
YAYAY

~

Everybody burn the house right down.

Lianne: "Downtown East got a lot of cute guys"
Mom: "Downtown East got a lot of gangsters"

LOL. sekali is the same

today (101110) we had our CL 'O's!
as i mentioned before, lucky CL people,
don't have to come to school at all, hai.
Paper 1 was okay. Paper 2 was okay.
there was only 7 people in our class,
because the rest were downstairs in another classroom or smth.
i like the quiet ambience :D

after Paper 2, went to 3L classroom with LF
to clear my locker. wow, super mass of junk.
there was a lot of rubbish and all.
found my pen that i thought was long gone,
and my chem spa file that i also thought was long gone,
as well as my physics spa exp 5 that i thought
would never return to me, and a lot of other forgotten stuff.
it's always like that at the end of the year. haha.
somehow you magically find back all the stuff
you thought you'd lost during the course of the year.

so i cleared my stuff and carried
an armload of books down to meet Lianne at 3J.
her load of books was much worse than mine o_o
lucky for her, she brought a bag,
but she still couldn't fit everything in,
so she left some books in class LOL.

went down to meet Tania
and to get A4 boxes from photocopying shop.
was devastated when we found out don't have.
because that meant i would have to lug
all my books down in one arm!
i even asked the auntie 3 times in a row.
so in the end we hilled down.
horrible ttm. the heat was blazing at like 1pm,
and the books were just hell.

but that also means i won't have to carry
another stack of heavy books, tomorrow & friday.
finally after eternity, we reached the mrt.
thought of going to get iced coffee with Tania,
but the thought of dragging all my stuff there... sigh.
so we went home instead.
i went to bathe cause i couldn't take the heat anymore.
damned books T.T

and i spent the whole afternoon reading Wattpad.
i still have music & ss homework.
i don't know how to fill in the chords! gah.

~

But don't let em say you ain't beautiful.

watching EMA Awards now...
oh please ignore my previous post,
because i think he's not so cute anymore LOL

my gawd, Bieber Baby just came on.
with his self-titled song. /rolls eyes
he's really weird, i swear.
he dances like Mr Bean.
i know it's mean to hate him and all,
but in all honestly, i used to think he had a good voice
when i first watched his videos on Youtube about a year back.
but i didn't really like his style so i quit watching.
little did i know that boy would become such a hit o_o
and it really irks me how everybody talks about him all day long,
and his videos are all up on Youtube.

sure, i guess he probably has a good voice
or he wouldn't have made it this far,
but it's nothing special. he's no Liza Minelli,
and he's not even distinctively cute,
so why in the world are people so obssessed with him?!
stop loving Bieber. stop hating Bieber too.
he's just a kid -.-

if anything, Bobby Edner is wayyyy cuter.
so's Mikey Way. and Gee. and TC.
-digressing-

CL O level is tomorrow!
the CL people don't have to go school, tmd T.T
and Lianne has chest infection and a 39+ degree temp,
but she's still going to school tomorrow!
i must remind myself to stay well away from her.
and Tania, who probably still has a fever. heh heh.

i still don't know the format for sihan/gonghan :L
die already lah.

~

So raise your glass high for tomorrow we die.

the lyric/title up there is totally for us HCL students. haha.

brother brought two friends home,
one of them quite cute leh!
then when they said hi
i only looked at him and waved,
feeling quite guilty now toward the other guy.

brother showed them our rooms,
praying hard right now that i didn't leave anything
unsightly lying around in my room.
-crosses fingers-
brother keeps telling his friends
if i join their church i'll be the first Anglican there.
smack him ah, tell him how many times already
i don't wanna go! /rolls eyes

anyway, today's 081110.

1) the two zhabors didn't come to school,
cause they were sick.
quite suspicious though,
i think to other people it'll seem like they pon. /pam

2) school was okay-ish.
during recess i wrote on the board
'Eminem is the King of Rap.'
later the screen was pulled down,
and during chem Mr Goh pulled it back up,
and immediately everybody saw it.
some people started laughing and cheering for Em,
and Mr Goh tried to be funny by changing
'Eminem' to 'Mr Goh'.
unfortunately, he didn't notice the 'e'
that somebody had added earlier to 'Rap'.
so everybody started laughing like crazy,
and Mr Goh quickly changed the 'Rape' to 'Pop'.

3) however, Eminem still owns all :D

4) planned to go eat Aston's with lifang & yy after school.
but yy had to go home last-minute,
and lifang had to rush home for piano.
hai, so we went to bus stop and i took bus home.

so now, i'm stuck home early with nothing to do.
eavesdropping on my brother and his friends now /pam
cl o levels tomorrow, gahhhh.
i don't want to take, noo.
very scared i'll drop from hcl leh. touchwood.
hai, liddat then my whole life of taking hcl wasted already, tsk.

abrupt end. LOL. bye!

~

And we are all about to sell it cause it's tragic with a capital 'T'.

i cut my hair!
now it's shorter and layered.
don't think i've ever layered before.
my hair feels very thin now.
I WANT MCR'S ALBUM T.T

THURSDAY (041110):

1) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOP!
i hope you'll keep rapping,
and you'll be Lynchua's bias forever,
so i won't have to fight with her
over Daesung HAHA

2) had cca after school, dayumm.
kept feeling happy it was the last day
of the first ALPS week,
but then remembered i had cca later. hai.

3) czh released us at 140pm and not 115pm.
can tell he was quite fed up with our attitude.
anyway i didn't really mind,
since i was chionging my baozhangbaodao.

4) went for cca, which started at 150pm.
Ms Lukic came to supervise,
and we were doing some groupwork thingum for SYF.
Daine made me group with her, Cola, Mingwei,
Charles, Alaric and two sec1 guys. (i think)
it was... unproductive.
Ms Lukic was very concerned about our group.
tbh, it was cause of Mingwei's constant opposition. -.-

5) cca ended in 1 hour :DD AWESOME.
everybody (i think) was like YESSS
when Ms Lukic said we could go already.
hilled down with Daine & Cola,
went to Simei Starbucks with Daine.
bought venti Toffee Nut Frap,
which is not bad but i couldn't finish it.
most of the stuff left was whipped cream, luckily

6) sat there talking about random stuff for 2 hours,
then went home

TODAY (051110):

1) went to eat dimsum just now with family at Changi.
yummy, but i was having the flu so i couldn't really enjoy it.
wb9yi 19y8 t60p u0u

2) went for my haircut after that.

ehhh. nothing much else.
everything these days is so underrated. gah.

