Happy happy happy

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FRANK IERO! :D
MCR ROCK ON \m/

Because the only hope for me is you.

~

I'm not afraid.

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today
I'm breaking out of this cage I'm in
I'm standing up; Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough; now I'm so fed up
Tryna put my life back together right now

i love you Eminem.

gonna blog about the past few days, starting from Wed.
(cause i randomly feel like typing,
and GAH Lianne's blogsong is irritating me)
i keep wanting to listen to Eminem's playlist
but Arizona by Hey Monday is annoying LOL

WEDNESDAY (271010):

1) nothing much to say about school.
slacked for some periods, felt bored for some.

2) (random: i'm getting irritated by Rihanna's voice now)
went to cook pumpkin soup at Tania's house after school with Lianne,
armed with a rented movie (I Love You Beth Cooper)

3) NC16 but the auntie totally didn't say anything.
this proves we look 16 /pam

4) actually Tania did all the cooking,
Lianne and i just watched the movie LOL

THURSDAY (281010):

1) OFFICAL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
(but not for sec3s -.- damn AHS)

2) had music 1st period,
Mr Wee taught a bit for emath 2nd period.
played Reversi with Kairong during emath + PE.

3) i think i'm gonna miss a lot of my teachers next year ):
i love my teachers this year!
eg. Mr Wee, Mr Yong, CZH, Mr Goh
i hope we're gonna keep most of our teachers next year,
but very unlikely. hai D:

4) had spring cleaning after recess.
i don't geddit: why call it spring cleaning
when it's obviously summer all year round in SG?

5) the windows and wall thingums are freaking disgusting.
the cloth i used was damn dirty when i finished cleaning both.

6) the vandalism on my table can't be removed,
even the pencil ones.
i'm starting to regret drawing all that stuff on my table.
the only things i don't regret is probably
the My Chemical Romance one and a few others.
next year imma do a Eminem and a BFMV one <3

7) went to Vivo City after school with Lianne.
watched Not Again- not too bad but quite cliched.
according to Lianne, she peeked at me while i was watching (perv)
and when the whole cinema was laughing, i was just sitting there stone-faced

8) after that, went to window-shop.
funniest part was when i suggested picking out outfits
for each other to try. obviously,
we picked the most horrendous ones for each other.
Lianne picked me this pink frilly dress
(i don't know if it's just coincidence
or maybe she knows i hate wearing both pink and frills)
and a black dress that looks like smth you'll wear to a funeral.
-touchwood- i picked her the 2 most obscene dresses i could find.

9) i took pictures of them,
and she wants me to post them on my blog,
but i haven't and i don't intend to for now, HAHA

10) walked around and i forgot how we started pretending
to speak with Caucasian accents. super funny,
we got quite a bit of attention from people around us.
spoke like that for three hours straight,
until we got so used to it that
when we finally spoke SG accents again,
it felt VERY weird LOL

FRIDAY (291010):

1) spent the morning + afternoon surfing Youtube.

2) band meetup arranged at 5 at my place.
Lianne reached at 430pm.
open my door as quickly as possible to scare her
and it worked; she jumped LOL

3) Tania reached soon after,
went downstairs to meet her and a freaky incident happened.

4) went in the lift and twice the lift doors closed,
then opened loudly again!
first time, Lianne walked out immediately with the o_o face
second time, she screamed and ran out,
and i followed her out, feeling quite scared by her.
walao, normally i wouldn't be so freaked out by just a lift,
but the look on her face deserved a Grammy award.
and this time, the lift doors closed without us normally,
and went down immediately! tell me, scary or not

5) met Tania (we took the other lift, nothing happened)
and ate at Subway for dinner, then came back up to my place.

6) Sarah arrived at 6, practised and practised.
originally we wanted to do two songs:
Hero by Drew Ryan Scott <33 and Heartbreaking, by me & Lianne,
but Hero took up a lot of our time D:
walao, all my piano chords were inaccurate by a semitone,
and we only realised it an hour later. tmd

7) Kodak moment: the camera was on,
and we all got distracted by the tv,
with the exception of Lianne who was mentally
noting to herself to screenshot that
and post it on her blog HAHAHA.
our faces super funny!
(visit her blog to see it!)

