340th post~!
I WANNA BE!!!!!!!
I LOVE THAT SONG I LOVE THAT SONG
I LOVE THAT SONG I LOVE THAT SONG :DDD
CHRIS BROWN ROCKS!!
RIHANNA SUCKS!!
ok la, i only like her 'Take A Bow.' XD
he said in a statement that
'everybody who's been haters has
just been haters. but to all my fans,
thank you and i love you.'
:DD he loves me! lol!

anw, lynnie's mean. T.T
i go msn her ask her call denden
she tell me 'shuddup, i doing heymath.'
hurt my feelings!
oh and elaine put me on her facebook picture
as 'The Gangster.' 0.0
heck, why am i a gangster??
other than having the ability
to imitate one, and being as sick as one,
i dont see how i seem gangsterish.
che!

anw this morning i woke up at 7.30am
and took a train all the way to city hall
with my mum and brother
to go for my funan internal exam.
omg!!
i flunked scales. i flunked. i screwed up.
-cries-
of course i didnt cry la,
but what the heck.
scales was screwed.
while i was playing the guy was so nice
somemore, keep giving me a lot of chances
to play more and more so i would do better.

but no, i kept thinking,
'why the hell is he forcing me to play
so many scales?' and i didnt realise
he was trying to let me play better
until i stepped out the door.
aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
one word to describe my exam:
SCREWED.
srhnoaenrpijnmpsmk[qP9TU -91Y90 HONSPEM

i did my best for sight reading
and aural and exam pieces,
so hopefully hopefully he's
a super duper nice examiner
and will gimme good marks.
argh. i feel so damn stupid can.
right there and then, i was telling
myself: it's over.
i am so gonna fail. AAAHHHHHH.
i feel like screaming & ranting.
although i am already ranting.

i dont know how in the world
i am going to sit for my external
if already my internal is so damn stupid.
all because of my nervousness.
somehow my fingers kept slipping
from the keys and i make so many
stupid mistakes and all that.
oh my goddddd!!!
i die liao la.
i still have grade5 theory and
grade5 external before i can skip
grade to grade8.

and ABRSM is super strict.
if i fail means i fail.
no turning back.
so no matter what, NO MATTER WHAT,
I HAVE to do well for these 2 exams.
if not my life is over.
my mum will kill me,
and i CANNOT afford to let
all my years of practice go to waste.
like what the hell,
this is a super important grade.
you dont do well its over for you.

i think i am over-reacting but whatever,
i really wish i had never taken piano
in the first place. i am not the kind
who is super cool and collected and calm;
i will subject to stress & nervousness
and tension. just now in the exam room
it was like so quiet and scary,
like both of us were already thinking,
i am so not gonna make it.
i should have taken piano first.
damn it!!!!

wow.
i cant believe i ranted so much.
anw, moving on.
dont care liao.
my mum took us shopping
and i swear, i hate shopping.
my brother & i were super grouchy
and moody and bored and tired.
it was pure torture.
i dont understand how some girls
can enjoy shopping so much la.
its so retarded.

then we finally had lunch,
and i chionged all the way home.
saw kenneth & sharlene at simei mrt. o.o
then i went home and changed
into RNE tee and pe shorts.
i love dark colours :D
dont like wearing bright colours.
i dont know why.
then i went down and met xuemin
at simei mrt :)
we went up to 2nd floor to wait
for kenneth.
kept laughing all the way.

i forgot what we were laughing at. o.o
then kenneth came and lol
we started laughing a lot behind
his back. he must have thought
we were laughing at him and
kept turning round to look at us.
then we would look at him with
that dumb grinning face. XD
we couldnt control our laughter! hahha.
we were supposed to go Popular
to buy vanguard but discovered
in the end no need.

so we went down.
then on the escalator we laughed again
and he turned around and stared
at a trying-to-control-her-expression
xm in her face. lol! that was super funny.
he kept asking what we were laughing
at and got very exasperated but
we refused to tell him why. XD
all the way to school it was like that.
xm and i standing behind him
laughing at our little joke and him
turning around everytime, staring
weirdly at us. lolol.

then we were late for RNE.
met them at concourse.
TPG, andrew & carmen didnt show up. :(
phuay geok!!
hm then we had a lot of fun.
some of us were doing badges
while some were doing the notice board.
i was doing badges :)
mainly zt and daniel were doing.
then everytime they did something
wrong we blamed barah. lol!
she so poor thing. hahah.