~

I've really been on a bender and it shows.

words cannot begin to describe my love for MCR ♥
nah i'm just kidding.

TUESDAY (021110):

1) went to Lianne's house with Tania
to bake blondies after school.

2) firstly, the three of us went to WS supermarket with Christine.
ate my granola bar there cause i was starving,
and i kept worrying that the market people
would think i stole it from there.

3) bought all the necessary ingredients,
then walked to her house.
wah, super long can! lucky i live where i am now o_o

4) reached her home and was greeted by Max's barking.
emm. Max is cute, but super AA. seriously.
he shuts up when you pet him, but when you go away,
he starts barking again. -rolls eyes- AA dog.

5) i tried to help in the process, i really did.
but either one of the folks would 'tsk' me
and take away what i was doing and say stuff like
"zoey i think when you grow up you won't be a good housewife"
or "zoey i think the only thing you can do is sing"
HURT MY FEELINGS. fine lor, next time i slack

6) cook instant noodles also don't let me.
so i resorted to hanging around the kitchen randomly
or petting Max to shut him up. sigh.

7) ate the instant noodles for lunch,
then ate a few blondies.
it was okay-ish, except that it was too sweet
+ a bit hard.

8) went upstairs to Lianne's bedroom to watch Mean Girls.
the air-con was cold so we ended up half-lying in Lianne's bed in the dark.
somebody kept trying to be suggestive, PERVERT

9) ohoh Tania screamed two times.
first time Lianne scared her by hiding in the cupboard
when Tania went to the toilet.
so when she came back Lianne jumped out and yelled 'boo'
and Tania screamed loudly. LOLOL

10) second time Tania came back from toilet,
she expected Lianne to be in the cupboard again,
but unfortunately Lianne was behind the bedroom door.
HAHAHA

11) went home by bus with Tania after the movie.
brother asked me to go watch The Social Network with him at Tamp,
but by the time we got home i think it would be around 10 to 11,
and it's NC16 so i was scared they'd check my ezlink.
so another day

TODAY (031110):

1) hilled down with Lynchua, Kim, Sam.
Lyn came to my house to watch BB's G.R.E.A.T Concert 09 with me.

2) it was not bad, there were a lot of times
when i wished i was one of the spectators there.
seriously it seems so fun! T.T
we both got jealous of the female dancers that kept coming out,
and rewinded the parts when one of the members showed their abs LOL.

3) seriously, YB has like, the perfect body.
just that he's too damn short! 170 for a Korean guy is like -_-
and i found out TVXQ's Changmin is 190 o_o omgawwwd.
makes me even more infatuated with him HAHA man that sounds weird

4) watched the first disk, we're gonna watch the second one next week :D

5) then she went home at 4 and i went to eat noodles for dinner.

ende! i am really bored.

~

Killjoys, make some noise.

i hate my freaking throat D:
i ate too many fried prawns yesterday,
all my dad's fault for making them so tasty dayumm
just kidding. i better not fall sick.
i hate falling sick!

TODAY (011110):

1) kept making lame comments about the date. LOL

2) chemlab was quite interesting. (surprisingly)
english passed quite fast.
so did recess. ditto physics.
(Ms Ng is a joke!) same for emath.
and finally school was over!

3) went to hang around canteen with Lianne & Tania.
ate my energy bar. and Tania just had to go flick crumbs all over me.
(she's gonna say i started it)

4) cha guan was... boring.
i like the part where we got to eat,
but other than that,
it was like a replay of ACC all over again.
-shudders-

5) on the ride back,
Kairong and i fell asleep
(i woke up at some point to discover
myself in a rather unyam position)
and later woke up only to laugh at Zhenying + Mt
who were sleeping very unglamly HAHAHA
i got pix

6) hilled down with Lianne & Tania after that.

gotta go, i need to bathe!
pray i don't fall ill!

JOJO ♥

~

Happy happy happy

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FRANK IERO! :D
MCR ROCK ON \m/

Because the only hope for me is you.

~

I'm not afraid.

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today
I'm breaking out of this cage I'm in
I'm standing up; Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough; now I'm so fed up
Tryna put my life back together right now

i love you Eminem.

gonna blog about the past few days, starting from Wed.
(cause i randomly feel like typing,
and GAH Lianne's blogsong is irritating me)
i keep wanting to listen to Eminem's playlist
but Arizona by Hey Monday is annoying LOL

WEDNESDAY (271010):

1) nothing much to say about school.
slacked for some periods, felt bored for some.

2) (random: i'm getting irritated by Rihanna's voice now)
went to cook pumpkin soup at Tania's house after school with Lianne,
armed with a rented movie (I Love You Beth Cooper)

3) NC16 but the auntie totally didn't say anything.
this proves we look 16 /pam

4) actually Tania did all the cooking,
Lianne and i just watched the movie LOL

THURSDAY (281010):

1) OFFICAL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
(but not for sec3s -.- damn AHS)

2) had music 1st period,
Mr Wee taught a bit for emath 2nd period.
played Reversi with Kairong during emath + PE.

3) i think i'm gonna miss a lot of my teachers next year ):
i love my teachers this year!
eg. Mr Wee, Mr Yong, CZH, Mr Goh
i hope we're gonna keep most of our teachers next year,
but very unlikely. hai D:

4) had spring cleaning after recess.
i don't geddit: why call it spring cleaning
when it's obviously summer all year round in SG?

5) the windows and wall thingums are freaking disgusting.
the cloth i used was damn dirty when i finished cleaning both.