8) was pressured to finish the recording asap,
cause Sarah had to leave.
so it was... :/ average. LOL.

9) i hate my family!
my brother thinks Tania's voice is 'sweeter than mine',
my father thinks Tania 'can sing'.
-runs to a corner to sob-

10) but Lianne said smth that made me feel very touched that day.
she said "Zoey i think you have the talent to be a songwriter."
THANKYOU -cries- -hugs-

RANDOM:
EH i suddenly remembered i wanted to watch
my Big Bang cd D:

AND i want MCR's album so bad ):
heard from Carmen that it's only $14!
$Y(&YT (VY@%)
that's it, i'm going to HMV sometime soon

SATURDAY (301010):

1) woke up at 8am today D:
super sleepy please.

2) reached Suntec just on time (945am)
for my Grade 5 theory exam. (don't laugh!)

3) saw Chua Jinyi there,
and my mom commented that
his legs are skinnier than mine.

4) theory was okay-okay.
i think i'll pass. -crosses fingers-

5) ate lunch at foodcourt.
the food not bad leh.

6) met Carmen at nearly 1pm at Bugis Mrt,
since our old batch outing was cancelled :L

7) walked around Bugis randomly,
tried on wigs HAHAH i looked ridiculous.
went to City Hall too, i felt super tired
from all the walking D:

8) reached home early today, like around 5pm.
and i used the com for about 3 hours o_o
shocker.

my blog is super dead LOL

PS. i didn't write the previous post.

~

nia

i love love love love love Tania. She's like the most awesome person i've ever met!

Look Alive, Sunshine.

NOTE: THIS POST WAS MEANT TO BE POSTED ON TUESDAY.

guess what?
i decided to post in point form
about the past week LOL
tbh, most info are from Lianne's blog.
check it out; quite interesting (to me).
http://rundownhills.blogspot.com
not bad leh Lianne, i helped you promote your blog!

MONDAY (181010):

1) Ne-Yo's birthday! i didn't really remember at first T.T
which reminds me. i thought MCR's Frank was Ray
and Ray was Frank. just like how i thought LP's Chester
was Mike and Mike was Chester! omg, i am such a bad fan.

2) Mini Olypmics. waste of time.
spent the time playing Truth or Dare
in 3J with 3J girls. Lianne keep getting hit LOL
her dares all super funny.

3) did something very naughty during recess.
no names shall be mentioned HAHA

4) went Aston's at T2 (?) after school with Lianne.
i like the staff there, so funny & friendly :D
i want to work there next time, parttime heh

TUESDAY (191010):

1) forced Lianne to go to school for me,
cause her and Tania's parents allowed them to pon,
and my mom wouldn't let me
because Mrs JY called her before about ponning -.-
in the end Daine asked me to accompany her LOL
but being the loyal friend i am, i said sorry i can't.
so sorry Lianne, you need not have come actually hahaha

2) went to 18 Chefs' to eat with Lianne & Tania.
crowded ttm. went to my place after that.
brother was very antisocial (as usual)
and got Lianne and Tania thinking he's scary (?)

3) watched School of Rock, man i've missed that show.

WEDNESDAY (201010):

1) spent the whole day at home.
it's one of those rare days that i don't feel like going out.
turned on 987fm and Youtube-d and Wattpad-ed.
quite boring actually.

THURSDAY (211010):

1) lessons ended at 245 that day,
so we got back most of our results D:
got back everything except chem + elit.
actually still okay lah,
compared to my midyears.
i failed physics & music though. LOL

2) went to walk around TM after school with the two zhabors.
was squabbling with Tania and the b-word slipped out HAHA
at first i thought she was actually angry with me. LOL

FRIDAY (221010):

1) the day passed relatively fast.
i did well for elit (according to my standards)
and i passed chem by 2.5m.
should i be happy or sad?
seeing as mr goh apparently said
49% of the cohort failed.

(walao my house suddenly smells like shit)

2) waited for Lianne to 'end cca' at 3,
then we hilled down and went to eat WS's pasta.
eat until super full, but thank god
no Popeye's symptoms.

