ohmy gawdd i just watched a youtube video
about Freedom Writers and i couldnt help but tear.
the children in the class are only 14 and 15, our age.
they have no reason to be suffering like this.
there was a part in the movie when it got really emotional,
and one mixed-mexican-american girl was
crying becos she was so angry and upset
and she asked the teacher, "do you have any idea?
do you know how we suffer and risk our lives
everyday when we step out the front door?
can you understand the fear of just going out
and risking getting shot at for nothing?"

so damn true.
racial stuff is crazy. children our age,
hating each other, having a gun ready at all times
so they can shoot someone they dont even know
just because that person is of a different race from them.
what the hell.
haiz. and here we are, comfortable in singapore
becos here, nobody minds about your race or religion.
super sad can. damn, its a horrible world out there.
yet what can we do? argh, poor people.
gahh. anw, i guess i'll blog about ysd.
it was quite fun.

school was boring, so no need talk about it.
the congruence and similarity thing sucks leh!
and the new science chapter on dunno what
perpendicular distance and rotation point
is stupid. zzz.
anw, after sch supposed to buy paint for Cool Creme
with carmen and baniella [daniel].
carmen had chinese remedial, so elaine, daniel
and i went round the sch first trying to find the teachers.
cos we left the money and stall design with ms lee yilian.
but we climb up and down upper sec block also
cant find her at all. call staff room dunno how many times,
she not there. wah pok.

also tried finding other council teachers
but to no avail. even tried calling chen wan yi on her
hp but she didnt pick up. ==
must have been sleeping at home. lol random.
then we went back to 2D to find eugene who wanted
to join us. carmen came down soon after,
and we spammed zy with calls. he damn pok sia,
totally mumble out all his words over the phone.
we were all crowded round the table, saying
'HUH? HUH?' all over again. =.=
zhouyang failed his oral! lol.
but it was damn funny, the way he spoke. XD
we laughed like crap. then he kept asking,
'eh what you all laughing at?' hahahah

anw, we finally understood what he was
trying to say. he said we should separate into
2 groups, one go 85 find out the costs of the
paints we needed to buy first, one go try
finding the teachers.
then we argued, becos daniel and eugene
insisted we should find the teachers first,
but carmen and i wanted to go 85 find out
the prices first then will be easier.
elaine was just neutral. lol.
also, we couldnt decide who to go in which group.
should we separate in terms of RNE [carmen, daniel and i] &
pubtions [eugene and elaine], 1F [elaine and i] & non 1F
or girls and boys.

so in the end, i suggested those who wanted
to find teachers to go in a group, the others go 85
find the warehouse first. so carmen, elaine and i
went 85 while eugene and daniel went upper sec block.
bought bubble tea at 85, then found a place
selling nippon paint. eugene and daniel came
to join us soon after that, cos they managed to
find the teacher and get the money + design.
so we chose the colours, bought roller and brushes,
[lol eugene suggested we buy brushes of every size
and we really took his advice] and went back to sch.
surprisingly, eugene carried 5litres of paint up changcheng
all by himself. o.0 daniel carried about 3litres. haha.

reached sch and put the paint in council room,
then walked to mrt tgt after that.
lol super funny. crapped alot about random stuff.
elaine and i missed bus 9 three times. lol!

next day; thurs.
lessons were ...
o.0 then after sch went to paint Cool Creme [woots! =D]
with phuay geok, elaine, carmen, zy.
hm nth much, painted the whole wall lime green. lol.
then phuay geok left for ed [yes i pon-ed it o.0]
and elaine forgot go where.
carmen left quite early.
clara came to help too, and at the end
yuping came to help clear up. =)
thanks seniors! thanks RNE!
all the best for Cool Creme =DD
anw then i found daine at avt after ed,
and we found dionne, xiaoquan at dnt.

saw maria at the gate there too.
she was dragging my bag down after i
left them for awhile to go toilet.
zzz. so i took her guitar lor. very what leh,
they damn big bully. even daine sided
with her, trying to grab back maria's guitar.
dionne and xq just stood by
the side, smiling at the whole scene.
=( che~ so hurt. then i managed to get back
my bag from her, but by that time
dionne, daine and xq had already left.
i was super annoyed, so i hurried to catch up with them
and scold them. then caught them still
quite near the sch.

i ran to smack them on the shoulder,
and then just when i reached dionne i slipped
and fell on the pavement. omg lol super scary,
but somehow it was damn funny
and all of us started laughing hysterically.
esp daine. o.0
che! a bunch of meanies. ><
lol then we went to tm mac's to eat.
had fun playing with our food. hahah.
after eating xq left, and the rest of us
went to see some random mall nearby
that just opened, but it was damn crowded,
so we went in for 10s and came back out again. lol.

nth to do, so daine took bus home
while dionne and i went to simei by mrt.
then she went to meet her family at
18 chefs' and i went home. =)

~end of my long dreary post.
you wasted your time reading it. XD