6) the vandalism on my table can't be removed,
even the pencil ones.
i'm starting to regret drawing all that stuff on my table.
the only things i don't regret is probably
the My Chemical Romance one and a few others.
next year imma do a Eminem and a BFMV one <3

7) went to Vivo City after school with Lianne.
watched Not Again- not too bad but quite cliched.
according to Lianne, she peeked at me while i was watching (perv)
and when the whole cinema was laughing, i was just sitting there stone-faced

8) after that, went to window-shop.
funniest part was when i suggested picking out outfits
for each other to try. obviously,
we picked the most horrendous ones for each other.
Lianne picked me this pink frilly dress
(i don't know if it's just coincidence
or maybe she knows i hate wearing both pink and frills)
and a black dress that looks like smth you'll wear to a funeral.
-touchwood- i picked her the 2 most obscene dresses i could find.

9) i took pictures of them,
and she wants me to post them on my blog,
but i haven't and i don't intend to for now, HAHA

10) walked around and i forgot how we started pretending
to speak with Caucasian accents. super funny,
we got quite a bit of attention from people around us.
spoke like that for three hours straight,
until we got so used to it that
when we finally spoke SG accents again,
it felt VERY weird LOL

FRIDAY (291010):

1) spent the morning + afternoon surfing Youtube.

2) band meetup arranged at 5 at my place.
Lianne reached at 430pm.
open my door as quickly as possible to scare her
and it worked; she jumped LOL

3) Tania reached soon after,
went downstairs to meet her and a freaky incident happened.

4) went in the lift and twice the lift doors closed,
then opened loudly again!
first time, Lianne walked out immediately with the o_o face
second time, she screamed and ran out,
and i followed her out, feeling quite scared by her.
walao, normally i wouldn't be so freaked out by just a lift,
but the look on her face deserved a Grammy award.
and this time, the lift doors closed without us normally,
and went down immediately! tell me, scary or not

5) met Tania (we took the other lift, nothing happened)
and ate at Subway for dinner, then came back up to my place.

6) Sarah arrived at 6, practised and practised.
originally we wanted to do two songs:
Hero by Drew Ryan Scott <33 and Heartbreaking, by me & Lianne,
but Hero took up a lot of our time D:
walao, all my piano chords were inaccurate by a semitone,
and we only realised it an hour later. tmd

7) Kodak moment: the camera was on,
and we all got distracted by the tv,
with the exception of Lianne who was mentally
noting to herself to screenshot that
and post it on her blog HAHAHA.
our faces super funny!
(visit her blog to see it!)

8) was pressured to finish the recording asap,
cause Sarah had to leave.
so it was... :/ average. LOL.

9) i hate my family!
my brother thinks Tania's voice is 'sweeter than mine',
my father thinks Tania 'can sing'.
-runs to a corner to sob-

10) but Lianne said smth that made me feel very touched that day.
she said "Zoey i think you have the talent to be a songwriter."
THANKYOU -cries- -hugs-

RANDOM:
EH i suddenly remembered i wanted to watch
my Big Bang cd D:

AND i want MCR's album so bad ):
heard from Carmen that it's only $14!
$Y(&YT (VY@%)
that's it, i'm going to HMV sometime soon

SATURDAY (301010):

1) woke up at 8am today D:
super sleepy please.

2) reached Suntec just on time (945am)
for my Grade 5 theory exam. (don't laugh!)

3) saw Chua Jinyi there,
and my mom commented that
his legs are skinnier than mine.

4) theory was okay-okay.
i think i'll pass. -crosses fingers-

5) ate lunch at foodcourt.
the food not bad leh.

6) met Carmen at nearly 1pm at Bugis Mrt,
since our old batch outing was cancelled :L

7) walked around Bugis randomly,
tried on wigs HAHAH i looked ridiculous.
went to City Hall too, i felt super tired
from all the walking D:

8) reached home early today, like around 5pm.
and i used the com for about 3 hours o_o
shocker.

my blog is super dead LOL

PS. i didn't write the previous post.

~

nia

i love love love love love Tania. She's like the most awesome person i've ever met!

Look Alive, Sunshine.

NOTE: THIS POST WAS MEANT TO BE POSTED ON TUESDAY.

guess what?
i decided to post in point form
about the past week LOL
tbh, most info are from Lianne's blog.
check it out; quite interesting (to me).
http://rundownhills.blogspot.com
not bad leh Lianne, i helped you promote your blog!

MONDAY (181010):

1) Ne-Yo's birthday! i didn't really remember at first T.T
which reminds me. i thought MCR's Frank was Ray
and Ray was Frank. just like how i thought LP's Chester
was Mike and Mike was Chester! omg, i am such a bad fan.

2) Mini Olypmics. waste of time.
spent the time playing Truth or Dare
in 3J with 3J girls. Lianne keep getting hit LOL
her dares all super funny.

3) did something very naughty during recess.
no names shall be mentioned HAHA

4) went Aston's at T2 (?) after school with Lianne.
i like the staff there, so funny & friendly :D
i want to work there next time, parttime heh

TUESDAY (191010):

1) forced Lianne to go to school for me,
cause her and Tania's parents allowed them to pon,
and my mom wouldn't let me
because Mrs JY called her before about ponning -.-
in the end Daine asked me to accompany her LOL
but being the loyal friend i am, i said sorry i can't.
so sorry Lianne, you need not have come actually hahaha

2) went to 18 Chefs' to eat with Lianne & Tania.
crowded ttm. went to my place after that.
brother was very antisocial (as usual)
and got Lianne and Tania thinking he's scary (?)

3) watched School of Rock, man i've missed that show.

WEDNESDAY (201010):

1) spent the whole day at home.
it's one of those rare days that i don't feel like going out.
turned on 987fm and Youtube-d and Wattpad-ed.
quite boring actually.

THURSDAY (211010):

1) lessons ended at 245 that day,
so we got back most of our results D:
got back everything except chem + elit.
actually still okay lah,
compared to my midyears.
i failed physics & music though. LOL

2) went to walk around TM after school with the two zhabors.
was squabbling with Tania and the b-word slipped out HAHA
at first i thought she was actually angry with me. LOL

FRIDAY (221010):

1) the day passed relatively fast.
i did well for elit (according to my standards)
and i passed chem by 2.5m.
should i be happy or sad?
seeing as mr goh apparently said
49% of the cohort failed.