3) anyhow took bus again, boarded a 12.
ended up at East Coast, spotted Udders' Icecream
and went to eat. i love East Coast :D

SATURDAY (231010):

1) went to catch Takers @ E!Hub with Lianne.
it's about a gang of professional robbers
who take on an incredibly tough mission.
AND GUESS WHAT. CHRIS BROWN IS ONE OF THEM!
i almost screamed when i saw him LOL
i was like -is that really him!-
and walao, i was the only one in the cinema
who noticed. are there really no CB fans in SG? T.T

2) Lianne liked another one of the gang,
he's called Hayden Christansen in real life.
quite cute, in the movie always wear this Ne-Yo style hat one.
(unfortunately he was the first robber to die HAHAHA)
then there was this tough guy (leader of the group) called G,
and Chris Brown's character Jesse has a brother called Jake,
and the last is a sort of like their vice-leader.
yep, that makes five. go catch the movie! it's not bad :D

3) visited Pasir Ris playground.
spotted some mice near this construction site.
failed in taking any photos of them -shrug-
i sacrificed a few bits of my Subway cookie
just to lure them out somemore.
YOU INGRATES

4) separated early that day cause
it was my dad's birthday :D
went to eat at a Chinese restaurant in Tiong Bahru.
got this quite cute waiter who keep walking around LOL.

SUNDAY (241010):

1) stayed home again, like Wed.
mainly cause the haze was really bad.
so horrible, hai, what happened
to SG's 'clean and green city' reputation?
ruined by Indonesia! cheh

MONDAY (251010):

1) yet another day at school.
i don't understand why they make us come to school,
when there's nothing to do there.
we're supposed to behave and sit and read books & whatever.
might as well hold the ALPs now,
so we don't need to come back during holidays!
walao, hate this school

2) after school went to Tania's place with her & Lianne.
rented Spiderwick and The Vampire's Assistant.
TVA sucked -.- Spiderwick was not bad,
but a bit too unbelievable for my taste.

3) made pasta salad which was awful,
thanks to the mayonnaise.
don't know why but the mayonnaise really tasted bleh.

4) Tania kept touching me that day.
poke, pinch, scratch, tickle, smack, brush,
you name it, she did it. PERV!

TUESDAY (261010):

1) yet another day. sigh.

2) after school, went to E!Hub
with Lianne Tania Christine Zijun to eat at Gelare's.
not bad, but too much of it makes you feel weird.

3) went to playground to play.
Zijun went crazy on the spinspin thing HAHAHA
damn funny omg. it was so funny, Tania peed in her pants.
OMG RIGHT yeah i know. then she took off her skirt
and sat on one of the swings.
after that none of us dared to go on that swing LOL.

4) headed to this structure thingum to sit.
was already climbing on top when Christine suddenly screamed.
we all looked at her and she pointed and there
was like A LOT of red ants swarming on the side.
immediately, all of us screamed and ran away
like little kids HAHAHAHA.
i can only imagine now what we must've looked like to other people.

5) so we headed to yet another faraway playground,
to prank call people. i swear the heat was horrible.
if you picked up your phone that day
and heard people singing the Spongebob theme/
Katy Pery's Hot N Cold/Bruno Mars' Nothin On You/
somebody claiming to be an 18-year-old from 987FM,
then it was most probably us LOL.

6) Pinyi's Twitter:

"Some idiot called me and all I heard was the spongebob theme. What was that for. Number at 983*****. "

LOLOL. and that was my number, uncensored.
Lianne kept laughing whenever she saw it.

~

Because they sleep with a gun, and keep an eye on you son.

the Way brothers ♥♥



MCR ♥♥♥♥♥ Bob i miss you ):

sorry, nowadays i feel very lazy to blog LOL
according to my intelligent sources,
i blog too much about guys, music & random stuff
ain't my fault! i'm just lazy.
piano theory is coming up.
i cannot afford to fail! (literally)

-inserts meaningless stuff here-

oh before i forget!
my wishlist:

1. a YG concert
2. MCR's album
3. Ne-Yo's album
4. marry Mikey Way

LOL BYE

~

Your tears don't fall; they crash around me.

top six hottest dudes everrrrrrr.
(in no particular order)