then zhiyuan gathered us tgt
at the concourse table to practice
scooping again.
sad, only kenneth and barah
passed the test, the rest of us
still noobs. XD
my scoops still ok, only thing
is come out the shape like
too much?
nvm, at least better than zt's. hahah!
his is totally jialat.

he can turn a perfectly fine
tub of vanilla ice-cream into
something that looks like squashed,
mashed potato. o.o
make me 'fail' the test cos i scooped
after him. che!
zhenju the pro lor. hmph.
anw, we scooped somemore,
then zhiyuan told us his plans
for making the door gifts.
we were all super quiet
when he asked, 'any questions?'

o.o lol.
then he explained all over and over
again, then when he explained
the dunno how many time,
he asked, 'is it ok?'
-silence-
me: yes, yes.
then everybody faster say yes,
cos wanna be dismissed quickly. XD
he demo-ed using zt and daniel's
horrible umbrellas. lol.
then we chatted for a while.
i suddenly thought of zhouyang's
'xiaoyang' and realised zhiyuan
is 'xiaoyuan.' lolol!

then i laughed until i cried.
omg. 2nd time that ever happened to me.
and my stomach super pain. hahaha.
after that we sat there randomly
chatting. mostly about the RNE outing.
they were talking all about how
TPG laughed super loud for nothing
in the cinema and some random guy
behind asked, 'eh can shut up anot?'
lol! that sounded hilarious.
came up with stupid ideas about
where to go for the outing,
then in the end said we go barah's house.

hahah but it's serious la.
then after that we'll be going somewhere
else, havent confirmed anything much yet.
after that zhiyuan did the 'yi, er, san, jie san!'
thing, then all of us except barah went to mrt,
which was me, xm, zt, daniel, kenneth.
zhiyuan joined us later. and hes shorter
than most of us. hahaha.
the cleaner wanted to eat ice-cream
earlier, then bought from us
and she turned to me and said,
'xiao meimei, [in chinese] help me
take a cup can?'

o.o im a xiao meimei. lol.
then zhiyuan go make fun.
so i called him xiao didi. wahahha.
shorty! XD this is not being mean,
this is being truthful. :) heh heh.
then all of us except zhiyuan
and daniel went to Eighteen Chefs'.
while we walked down simei escalator
we were wondering out loud
what they were gonna do in the mrt.
cos most of the time is 4 of us
make the most noise,
then zhiyuan & daniel very quiet,
or just laugh along. lol.

then we got to Eighteen Chefs'.
i didnt want to eat at first but
xm and zt persuaded me.
:( my money! haiz.
at least i managed to finish it ba.
only the ice lemon tea.
it was so sweet i didnt like it. haha.
gave like 3 quarters of it away
to kenneth. o.o
he eat until wanna vomit le. yucks.
xm's black pepper CBR smell
super strong. o.0

hm then we ate and sat there
chatting about random stuffs.
quite funny. heh.
after that there was a sudden silence,
then kenneth said, 'ok lets go.'
hahah. went to eastpoint arcade
but zt didnt go cos he was wearing pe. o.o
kenneth played his drums thingy
while xm and i used his card
to play basketball :D
quite fun, we scored 115 or something
for 2 games each. quite noob,
but whatever. we enjoyed ourselves,
wanted to play again but zt already
waiting outside. o.o

so we walked to mrt and zt and kenneth
took mrt. xm and i didnt feel like going home,
so we took a long long walk along the track
next to mrt. we didnt realise we were
walking to expo. haha.
then we reached and i was saying,
'hey lets go expo!'
so she said ok cos she thought
there was a food fair there.
there used to be one but i think it
closed le. talked about our turtles. o.o
lol it was uber funny. she dumped
her 2 turtles in a drain near eastpoint.
omg, so bad right. i was like reprimanding her.

then i told her i had 4 turtles,
one turned blind and another one was
purposely flushed down the toilet. lol!
the other 2 were released into Bedok Reservoir.
then we crapped about our turtles meeting
at some random canal. hahaha XD
reached expo and found it was
very empty and quiet, like nobody de.
what a disappointment.
and the food fair just closed le. haiz.
so we walked around a bit,
then took bus back :)
i almost missed my stop leh.

so engrossed in the mobtv,
the doors just opened then i realised
it was already eastpoint. haha.
went home and drank spinach soup
that my mum made. erm not very nice
ba. lol. the vegetable smell too strong,
and a bit bland.
the fishball still ok :) lol.
thats all~!