(walao my house suddenly smells like shit)

2) waited for Lianne to 'end cca' at 3,
then we hilled down and went to eat WS's pasta.
eat until super full, but thank god
no Popeye's symptoms.

3) anyhow took bus again, boarded a 12.
ended up at East Coast, spotted Udders' Icecream
and went to eat. i love East Coast :D

SATURDAY (231010):

1) went to catch Takers @ E!Hub with Lianne.
it's about a gang of professional robbers
who take on an incredibly tough mission.
AND GUESS WHAT. CHRIS BROWN IS ONE OF THEM!
i almost screamed when i saw him LOL
i was like -is that really him!-
and walao, i was the only one in the cinema
who noticed. are there really no CB fans in SG? T.T

2) Lianne liked another one of the gang,
he's called Hayden Christansen in real life.
quite cute, in the movie always wear this Ne-Yo style hat one.
(unfortunately he was the first robber to die HAHAHA)
then there was this tough guy (leader of the group) called G,
and Chris Brown's character Jesse has a brother called Jake,
and the last is a sort of like their vice-leader.
yep, that makes five. go catch the movie! it's not bad :D

3) visited Pasir Ris playground.
spotted some mice near this construction site.
failed in taking any photos of them -shrug-
i sacrificed a few bits of my Subway cookie
just to lure them out somemore.
YOU INGRATES

4) separated early that day cause
it was my dad's birthday :D
went to eat at a Chinese restaurant in Tiong Bahru.
got this quite cute waiter who keep walking around LOL.

SUNDAY (241010):

1) stayed home again, like Wed.
mainly cause the haze was really bad.
so horrible, hai, what happened
to SG's 'clean and green city' reputation?
ruined by Indonesia! cheh

MONDAY (251010):

1) yet another day at school.
i don't understand why they make us come to school,
when there's nothing to do there.
we're supposed to behave and sit and read books & whatever.
might as well hold the ALPs now,
so we don't need to come back during holidays!
walao, hate this school

2) after school went to Tania's place with her & Lianne.
rented Spiderwick and The Vampire's Assistant.
TVA sucked -.- Spiderwick was not bad,
but a bit too unbelievable for my taste.

3) made pasta salad which was awful,
thanks to the mayonnaise.
don't know why but the mayonnaise really tasted bleh.

4) Tania kept touching me that day.
poke, pinch, scratch, tickle, smack, brush,
you name it, she did it. PERV!

TUESDAY (261010):

1) yet another day. sigh.

2) after school, went to E!Hub
with Lianne Tania Christine Zijun to eat at Gelare's.
not bad, but too much of it makes you feel weird.

3) went to playground to play.
Zijun went crazy on the spinspin thing HAHAHA
damn funny omg. it was so funny, Tania peed in her pants.
OMG RIGHT yeah i know. then she took off her skirt
and sat on one of the swings.
after that none of us dared to go on that swing LOL.

4) headed to this structure thingum to sit.
was already climbing on top when Christine suddenly screamed.
we all looked at her and she pointed and there
was like A LOT of red ants swarming on the side.
immediately, all of us screamed and ran away
like little kids HAHAHAHA.
i can only imagine now what we must've looked like to other people.

5) so we headed to yet another faraway playground,
to prank call people. i swear the heat was horrible.
if you picked up your phone that day
and heard people singing the Spongebob theme/
Katy Pery's Hot N Cold/Bruno Mars' Nothin On You/
somebody claiming to be an 18-year-old from 987FM,
then it was most probably us LOL.

6) Pinyi's Twitter:

"Some idiot called me and all I heard was the spongebob theme. What was that for. Number at 983*****. "

LOLOL. and that was my number, uncensored.
Lianne kept laughing whenever she saw it.

~

Because they sleep with a gun, and keep an eye on you son.

the Way brothers ♥♥



MCR ♥♥♥♥♥ Bob i miss you ):

sorry, nowadays i feel very lazy to blog LOL
according to my intelligent sources,
i blog too much about guys, music & random stuff
ain't my fault! i'm just lazy.
piano theory is coming up.
i cannot afford to fail! (literally)

-inserts meaningless stuff here-

oh before i forget!
my wishlist:

1. a YG concert
2. MCR's album
3. Ne-Yo's album
4. marry Mikey Way

LOL BYE

~

Your tears don't fall; they crash around me.

top six hottest dudes everrrrrrr.
(in no particular order)

1. Steven Strait
(acted as Warren Peace from Sky High;
at 10 years old i already thought he was cute)
2. Ian Somerhalder
(acts as a vampire from Vampire Diaries;
his green eyes are killer o_o)
3. Bobby Edner
(youngest member of VFC :D)
4. Mitch Hewer
(British actor/model)
5. Mikey Way
(MCR's bassist)
6. Cam Gigandet
(the vampire James from Twilight)

i'm currently spazzing over Mikey Way.
i keep telling myself he's married,
but to no avail. -shrug-
Alicia Simmons is one lucky girl!
and i think it's really coincidental
that they're both bassists for punk rock bands. LOL
they must be the cutest couple ever :D

and i'm in love with BFMV now too.
i got hooked on their songs.
ehhh... everytime i want to blog,
i have so much to say,
then i click on 'New Post' and
my mind goes blank LOL.

so bye :D

~

i never thought Ne-Yo could dance! LOL
and i think Columbus Short was cute when he was younger /pam
like, Save The Last Dance 2 kind of younger.
soooo cuuuute

oh and sorry i haven't been updating fully much recently.
nothing to blog about seriously.
okay maybe have, but i think you'll be bored
by my incessant blabbering.
so to save us both the trouble,
i suggest you go and check out
Lianne & Nia's blogs. LOL
Lianne: http://rundownhills.blogspot.com
Tania: http://w-andering.blogspot.com

Lianne blogged about MBS hotel stay (Marina Bay Sands)
and Tania blogged about our evening cooking at her place.
go see, i can promise you won't be bored
since there's a lot of pictures.
(i was always too lazy to take pictures & upload)

today was a pretty uneventful day.
just stayed home and used the computer.
brother bought sushi home for lunch,
parents are coming home to cook later.
luckily the weather today is a whole lot better,
but it's hella hazy out there, so scary.