1. Steven Strait
(acted as Warren Peace from Sky High;
at 10 years old i already thought he was cute)
2. Ian Somerhalder
(acts as a vampire from Vampire Diaries;
his green eyes are killer o_o)
3. Bobby Edner
(youngest member of VFC :D)
4. Mitch Hewer
(British actor/model)
5. Mikey Way
(MCR's bassist)
6. Cam Gigandet
(the vampire James from Twilight)

i'm currently spazzing over Mikey Way.
i keep telling myself he's married,
but to no avail. -shrug-
Alicia Simmons is one lucky girl!
and i think it's really coincidental
that they're both bassists for punk rock bands. LOL
they must be the cutest couple ever :D

and i'm in love with BFMV now too.
i got hooked on their songs.
ehhh... everytime i want to blog,
i have so much to say,
then i click on 'New Post' and
my mind goes blank LOL.

so bye :D

~

i never thought Ne-Yo could dance! LOL
and i think Columbus Short was cute when he was younger /pam
like, Save The Last Dance 2 kind of younger.
soooo cuuuute

oh and sorry i haven't been updating fully much recently.
nothing to blog about seriously.
okay maybe have, but i think you'll be bored
by my incessant blabbering.
so to save us both the trouble,
i suggest you go and check out
Lianne & Nia's blogs. LOL
Lianne: http://rundownhills.blogspot.com
Tania: http://w-andering.blogspot.com

Lianne blogged about MBS hotel stay (Marina Bay Sands)
and Tania blogged about our evening cooking at her place.
go see, i can promise you won't be bored
since there's a lot of pictures.
(i was always too lazy to take pictures & upload)

today was a pretty uneventful day.
just stayed home and used the computer.
brother bought sushi home for lunch,
parents are coming home to cook later.
luckily the weather today is a whole lot better,
but it's hella hazy out there, so scary.

mmm.
nothing else to blog LOL
i feel so lifeless haha

~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EMINEM (171010)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NE-YO (181010)

~

Cause this is heartbreaking.

brother got a elec guitar from one of my many uncles.
i so wanna learning it too. LOL.
have to admit, he's actually quite a fast learner,
when it comes to stuff like this.
like, stuff he's actually interested in.
dad's playing it now, some oldies song
that's actually not bad. zai much,
I ALSO WANT TO LEARN. EI J9823Y98Y 2Q
anyway, brother tuned his guitar by ear,
dad and i were both quite surprised.
my brother has amazing hearing okay. LOL

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH i want to learn.
brother taught me how to play notes on it today.
HAHA i shall attempt to learn chords soon.
and soon i'll be learning a second instrument!
-dances around- ahem, but don't count your eggs before they hatch.
so i shall take it slow. elec guitar here i come :D
(my newfound interest will probably last a few days)

i have to bathe now,
i'm as sticky as a lollipop.
DISGUSTING.

hai, i want to be as zai as my father in guitar ):

~

Puts me, puts me in a place that I can't even explain.

AAAAAAAHHHH.

Tynisha Keli performed live at Westfield on my birthdayyyyy.
please don't ask me where's Westfield because
i have no idea either, but i know it's in US. LOL.
if i had the money i'd fly there on my birthday
and watch her perform <3
NISH IS MY IDOL.
she's like the next Jojo or something.
hai, so sad i missed it ):
damn crowd didn't even holler.

anyway some random funny incidents that happened yesterday.

was leaving MBS hotel when Lianne realised
we left something behind.
went to the concierge and told her,
and all was well up till she inquired
what the item we left behind was.
the three of us exchanged glances
and Tania paiseh-ly said 'a bag of chips.'
LOL. felt so cheapo.

(ooh just found out Westfield is in San Francisco :/)

and then Lianne and i went to watch Eat Pray Love yesterday.
saw, in the dark, a couple in front,
with the girl leaning on the guy's shoulder lovingly.
Lianne was like 'let's do it too' /pam
then both of us leaned on each other and bumped our heads
and said 'ow' at the same time.

then on the way back in the train,
Lianne sniffed the air and asked 'did you fart'
and this guy opposite immediately looked up HAHAHAH
guilty conscience much?

TYNISHA KELIIIIIIIIII <3

i'll blog about MBS later LOL

~

Park Bom - You & I

last post was like 6 days ago, on my birthday. LOL.
feels like so long ago!
i'm proud of myself for having stayed away so long :D

recently nothing much,
what with the teachers chionging last-minute chapters,
handing out worksheets like no tomorrow,
wishing good luck and preparing us for EOYs.
and i'm starting to get eye circles
from staying up till 11pm.
i shall sleep earlier tonight. -nods-

can't remember much for lessons,
except that i feel very frustrated with my two C5 subjects,
Chem & Music. horrible ttm
chem's like, urgh need to study a lot that kind
Music, i think i'm slooooowly improving,
but still at a horrible standard.
that day Mrs Sng played us a Grieg extract,
don't know why but time seemed to pass super fast that period,
every few seconds or so she'll announce
that she's playing the extract again
(we only get to hear it 4 times,
and we have to answer a lot of questions within about 1minute altogether)

and i was shocked whenever she said she'll replay,
and i keep rushing and got very ARGH-ish
and i cried to myself, omg.
i know what you're thinking, like that also can cry,
whatthehell right. but i just felt so DAMNIT

anyway, nothing much other than that.
these few days have been just going to school,
going to study at airport after that with Lianne,
then home again. it's like, mundane (?)
right, life's mundane. -sigh-
but let's be optimistic.
all this is gonna end after EOYs! :D
after EOYs i can go shop with Lianne and Nia,
watch movies, eat good food,
meetup with the band, and whatever.

yep. don't know what to say anymore LOL
gonna listen to MCR now, then sleep.
i'm bloody tired today.
SS & Amath were like...
well, don't even talk about it.

BYE, & HWAITING!

~

omg the guy who sang the songs in Starstruck
is not Sterling Knight the lead actor,
but DREW RYAN SCOTT!
omg i swore i knew that voice from somewhere,
and it didn't sound like Sterling Knight,
but yet i couldn't think who it belonged to.
Drew Ryan Scott, like duh!
how could i ever forget his voice!

so Lianne, you actually like a Varsity song!
-claps excitedly- i'm even more in love with Hero now,
after hearing it's from a member of VARSITY.
-squeals- heh. silly me!

~

today is a very special day...
i'm sure you know why,
because if you don't, then you're not my friend!
go away! hmph.

yeah well anyway it's my birthday (flips hair)
and i wanna thank loads of poktards for the sms wishes :D
in order of timing:
Huiwen, Lianne, Dionne, Tania, Sarah, Elaine, Lifang,
Carmen, Zhouyang, Daine, Yy, Nicola.
and my piano teacher and the classmates who wished
during chem extra lesson!
thanks LOL

surprisingly, Huiwen was first to wish me LOL
it was an unsaved number and i thought it was some kinda
spam message or something HAHA.
but thanks (if you ever read this) and you're a really sweet junior :D

and thanks Lianne & Tania for the skirt
(i love it but it's kind of short LOL i'll wear it out i promise)
and i need to stop saying LOL -.-
i admit, normally i tell people my big day's coming up
because i'm excited, but they always misinterpret it
and they think i'm hinting for a present or something :/
so i stopped saying it this year,
and yet this year, more people than ever remembered my birthday!
ahhh thanks guys, love you all :D
i'm touched; that shows you do think of me
-wipes tear dramatically- (heh Lianne's tm)

soo...
I'M FINALLY FIFTEEN.
no more being fourteen! -dances around-
lots of things have happened in one year.
(oh Zt just sms-wished me too LOL)
i got new specs! my hair grew like tons longer apparently,
that's what a lot of people have been saying.
and i made new friends in 3L (my god sounds so cheesy)
and i guess i do get in the occasional trouble
(but hey life without being behind bars is so good)
and of course, i grew about 2cm or so /pam
(i can see all your jealous faces)
and i promise i'll... try (?) to stop growing.
but hey i can't help it you know!
HAHA okay okay i'll stop it now

and yeah, turning fifteen feels great :D

now i shall blog about yesterday and today!
once again thanks for everything guys,
it's friends like you who really make me happy (:

YESTERDAY (FRIDAY):
was Children's Day! hope all the kiddos out there had a great day.
after school, Lianne Tania and I imprompt-edly decided
to go to Tania's house to hang out.
we were gonna cook dinner and watch a movie there :D
went to NTUC and shopped around for groceries like aunties.
bought carrots, cabbage, chicken fillet, onions, apple juice
and i'm not sure if there's anything else.
then we went to rent a movie, Starstruck.