mmm.
nothing else to blog LOL
i feel so lifeless haha

~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EMINEM (171010)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NE-YO (181010)

~

Cause this is heartbreaking.

brother got a elec guitar from one of my many uncles.
i so wanna learning it too. LOL.
have to admit, he's actually quite a fast learner,
when it comes to stuff like this.
like, stuff he's actually interested in.
dad's playing it now, some oldies song
that's actually not bad. zai much,
I ALSO WANT TO LEARN. EI J9823Y98Y 2Q
anyway, brother tuned his guitar by ear,
dad and i were both quite surprised.
my brother has amazing hearing okay. LOL

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH i want to learn.
brother taught me how to play notes on it today.
HAHA i shall attempt to learn chords soon.
and soon i'll be learning a second instrument!
-dances around- ahem, but don't count your eggs before they hatch.
so i shall take it slow. elec guitar here i come :D
(my newfound interest will probably last a few days)

i have to bathe now,
i'm as sticky as a lollipop.
DISGUSTING.

hai, i want to be as zai as my father in guitar ):

~

Puts me, puts me in a place that I can't even explain.

AAAAAAAHHHH.

Tynisha Keli performed live at Westfield on my birthdayyyyy.
please don't ask me where's Westfield because
i have no idea either, but i know it's in US. LOL.
if i had the money i'd fly there on my birthday
and watch her perform <3
NISH IS MY IDOL.
she's like the next Jojo or something.
hai, so sad i missed it ):
damn crowd didn't even holler.

anyway some random funny incidents that happened yesterday.

was leaving MBS hotel when Lianne realised
we left something behind.
went to the concierge and told her,
and all was well up till she inquired
what the item we left behind was.
the three of us exchanged glances
and Tania paiseh-ly said 'a bag of chips.'
LOL. felt so cheapo.

(ooh just found out Westfield is in San Francisco :/)

and then Lianne and i went to watch Eat Pray Love yesterday.
saw, in the dark, a couple in front,
with the girl leaning on the guy's shoulder lovingly.
Lianne was like 'let's do it too' /pam
then both of us leaned on each other and bumped our heads
and said 'ow' at the same time.

then on the way back in the train,
Lianne sniffed the air and asked 'did you fart'
and this guy opposite immediately looked up HAHAHAH
guilty conscience much?

TYNISHA KELIIIIIIIIII <3

i'll blog about MBS later LOL

~

Park Bom - You & I

last post was like 6 days ago, on my birthday. LOL.
feels like so long ago!
i'm proud of myself for having stayed away so long :D

recently nothing much,
what with the teachers chionging last-minute chapters,
handing out worksheets like no tomorrow,
wishing good luck and preparing us for EOYs.
and i'm starting to get eye circles
from staying up till 11pm.
i shall sleep earlier tonight. -nods-

can't remember much for lessons,
except that i feel very frustrated with my two C5 subjects,
Chem & Music. horrible ttm
chem's like, urgh need to study a lot that kind
Music, i think i'm slooooowly improving,
but still at a horrible standard.
that day Mrs Sng played us a Grieg extract,
don't know why but time seemed to pass super fast that period,
every few seconds or so she'll announce
that she's playing the extract again
(we only get to hear it 4 times,
and we have to answer a lot of questions within about 1minute altogether)

and i was shocked whenever she said she'll replay,
and i keep rushing and got very ARGH-ish
and i cried to myself, omg.
i know what you're thinking, like that also can cry,
whatthehell right. but i just felt so DAMNIT

anyway, nothing much other than that.
these few days have been just going to school,
going to study at airport after that with Lianne,
then home again. it's like, mundane (?)
right, life's mundane. -sigh-
but let's be optimistic.
all this is gonna end after EOYs! :D
after EOYs i can go shop with Lianne and Nia,
watch movies, eat good food,
meetup with the band, and whatever.

yep. don't know what to say anymore LOL
gonna listen to MCR now, then sleep.
i'm bloody tired today.
SS & Amath were like...
well, don't even talk about it.

BYE, & HWAITING!

~

omg the guy who sang the songs in Starstruck
is not Sterling Knight the lead actor,
but DREW RYAN SCOTT!
omg i swore i knew that voice from somewhere,
and it didn't sound like Sterling Knight,
but yet i couldn't think who it belonged to.
Drew Ryan Scott, like duh!
how could i ever forget his voice!

so Lianne, you actually like a Varsity song!
-claps excitedly- i'm even more in love with Hero now,
after hearing it's from a member of VARSITY.
-squeals- heh. silly me!

~

today is a very special day...
i'm sure you know why,
because if you don't, then you're not my friend!
go away! hmph.

yeah well anyway it's my birthday (flips hair)
and i wanna thank loads of poktards for the sms wishes :D
in order of timing:
Huiwen, Lianne, Dionne, Tania, Sarah, Elaine, Lifang,
Carmen, Zhouyang, Daine, Yy, Nicola.
and my piano teacher and the classmates who wished
during chem extra lesson!
thanks LOL

surprisingly, Huiwen was first to wish me LOL
it was an unsaved number and i thought it was some kinda
spam message or something HAHA.
but thanks (if you ever read this) and you're a really sweet junior :D

and thanks Lianne & Tania for the skirt
(i love it but it's kind of short LOL i'll wear it out i promise)
and i need to stop saying LOL -.-
i admit, normally i tell people my big day's coming up
because i'm excited, but they always misinterpret it
and they think i'm hinting for a present or something :/
so i stopped saying it this year,
and yet this year, more people than ever remembered my birthday!
ahhh thanks guys, love you all :D
i'm touched; that shows you do think of me
-wipes tear dramatically- (heh Lianne's tm)

soo...
I'M FINALLY FIFTEEN.
no more being fourteen! -dances around-
lots of things have happened in one year.
(oh Zt just sms-wished me too LOL)
i got new specs! my hair grew like tons longer apparently,
that's what a lot of people have been saying.
and i made new friends in 3L (my god sounds so cheesy)
and i guess i do get in the occasional trouble
(but hey life without being behind bars is so good)
and of course, i grew about 2cm or so /pam
(i can see all your jealous faces)
and i promise i'll... try (?) to stop growing.
but hey i can't help it you know!
HAHA okay okay i'll stop it now

and yeah, turning fifteen feels great :D

now i shall blog about yesterday and today!
once again thanks for everything guys,
it's friends like you who really make me happy (:

YESTERDAY (FRIDAY):
was Children's Day! hope all the kiddos out there had a great day.
after school, Lianne Tania and I imprompt-edly decided
to go to Tania's house to hang out.
we were gonna cook dinner and watch a movie there :D
went to NTUC and shopped around for groceries like aunties.
bought carrots, cabbage, chicken fillet, onions, apple juice
and i'm not sure if there's anything else.
then we went to rent a movie, Starstruck.

it was a Disney movie.
i know Disney movies are cheesy ttm,
but they're fun to watch!

went to her house and started cooking.
Lianne chopped carrots and cabbage,
i whisked eggs, marinated chicken and peeled an onion.
Tania mainly supervised us LOL.
after that she did the frying while we just watched
and helped her get water and salt and whatever.
Lianne and her obssession with oyster sauce, HAHA.

the food was okay-ish.
Lianne and Tania were like T.T
hai, 做人要看开一点嘛！
watched Tania's Channel U Korean drama while eating,
then washed the dishes with Tania before playing Starstruck.
movie was also okay i guess HAHA.
minus the cheesy scenes and puppy love plot,
i think it wasn't too bad.
turned off all the lights and watched it cinema-style,
which made Lianne get scared
even though she was the one who insisted on turning off the lights.

OH the songs were awesome!
omgawd, the songs are like addictive.
Hero's still stuck in my head :D

don't feel like blogging about today anymore LOL.
but it was a great day, thanks all!

bye~ :D

I LOVE PAULA DEANDA'S SONGS :D

was randomly bloghopping,
came to Daine's blog and found a sort-of quiz.
feels like so long since i did a quiz.
remember i used to do it like way back,
probably sec1 or something.
hai, good times, good times.

15 things that i love:

1. you! :D
2. Ne-Yo, Mitch Hewer, Chris Brown, and the list goes on and on.
3. my headphones. they're not technically mine, i mean they're my brother's, but well, siblings should share right. HAHA.
4. going out!
5. yummy food.
6. a good read. -nerdface-
7. surprises!
8. writing songs?
9. my bed
10. cold (but not wet) weather.
11. comfy clothes :D
12. camwhoring
13. Starbucks
14. the airport
15. singing!

10 things i hate:
1. you D: just kidding.
2. commercial artists. Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Miley Cyrus and whatnot.
3. cca
4. Autotune
5. AA people
6. hot weather
7. Chemistry. (just realised that's #9 on Daine's list)
8. horror movies (not exactly hate, more of scared LOL)
9. that time of the month
10. jeans

10 things you might not know:
1. i love ice-cream. hah, you probably already know that.
2. i love you /pam HAHA
3. i think i may be growing to like shopping. -gasp-
4. i like the smell of staircases. k that just sounds weird.
5. i cry easily. (it never used to be that way!)
6. my memory is improving!
7. i have no monehhhhh. damnit.
8. i like to play pranks.
9. i'm thinking of a way to cut up my long-sleeved shirt.
10. i'm glad this quiz has ended because i'm bored now.

HAHA. random much.

ehh, today was okay.
had oral, i got Mrs. J Koh.
i guess it was quite okay.
was a bit pissed that they made us wait
for like 1 whole hour in that classroom though.
i mean, if the teachers are gonna have lunch,
can't they at least tell us to come later or something? :/

anyway hilled down with Yy Lifang Kairong after oral.
well, actually sort of just Kairong.
the other two were lagging behind.
come to think of it, i don't remember saying bye o_o

Kairong and i went to Changi Airport
to meet Lianne, Tania, Zijun, Christine, Emily, Pam, Pinyi.
didn't really talk much to the others except Kairong
cause we sat at separate tables LOL.
Kr bought western food, i bought some Korean noodles thingum.
not bad leh, but a little bit spicy.

bought soya bean then when Emily and Kr
said they were leaving for church,
Christine said she was gonna go i think,
then Pam and Pinyi said they were gonna go too
and ended up the whole group left hahaha.

so the others left while me, Lianne, Tania, Zijun, Christine
went to Mac's. supposed to study, but ended up chatting o_o
talked about Wattpad mostly. and we talked for like 3 hours!
Tania and Lianne found out about my Wattpad account
and were kinda mad that i didn't tell them earlier HAHA.

then blablablah, Christine went home earlier.
the rest of us travelled to Tanahmerah Mrt
when we decided to go. Tania and Zijun went home,
Lianne and i decided to anyhow board bus again,
at Tamp Interchange. LOL.
got on a double-decker 28, somehow travelled to Joo Chiat (?)
some old old heartland place. there was nothing to do ):
so we got on a 115 that would bring us to Paya Lebar Mrt.

on the way, we saw City Plaza!
damn, if only we'd wandered to the other direction right?
so we got off at Paya Lebar Mrt and walked to CP.
and omgawd, the clothes there are like.. -droolz-
there's clothes that suit Lianne's taste,
there's clothes that also suit my taste!
hahaha but it kinda sucked cause we didn't have moneh.
we promised each other to go there one day after exams,
and to make sure we're loaded when we do. LOL.
i am so waiting for that day.

ahh, only the window shopping part today was actually fun. haha.
my first time finding a shopping trip fun /pam
you know, i may actually grow to like shopping!
and i like shopping with Lianne. /shy
Tania, don't be jealous, next time you two go out,
and i can be your "pet dog"/"lamppost". hmph.

haha abrupt end. imma listen to Se7en now <3

~

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
"I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself"
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
"Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more", "Daddy you're lying
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it wit'cha"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late"
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding",
"But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?"
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
"But baby wait", "It's too late Dad, you made the choice
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

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if anyone asks,
Mitch Hewer is my latest imaginary boyfriend.
HAHAHA. i'm just kidding.
ladies, i know you're hyperventilating.
it's okay, you're not the only one.
-points to yours truly excitedly-
i don't usually dig British blonde dudes,
but what can i say?
DAYUMMMMMM. :D

so i'm pretty glad that i didn't go for mooncake festival,
because somebody said it sucked,
and lianne and tania went for their class outing in the end.
and come to think of it, the moon ain't that bright tonight.
psh, what a disappointment. ohwell.
EOYs are coming up! -inserts complaints here-
are you feeling the heat? /pam

mmmm i don't know what else to say.
heh. MITCH HEWER <3

(edit)
that reminds me,
today i told yy i saw a nude picture
of Mitch Hewer on the Net before
(but nothing was revealed)
and i expected her to be totally disgusted,
but shockingly she actually gave me the O_O face
and looked like she was gonna die hyperventilating.