it was a Disney movie.
i know Disney movies are cheesy ttm,
but they're fun to watch!

went to her house and started cooking.
Lianne chopped carrots and cabbage,
i whisked eggs, marinated chicken and peeled an onion.
Tania mainly supervised us LOL.
after that she did the frying while we just watched
and helped her get water and salt and whatever.
Lianne and her obssession with oyster sauce, HAHA.

the food was okay-ish.
Lianne and Tania were like T.T
hai, 做人要看开一点嘛！
watched Tania's Channel U Korean drama while eating,
then washed the dishes with Tania before playing Starstruck.
movie was also okay i guess HAHA.
minus the cheesy scenes and puppy love plot,
i think it wasn't too bad.
turned off all the lights and watched it cinema-style,
which made Lianne get scared
even though she was the one who insisted on turning off the lights.

OH the songs were awesome!
omgawd, the songs are like addictive.
Hero's still stuck in my head :D

don't feel like blogging about today anymore LOL.
but it was a great day, thanks all!

bye~ :D

I LOVE PAULA DEANDA'S SONGS :D

was randomly bloghopping,
came to Daine's blog and found a sort-of quiz.
feels like so long since i did a quiz.
remember i used to do it like way back,
probably sec1 or something.
hai, good times, good times.

15 things that i love:

1. you! :D
2. Ne-Yo, Mitch Hewer, Chris Brown, and the list goes on and on.
3. my headphones. they're not technically mine, i mean they're my brother's, but well, siblings should share right. HAHA.
4. going out!
5. yummy food.
6. a good read. -nerdface-
7. surprises!
8. writing songs?
9. my bed
10. cold (but not wet) weather.
11. comfy clothes :D
12. camwhoring
13. Starbucks
14. the airport
15. singing!

10 things i hate:
1. you D: just kidding.
2. commercial artists. Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Miley Cyrus and whatnot.
3. cca
4. Autotune
5. AA people
6. hot weather
7. Chemistry. (just realised that's #9 on Daine's list)
8. horror movies (not exactly hate, more of scared LOL)
9. that time of the month
10. jeans

10 things you might not know:
1. i love ice-cream. hah, you probably already know that.
2. i love you /pam HAHA
3. i think i may be growing to like shopping. -gasp-
4. i like the smell of staircases. k that just sounds weird.
5. i cry easily. (it never used to be that way!)
6. my memory is improving!
7. i have no monehhhhh. damnit.
8. i like to play pranks.
9. i'm thinking of a way to cut up my long-sleeved shirt.
10. i'm glad this quiz has ended because i'm bored now.

HAHA. random much.

ehh, today was okay.
had oral, i got Mrs. J Koh.
i guess it was quite okay.
was a bit pissed that they made us wait
for like 1 whole hour in that classroom though.
i mean, if the teachers are gonna have lunch,
can't they at least tell us to come later or something? :/

anyway hilled down with Yy Lifang Kairong after oral.
well, actually sort of just Kairong.
the other two were lagging behind.
come to think of it, i don't remember saying bye o_o

Kairong and i went to Changi Airport
to meet Lianne, Tania, Zijun, Christine, Emily, Pam, Pinyi.
didn't really talk much to the others except Kairong
cause we sat at separate tables LOL.
Kr bought western food, i bought some Korean noodles thingum.
not bad leh, but a little bit spicy.

bought soya bean then when Emily and Kr
said they were leaving for church,
Christine said she was gonna go i think,
then Pam and Pinyi said they were gonna go too
and ended up the whole group left hahaha.

so the others left while me, Lianne, Tania, Zijun, Christine
went to Mac's. supposed to study, but ended up chatting o_o
talked about Wattpad mostly. and we talked for like 3 hours!
Tania and Lianne found out about my Wattpad account
and were kinda mad that i didn't tell them earlier HAHA.

then blablablah, Christine went home earlier.
the rest of us travelled to Tanahmerah Mrt
when we decided to go. Tania and Zijun went home,
Lianne and i decided to anyhow board bus again,
at Tamp Interchange. LOL.
got on a double-decker 28, somehow travelled to Joo Chiat (?)
some old old heartland place. there was nothing to do ):
so we got on a 115 that would bring us to Paya Lebar Mrt.

on the way, we saw City Plaza!
damn, if only we'd wandered to the other direction right?
so we got off at Paya Lebar Mrt and walked to CP.
and omgawd, the clothes there are like.. -droolz-
there's clothes that suit Lianne's taste,
there's clothes that also suit my taste!
hahaha but it kinda sucked cause we didn't have moneh.
we promised each other to go there one day after exams,
and to make sure we're loaded when we do. LOL.
i am so waiting for that day.

ahh, only the window shopping part today was actually fun. haha.
my first time finding a shopping trip fun /pam
you know, i may actually grow to like shopping!
and i like shopping with Lianne. /shy
Tania, don't be jealous, next time you two go out,
and i can be your "pet dog"/"lamppost". hmph.

haha abrupt end. imma listen to Se7en now <3

~

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
"I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself"
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
"Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more", "Daddy you're lying
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it wit'cha"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late"
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding",
"But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?"
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
"But baby wait", "It's too late Dad, you made the choice
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

~

if anyone asks,
Mitch Hewer is my latest imaginary boyfriend.
HAHAHA. i'm just kidding.
ladies, i know you're hyperventilating.
it's okay, you're not the only one.
-points to yours truly excitedly-
i don't usually dig British blonde dudes,
but what can i say?
DAYUMMMMMM. :D

so i'm pretty glad that i didn't go for mooncake festival,
because somebody said it sucked,
and lianne and tania went for their class outing in the end.
and come to think of it, the moon ain't that bright tonight.
psh, what a disappointment. ohwell.
EOYs are coming up! -inserts complaints here-
are you feeling the heat? /pam

mmmm i don't know what else to say.
heh. MITCH HEWER <3

(edit)
that reminds me,
today i told yy i saw a nude picture
of Mitch Hewer on the Net before
(but nothing was revealed)
and i expected her to be totally disgusted,
but shockingly she actually gave me the O_O face
and looked like she was gonna die hyperventilating.

LOLOL.
now who's the boy crazy one, cheh

~

can't believe i haven't posted for so long!
exams are in... approximately 3 weeks,
and i can't believe i'm a secthree already,
having my end-years in 3 weeks!
shocking much D:
i wish time would slow down.
i don't wanna grow up!

ahhhh.
i promise myself i will at least
read something that's not Wattpad over the weekend.
but now, i will enjoy myself :D
Mooncake Festival tomorrow!
get prepared for a beautiful big bright moon(:

~

back from Tania's sort-of-early birthday celeb,
but only lianne & i were invited (aww)

woke up at 630am,
went for dimsum for parents & brother.
don't ask why; i know it's really random.
anyway it was quite nice,
not say excellent until
can have like tens of people
queueing up outside the restaurant,
so i don't know why there were so many people.

then dad fetched me to Paya Lebar mrt.
met Lianne at 1025am,
waited for Nia & her mom.
they came and we went to Kallang.
awkward train ride LOL.

Random:
I LOVE EMINEM NOW HAHA

then we got to Kallang Leisure Centre,
went Kbox first.
the room was quite comfy haha.
some awkwardness with Nia's mom there. :/
but okay lah. chose lots of songs,
sing sing sing.
don't know why but when i listened to
Love The Way You Lie,
i somehow really like Eminem's rapping.
-surprised-

Kbox-ed till like 2pm.
the food there is bleh.
then we went to ice-skate.
stood outside the ice skating place for like,
several uncomfortable minutes,
because i really really didn't wanna ice-skate.
was scared i'll regret; $16.50 somemore! D:

finally i gave in to peer pressure
(as usual) and we went in.
i got really scared when we put on the skaters,
because it's super hard to walk in them!
could barely balance.
it was about ten times worse,
when we stepped into the ice-skating rink.
it was a struggle to even keep my balance. -sob-

i felt really really horrible,
because i was a total noob.
and Nia & Lianne were like holding my hand
and totally leading me through the rink.
and every few seconds i'll lose my balance and stumble.
but thankfully i only fell once.
saw a lot of people who fell too,
felt so sorry for them LOL.

there were a lot of nooby skaters like me (no offense),
so whenever i was holding up the people clutching
to the side barriers for dear life,
i would offer them my hand and guide them across
with a paiseh smile ): really very... $*!&()%&*)(
so i was just relieved to find people worse/same as me LOL.
of course, i only offered females/lil kids my hand /pam

ah, at the end of two hours it was finally over.
got a blister on my left ankle
and a wet ass from the fall earlier,
but that was all the injuries i had.
no muscle aches some more! :D

k then went to Starbucks,
Nia & Lianne bought drinks.
then went to KFC for dinner.