LOLOL.
now who's the boy crazy one, cheh

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can't believe i haven't posted for so long!
exams are in... approximately 3 weeks,
and i can't believe i'm a secthree already,
having my end-years in 3 weeks!
shocking much D:
i wish time would slow down.
i don't wanna grow up!

ahhhh.
i promise myself i will at least
read something that's not Wattpad over the weekend.
but now, i will enjoy myself :D
Mooncake Festival tomorrow!
get prepared for a beautiful big bright moon(:

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back from Tania's sort-of-early birthday celeb,
but only lianne & i were invited (aww)

woke up at 630am,
went for dimsum for parents & brother.
don't ask why; i know it's really random.
anyway it was quite nice,
not say excellent until
can have like tens of people
queueing up outside the restaurant,
so i don't know why there were so many people.

then dad fetched me to Paya Lebar mrt.
met Lianne at 1025am,
waited for Nia & her mom.
they came and we went to Kallang.
awkward train ride LOL.

Random:
I LOVE EMINEM NOW HAHA

then we got to Kallang Leisure Centre,
went Kbox first.
the room was quite comfy haha.
some awkwardness with Nia's mom there. :/
but okay lah. chose lots of songs,
sing sing sing.
don't know why but when i listened to
Love The Way You Lie,
i somehow really like Eminem's rapping.
-surprised-

Kbox-ed till like 2pm.
the food there is bleh.
then we went to ice-skate.
stood outside the ice skating place for like,
several uncomfortable minutes,
because i really really didn't wanna ice-skate.
was scared i'll regret; $16.50 somemore! D:

finally i gave in to peer pressure
(as usual) and we went in.
i got really scared when we put on the skaters,
because it's super hard to walk in them!
could barely balance.
it was about ten times worse,
when we stepped into the ice-skating rink.
it was a struggle to even keep my balance. -sob-

i felt really really horrible,
because i was a total noob.
and Nia & Lianne were like holding my hand
and totally leading me through the rink.
and every few seconds i'll lose my balance and stumble.
but thankfully i only fell once.
saw a lot of people who fell too,
felt so sorry for them LOL.

there were a lot of nooby skaters like me (no offense),
so whenever i was holding up the people clutching
to the side barriers for dear life,
i would offer them my hand and guide them across
with a paiseh smile ): really very... $*!&()%&*)(
so i was just relieved to find people worse/same as me LOL.
of course, i only offered females/lil kids my hand /pam

ah, at the end of two hours it was finally over.
got a blister on my left ankle
and a wet ass from the fall earlier,
but that was all the injuries i had.
no muscle aches some more! :D

k then went to Starbucks,
Nia & Lianne bought drinks.
then went to KFC for dinner.

(Tania peeling fats off her chicken.)

chatted, walked around the mall,
then Lianne went to meet her parents,
Tania and i went home.
quite fun (:






aw don't be shy /pam

Lianne: "how did that (Tania) come out from that (her mom) ?"

HAHA so bad

so loving

sorry but the next few photos are random.

i have no idea how to switch the order of photos! D:

i don't think you'll be interested to know what i scribbled anyway HAHA

ah, i want this top from Forever 21!

chio jacket

if i buy this, this would be my second shirt with 'Brooklyn' on it

lyrics for 'Bullet', aka the unfinished result of me & Lianne's three-hour long hard work at Starbucks

contrasting picture: Dwayne & Nigel emo-ing behind, Zhenying & Cherie... well, you can see

Mt & Chawit, /pam

my mother being obssessed with Lee Minho (watching one of his dramas. -rolls eyes)

really wonder how Lee Minho would feel,
if he knew a 15-year-old girl isn't interested in him,
but her 50-year-old mother is.

scar that Yy gave to me using her pen (it was an accident hor)

accidental printout from my ppt slide at the library, also Yy's mistake HAHA

okay the rest of the pics are from today!

apparently this is act sexy, but i don't know what Lianne & Tania are doing

act cool

Avril Lavigne's eyes look scary here

i got Cold Teh Tarik

Tania's pants drying up from the fall.
Tania, is Lianne take one, not me hor

oh, and our falls were because of Lianne.
she fell down and pulled me along with her!
and i pulled Tania along with me LOL.
yet after that, Lianne kept saying:
"if you fall you must let me go first hor!"

CHEH

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Youtubers vs Wattpaders

ahhh, why are Youtube and Wattpad users so different?
i mean just now i was watching this Steve Irwin video,
on how he died and whatever.
and on the comments page,
you do get the nice comments, like

"Dude i loved this guy. I always watched his show. When i was little like 7 i would go out looking for snakes and stuff just like Steve. When I heard this news i thought my parents were trying to play a horrible joke on my but it was true :( I feel bad for his family. R.I.P. Steve Irwin :(
Ashleighaatwood"

and

"I miss that man.
jiggerlicious"

or

"Omg i feel so sorry for his little daughter
LightBlueDiamondz"

but then you also get comments like

"Fucker had it coming....."

or

"Good for the ray against this nature molester"

i mean, i wasn't a big fan of Steve Irwin either,
but hello-oh. the dude's dead.
at least play nice, like seriously.

and on Wattpad you get people crying
their hearts out for fictional deaths.
(okay fine i'll admit i cried hard
when Riannan's little brother Max died)
and hey, these people don't even exist,
but you get a whole pageful of comments
about how sorry everyone is,
and how many tissues they used.

yet Youtubers laugh at a dead Australian man
they never even got to know.
i mean, what did he ever do to you?
nobody should be allowed to verbally assault
anybody they don't know, especially people
they've never even met in their lives.
(Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift
and the Jonas Brothers are exceptions.)

sigh, what is this world coming to?

but anyway, moving on.
I LOVE MITCH HEWER.
ahhhhh hot hot hot hot hot.

k i'm done.

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Dayumm, mrs sng's on the phone with mom now.

must be about that music test i flunked.
psh, things are never good when teachers call.
'yes, i saw a slight improvement in her results.
she did badly for music and chemistry..
-silence- mmm, yes you know teenagers these days,
she's all into kpop and r&b and all that,
not much interest in classical music...'
can totally hear the professional mom tone.
-rolls eyes- LOL

'i borrowed a book from my colleague,
it's very good but when i asked her
if she wanted to buy it, she didn't want to.'
meh. i told her i didn't mind.
sigh. teachers.

now she hung up.
complaining to my father in hokkien on the phone.
professional tone totally gone.
hai. off to read wattpad.
random post LOL

bye!

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There can be miracles when you believe.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOtQJ9Gutk0

Vanessa Cruz singing When You Believe.
dayumm, i'd kill to have her voice D:

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Empty trains that go nowhere.

Note: from now on,
i have decided to capitalise all names!
that is, if i don't forget or smth.

hello! :D

went out with Lianne again today.
original plan was to go Ben & Jerry's Chunk Fest,
but decided not to in the end,
when we found out it was the admission,
and not the ice-cream, that was free.
psh, horrible misleading websites.

so we train-ed to Vivo!
went to Starbucks, intended to buy
another buy-1-get-1-free coffee,
but found out the offer was after 3pm.
so we went to look around for Nia's present first.
(HAHA so aunty)

finally bought something /pam
went back to Starbucks and bought
Caramel Coffee Jelly something Latte.
forgot already, all i remember is
the name was super long.
then we finished writing the song
+ edited the chorus,
although still not very complete yet.

left and walked around,
walkwalkwalk, then go Subway for dinner.
Subway already, go home.
on the train back, got this guy
who was playing his ipod i think.
then he stood very close to me,
intruding my personal circle,
probably too engrossed in his game
to realise that there was a lot
of empty space in front of him -.-

so throughout the ride,
i kicked him two times
without saying sorry,
to politely hint that he was too damn close.
first time, he had no reaction.
second time, he shifted about one inch away.

finally when i got off the train,
i accidentally (this time it really wasn't on purpose)
touched his butt. and guess what,
he finally had a reaction.
he looked blankly at me when i walked out.
turned back, saw his face for the first time
and, don't know if i saw properly,
but from my angle he looked not bad leh.
HAHA.

abrupt end once again.

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555th post! (meant to be posted on 030910)

yes, as my title says,
this is my 555th post! :D

okay uhhh let me recall what i did
after school, for the past week.

Monday, had cca as usual.
just the same old acting.
got grouped with vanessa and phuaygeok,
and our skits mainly involved bimbotic girls,
HAHA.

oh, didn't go school on Tues,
watched Step Up 3 (AWESOME).
refer to previous post :D

Wednesday, holiday, yay.
however, i think i spent my entire day at home D:
watched HBO, saw that HSM3 was on, so i watched it.
then i watched Big Bang's latest short variety,
1 Day 2 Nights. superduperuber funny!
the soya sauce and coke part was totally killer.

Thurs: walked home with lianne tania,
didn't go for cca as i wasn't feeling well.
i'm always falling sick these days,
must be all the fast food.
went to pei tania to get her medicine,
then we ate at a coffee shop.
omg, something super funny happened.

tania spotted a red ant crawling on the table!
it was unusually huge, and quite scary.
and lianne and tania started going crazy,
trying to flick it away!
lianne looked very, very insane,
using her piece of paper and trying to
unsuccessfully smack the ant onto the nearby grass.
tania was using her metal spoon
and also trying unsuccessfully to hit it away,
while i just stood up and stared and laughed my ass off.

i can tell you,
we attracted quite a few curious and amused stares.
the tables around us were all like o_o
and smiling in our direction.
it was totally embarrassing.
and guess what, despite the red ant
only crawling towards lianne and tania
and despite them two being the only ones
trying to divert it away,
in the end i was the one who killed it -.-

the red ant crawled towards tania's tray,
and i 趁机会 to lift up her tray
and put it on top of the red ant.
i even used my finger and pressed down hard
on the part where the tray landed on the red ant!
i know it's sadistic, but desperate needs
call for desperate measures.

i hope it rests in peace.

and after that, i bought iced tea,
and tania went home
while lianne and i walked around with our drinks.
went to tamp1 and walked around.
we even saw pam and quite a few random ahs people.

ah, today was probably the most fun.
had amath extra lessons till 3.
felt quite sad when mr yong said
he definitely won't be teaching us next year.
after all, he's probably the most fun teacher.
it's nice to have a young teacher for a change,
instead of some old, grumpy, too-experienced person.

anyway, hilled down with lianne at 3.
went to airport, wanted to eat Subway,
but realised there was no Subway.
hence, we went to Killiney Kopitiam.
i had sub-standard chicken noodles D:
i thought the food there is supposed to be nice!
the wanton mee was so good last time.
lianne had meesiam.
then we went to Starbucks,
found out about the Caramel Latte/Frapuccino
buy-1-get-1-free offer :D
had a Venti Caramel Coffee Jelly Frapuccino,
$3.90 for one, so worth it for a Starbucks drink!

then we sat there and started writing our song.
the lyrics were very impromptu.
told lianne like a thousand times:
"it doesn't have to make sense!"
but she kept insisting that the song
has no storyline whatsoever/too emo (?)
psh, first time write not-so-cheerful song mah.
amteur works. ahem.

told ourselves we'd leave at 6pm.
then 630pm. and we finally left at 7pm.
HAHA. i love Starbucks' environment!
the people there are quite weird though.
-shrug-

and okay abrupt end HAHA.
oh and it's the holidays already,
yet it totally doesn't feel like lor.
don't have the relaxed holiday mood.
still got piano, extra lessons and whatever. sigh.

DD:

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