(Tania peeling fats off her chicken.)

chatted, walked around the mall,
then Lianne went to meet her parents,
Tania and i went home.
quite fun (:






aw don't be shy /pam

Lianne: "how did that (Tania) come out from that (her mom) ?"

HAHA so bad

so loving

sorry but the next few photos are random.

i have no idea how to switch the order of photos! D:

i don't think you'll be interested to know what i scribbled anyway HAHA

ah, i want this top from Forever 21!

chio jacket

if i buy this, this would be my second shirt with 'Brooklyn' on it

lyrics for 'Bullet', aka the unfinished result of me & Lianne's three-hour long hard work at Starbucks

contrasting picture: Dwayne & Nigel emo-ing behind, Zhenying & Cherie... well, you can see

Mt & Chawit, /pam

my mother being obssessed with Lee Minho (watching one of his dramas. -rolls eyes)

really wonder how Lee Minho would feel,
if he knew a 15-year-old girl isn't interested in him,
but her 50-year-old mother is.

scar that Yy gave to me using her pen (it was an accident hor)

accidental printout from my ppt slide at the library, also Yy's mistake HAHA

okay the rest of the pics are from today!

apparently this is act sexy, but i don't know what Lianne & Tania are doing

act cool

Avril Lavigne's eyes look scary here

i got Cold Teh Tarik

Tania's pants drying up from the fall.
Tania, is Lianne take one, not me hor

oh, and our falls were because of Lianne.
she fell down and pulled me along with her!
and i pulled Tania along with me LOL.
yet after that, Lianne kept saying:
"if you fall you must let me go first hor!"

CHEH

~

Youtubers vs Wattpaders

ahhh, why are Youtube and Wattpad users so different?
i mean just now i was watching this Steve Irwin video,
on how he died and whatever.
and on the comments page,
you do get the nice comments, like

"Dude i loved this guy. I always watched his show. When i was little like 7 i would go out looking for snakes and stuff just like Steve. When I heard this news i thought my parents were trying to play a horrible joke on my but it was true :( I feel bad for his family. R.I.P. Steve Irwin :(
Ashleighaatwood"

and

"I miss that man.
jiggerlicious"

or

"Omg i feel so sorry for his little daughter
LightBlueDiamondz"

but then you also get comments like

"Fucker had it coming....."

or

"Good for the ray against this nature molester"

i mean, i wasn't a big fan of Steve Irwin either,
but hello-oh. the dude's dead.
at least play nice, like seriously.

and on Wattpad you get people crying
their hearts out for fictional deaths.
(okay fine i'll admit i cried hard
when Riannan's little brother Max died)
and hey, these people don't even exist,
but you get a whole pageful of comments
about how sorry everyone is,
and how many tissues they used.

yet Youtubers laugh at a dead Australian man
they never even got to know.
i mean, what did he ever do to you?
nobody should be allowed to verbally assault
anybody they don't know, especially people
they've never even met in their lives.
(Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift
and the Jonas Brothers are exceptions.)

sigh, what is this world coming to?

but anyway, moving on.
I LOVE MITCH HEWER.
ahhhhh hot hot hot hot hot.

k i'm done.

~

Dayumm, mrs sng's on the phone with mom now.

must be about that music test i flunked.
psh, things are never good when teachers call.
'yes, i saw a slight improvement in her results.
she did badly for music and chemistry..
-silence- mmm, yes you know teenagers these days,
she's all into kpop and r&b and all that,
not much interest in classical music...'
can totally hear the professional mom tone.
-rolls eyes- LOL

'i borrowed a book from my colleague,
it's very good but when i asked her
if she wanted to buy it, she didn't want to.'
meh. i told her i didn't mind.
sigh. teachers.

now she hung up.
complaining to my father in hokkien on the phone.
professional tone totally gone.
hai. off to read wattpad.
random post LOL

bye!

~